Look at him.

I froze not knowing what was going to happen next, but knew I crossed the line of no return. I turned to look at Jamie as his eyes were locked on to mine. I smiled and he put his hand behind my head as he leaned into me, and placed his lips on mine. His lips locked onto mine as he started kissing me, and I felt his tongue enter my mouth. His tongue massaged mine as he twisted his upside down and I felt goosebumps travel up my spine as our taste buds rubbed against each other. I was amazed how his experienced tongue drove me crazy, and then doubt started to creep in my mind. As his cold hands reached under my coat and contact my side holding me in place. I could feel my body heat warming his hand. Thoughts continued to enter my head, what about mom? How would this change our relationship? What if Jamie didn’t enjoy sex with me? More mad more insecurities kept exploding, and I decided I needed to stop this. I felt his hand creep up my stomach as his fingers slipped under my bra and caress my breasts in his now warm hand.