Behave like Carrie normally would. Mostly...

Your instinct is to keep behaving as if you've always been Carolyn Ma -- and that's largely how you've been behaving all evening. You do stop to assess your looks in the mirror, to feel at your delicate feminine Chinese face with your dainty hands. You remember that you're entirely Chinese in ancestry although your parents were both born in the U.S. and it's been several generations since any of your ancestors actually lived in China. You know almost no Chinese: a few pictograms are familiar and you know a handful of words and phrases, but you're as thoroughly American as the college boy who zapped the original Carolyn Ma into a girl suit, put the suit on, and combined with it to become the new one.

I don't look 32,

you think.

That's good. The first time I saw this face, it was wearing too much blusher. Never again. Also, I pluck my eyebrows way too much. I hate that penciled-line look on women and I'm not going to have it on my own female face! Am I really going to stay me? Yes. Definitely for at least a few months. I'm a really cool woman.