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"Kyle.... I was.... Am a troubled youth. I was consistantly abused by my father and neglected by my mother.... I was the mistake, the problem child that nobody wanted.... But my brother was always perfect in my parents eyes... He could do no wrong. He was captain of the football team, he had perfect grades and he wasn't a goth freak as my mother would so elegantly put it." Chloe takes a deep breath fighting back the tears building in her eyes. She takes a minute before continuing.

"I met Jackimo in my freshman year. We would sneak around and do **** together. Weed, ecstasy, acid, all the fun stuff with the rest of the group. But he always refused to sell me the harder stuff.... But Jackimo's brother didn't know me. He didn't care.... I started buying heroin from him first. It didn't take long for my brother to find out... I was constantly borrowing money from anyone who would lend it to me and he took notice. It wasn't long till he walked in on me the needle in my arm... At first he was so supportive. He'd borrow money for me, give me all the stuff I could handle but eventually he started asking for things in return.... I was too high and too **** to turn him down. It was small things at first. Cuddling, kissing, hand jobs, foot jobs, blow jobs, then anal, then vaginal, anything to get my fix. He started blackmailing me with it. Lording it over me. Waiting to smite me down with my bad habits anytime I was even remotely defiant to his advances.... Luna helped me get kinda sober but I still got my kicks where I could... But sober or not, my brother wanted his pleasures threatening to expose me if I ever refused him... I tried telling mom and dad but they would never believe me over him... I was so disgusted with myself and what I was doing that I could only do it high.... So once a week, every week, I shoot up and fuck my brother. I'm sorry I never told you....." Chloe finishes a long silence hangs in the air before Kyle responds.