All in all...

“So, all in all, a really great experience for Clara...”

“Absolutely, she is still in a daze, daydreaming throughout the day, smiling happy.”

“Yes, Kara... But as for you, Alex... It seems... we overdid it a bit.”

“A bit yes...”

“Oh... he’s pissed... I’ve never even seen such a frown on him before. Looks like a combination of yours, Kylie, and the heavy frown he had when I met him at the first camp site.”

“Emma on the other hand... is...”

“Oh no... what’s wrong with her, Kylie?”

“Alex, you made her come more than a few times in a row, with intense orgasming. She simply collapsed.”

“Yes, the psychological arousal was way too high for her at the time...”

“Yet you were able to restrain yourself when she asked for...”

“Pull her hair, when I was fucking her so hard? It would have been madness to do so. She might be that submissive, but I am not that kind of a man. She may be sad about that... she was at the time... perhaps for that reason... but I just couldn’t, as I couldn’t continue while she collapsed.”

“You misunderstood her sadness at the time. She was sad because she almost **** you to do something you will never be able to do. Even in the heat of the moment, even when it seemed a plausible solution, even when you were in so much pain.”

“So, she’s feeling guilty?”

“Yes... but not only for that...”

“I give up, Kylie, why then is she feeling guilty?”

“Because you needed her, and she couldn’t fulfil your need, Alex.”

“But that’s not her fault, Ella, I chose a different position, her psychological state of mind and the position just... made her come, more than she could handle. She did her best, it was just a giant unfortunate confluence of coincidences no one of us could foresee.”

“Alex, once again, you forget you are a special man in her eyes. In mine too, but that is besides the matter. She has made herself a promise to fulfil your every need. She thinks she has failed, she thinks she has prioritized her own lust over yours, twice perhaps, and thus not giving you all you needed.”

“Yes, Ella, correct, and I need to add that she has never met a man like you. She has never failed a man. All of them either abused her servitude, didn’t understand it, or simply refused her need to be used or did use her the way she wanted, but never made her orgasm the way you did. She has pleased the women in our cave a lot of times, and always she could fulfil the needs, and always she could come without affecting her ability to continue to please.”

“Fuck... why is this always so difficult? Can’t I just forgive her... No, she would see right through that in my effort to take care of her, to make her feel better... That can’t be leaving many options open. Especially with my disposition not to hurt.”

“Correct. There isn’t.”

“So, what’s left then?”

“She will punish herself, if you don’t do it, Alex...”

“... and probably a lot more painful, too, though she will never tell you, afraid of disappointing you again.”

“For fuck’s sake, it just doesn’t stop...”

“I know, Alex, it hurts you, but she is hurting too. You can’t release her, she could flee and...”

“No. That can’t happen.”

“Punishing her then... I can’t hurt her, but I... I have to take away something of her, like you punish a kid, almost. Well, not like that of course, but with the same principle. Orgasm denial won’t work, eventually she will crack and lose control, making her feel even more... bad... So what’s left is... oh... no...”

“Alex... You’ll need to make a roleplay with her, otherwise you won’t be able to do it. You need to be in your role, and she can’t be in a role, but at the same time she will know you are in a role.”

“But if she knows I am in a role, she will think I do this just to make her feel better.”

“Not if it is for a long period.”

“But then the danger is too great for me...!”

“Not if it only applies to her.”

“So we are completely redefining the relation then... I want, I get. Not like before: I need that and only that she will comply to. How long will she keep up with that? Can’t be very healthy...”

“She will say when it needs to stop. When she feels she had enough and wants to return to the previous arrangement.”

“Ah... So she consents at the time, retracts her consent at her own free will. And I have to stay in my role with her until the moment comes she had enough.”

“Yes...”

“Fuck...”

“Yes... And the more you want, the sooner it is done.”

“Hopefully...”

“Yes, but without hurting her, it could take some time...”

“Fuck...”