breakdown and buildup

Gwen and I are standing infront of my bedroom door listening to soft weeping and some shuffleing. "What's she doing dude?"Gwen asks as she huddles up to me. I open the door to see Raven trying to open the window, looks like shes trying to leave. "Ungh..sniff..Damnit!" She gives up and falls to the ground pulling her knees to her.

Tears are flowing freely as she huddles against herself. "John hates me now...hick.." Her ears drooping sadly. I quietly walk into the room followed by Gwen. "What do I do?!" she wails in desperation. "...I dont know what to do.." I kneal down and hug her from behind. "Raven, I dont hate you baby. You just need to learn some self control.

She trys to pull away from me. "John no please..I might.." I hold her tighter. "No, I'm never letting you go again." She stops struggleing and allows me to pull her into a hug. Gwen comes over to us and hands me a box of tissues. "Raven, why are you so crazy when it comes to John anyway?"

She wipes her eyes and looks at Gwen. "I...I dont know. I love him more then anything, a-and I would just love to have NORMAL sex with him." she starts blushing majorly. " But...when I look in his beautifull blue eyes....I just go CRAZY!!" Gwen scratchs her head trying to think about something. "Hmm....um, Raven? Why dont you try that mirror thingy you used to so for medditionshion?"

(Medditionshion?) I but in "Gwen, do you mean meditation?" She nods happly "Yeah that!" Raven has stoped crying now thankfully. She looks up at nothing thinking for a second. "You know what...that might work...But I'll need some things for the seramony." I place my chin on her shoulder giveing her a loveing and gentle squeeze. "What ever you need baby, we'll both help." Gwen grins and nods "Of course dude!"

Raven gives us a list of things to gather. Candles, chalk, some incense, and a hand mirror. The last peice was a little hard to get, luckly I had an old extendo mirror I use to work on my car. We helped her set up in the guest room. (Thankfully I have hardwood floors so she could use the chalk.) Raven stood before us and smiled. "Ok you two, I need to do the last part myself. And seeing that it takes an hour todo you two need to get out of the house for a while.

Gwen grabs my shoulder and hops happly "DUDE! This is perfect, we can go grocrey shopping now!!" I grone and roll my eyes. (Fuuuuck, this means going to the healthfood store.) "Ok ok, I guess we have to do this sometime." I give Gwen a playfull swat on the ass. "Go get ready, I'll be down in a sec." She jumps abit before giggleing as she runs out of the room.

I pull Raven into a gentle hug. "Raven, what ever you have to do...just be carefull..ok?" She kisses me on the cheek. "It'll be ok john, I promise."