Of choice.

“So, these are the opportunities we can give you, Emma. They are either of sexual nature or domestic nature. I’m still not sure about this, Emma, I need to be honest with you. I have difficulties to empathize with your natural state of subserviency. It’s so far away from my own values and norms I developed during my lifetime. But it has been said to me, multiple times already, that I have a too rigid system of morality at times and situations that are not in synchrony with the incredible change of this world. So, in order to ensure you can feel happy too, I can give you the opportunities to get or to be happy.”

“Alex. Don’t be worried about me, I am more than fine with what you offer me. You are one of the first men that really acknowledges my nature. And with the girlfriends you have, you will be incorruptible to power. Even if you were on your own. You have way too much empathy, you want to give everyone a choice to consent, before every act. I don’t need that. I only need a general set of rules that everyone agrees on. Rules that keep me safe, nurtured and feel loved by the ones that need to make use of me.

The most important rule is that I only will consent to needs, not to wants. Your need to relieve stress using me, will make me feel needed, useful and at the same time acknowledged in my nature of existence. If you need me to clean the floor, I will. But, like I said to Kylie, if you need me to sweep a clean floor, then you don’t really need it. Either you could do that to keep me busy or give me a false sense of needfulness, in your urge to take care of me. On the other side I have met men that asked me to sweep a clean floor, just because they wanted me to see submissive. True, sometimes giving someone a feeling of control over another can be a need, I am happy to fulfil, but all the times? No, I can’t live on be only viewed as submissive, I need to be it, to be needed.

I know it is **** in your eyes, and I know you and I are on opposite sides, but I am attracted to you just because we are on opposite sides of the spectrum. You are a leader and I am a follower. You want to control situations, I want to be controlled by situations. But you are not just any man, Alex, you want to understand, you want to give choice, you want to feel with others, you want to give as much as you can, even if it hurts you. You too want to be needed. But instead of adapting like me, you accommodate your situation to yourself and the ones close to you. That is our true opposition. And I will understand perfectly if you will never fall in love with me because of that. But still, you care, so you love, you protect, so you love, and that is all what I need. To be loved by someone who wants to understand me, even if it limits the nature of the relationship you have in mind.”

“Hmm... I see you have quite the introspective nature too... Excellent. I see you will derive indirect pleasure out of any requests, may it be domestic or sexual, and to a degree it is the same with me. Still, it will take time for me to adjust to this... About the sexual requests, since you are oriented to loving men, are you absolutely sure you...”

“Yes, Alex. Being needed and used, is for me the pleasure. I come a lot quicker during such an act than anything else, for men or for women. But I will admit, being used by you, might get me off more intense. I am not sure how much intensity I will get pleasuring your girlfriends, but since they are yours, being a stand-in for you... or a stand-in for them... perhaps calling your name... just thinking about it... it arouses me...”

“Eh... Right... Okay then... But eh... I do need you to do something for me.”

“Anything, Alex...”

“Anything, she said, Alex...”

“Not that kind of anything, Kylie...”

“Emma, the middle room needs a more personal touch. Ask Ambra to help you with it. Do it together. A room to sleep in, to gather in, to talk in. For one on ones, or... more perhaps. For anyone of us. Your room as well, but also for eh... lone activity... with or without... eh... your assistance... That should solve a few problems...”

Looking at Kate and Kylie I added: “And making my life a lot easier at times...”

“I’m not even sure to be pleased by you being so considerate or be insulted...”

“Sometimes, Kylie, Kate, I will need a clear mind on inconvenient times for you both... and sometimes, some of us want to sleep in peace...”

“Yes...” Ella agreed, looking at Kylie with squinted eyes, but with a teasing smile.