Leave

"Young man? Young man! Come on you are fine hun just breath ok? Do you hear me?"

I feel so confused "Huh?"

I hear her give a relieved exhale "Oh thank heavens, you scared me mister! Phew you seriously are a diamond in the rough, that had to have been one of the best blowjob's of my life!"

I cough, all I can smell or taste is fish, the memories of why that is flood back to me all at once. I can't believe that all happened, what have I done?

"Can... I... Leave..." I say in my fake voice, though now it sounds much more raspy.

There is a silence "Oh... Um... Well yes sweetie you can... I'm sorry that... I'm.... I've just been backed up and you know... I never meant too... I don't know... But yes of course you can leave."

I struggle against the harness, I reach behind me and push the button, for whatever reason this time it opens. As it releases I fall back onto the ground, I'm sure to cover my face with my arms though incase she tries to look through the hole. I whimper and pant there for a minute or two trying to gain my bearings and gather my thoughts.

"Honey I... I had a really good time... Did you?"

I shake my head "What do you care..."

"What does that mean?" She says like she doesn't already now.

"Nothing... You just got what you wanted is all..."

She sounds a little upset now "Don't do that, you chose to some here same as me... Besides are you telling me you didn't have fun? That you weren't hard? That you didn't touch yourself!?!"

I scoff while continuing to cover my face "Yea but... Only because of those stupid fucking pills!"

Now it's her turn to scoff "Oh really? Is that so? Last I checked aspirin doesn't give you a boner!"

"What!?!" I exclaim in shock.

"Those were aspirin you slut! I just wanted you to be honest, so I gave you an excuse to enjoy yourself... Your welcome by the way!"

I sit up now and turn away from the hole, I hold my knees as I sit and stare at the wall. I feel disgust as I take stock of myself, my face and clothes are smeared in her foul smelling jizz. My throat feels more sore than it ever has in my life. My stomach is so full of her milk that it's like I've had three Thanksgiving dinners in a row. I feel tears well up in my eyes as I picture the custard like jizz sloshing around inside me.

"What? Now your not speaking to me?"

I speak quietly "Like I said you got what you wanted... I'll never do this again... There's nothing left to say."

I hear the rustling of clothes, presumably she is getting dressed now. It sounds like she's doing it at a feverish pace. Her voice is hard to read now, a mixture of anger and something else.

"Look I had fun... I think you did to even if you don't want to admit it to me or yourself... Just... Just take some time to think all this over and work out your feelings... If you decide that your still curious about this kind of thing... About me... Then meet me here the day after tomorrow at the same time as we met today."

"Whatever..." I mumble so quietly I doubt she can even hear it.

There is an awkward pause before she speaks again.

"Look... I'm sorry if I was rough sweetie, I don't normally do stuff like this and you are so... I don't know... (She takes a shakey quivering breath) You might not believe this but I felt something special!... If you come back for another date... I'll... I'll let you do the same thing to me that I just did to you... I promise..."

Before I can respond I hear the door on her side slam. I run to my door, when I push it opens with ease. I only crack it and watch as she runs away like someone who just did something seriously wrong... Well actually... She did do something wrong! She barred my exit, threatened me, used me, then tried to make me feel as though I liked it! I don't know who that woman is anymore, she definitely isn't the woman who I knew growing up.

I don't care what she says, I never want to see her or this stall ever again...