Confessions

Marie lays in my arms, our bodies pressed so close together I can feel each beat of her heart. It's nice, a quiet moment in a storm that's been my life recently. I kinda don't want it to end.

"I should go. If anyone comes we'll be in deep shit." Marie states, finally sitting up, the light reflecting off her back as she looks around the room for her discarded clothes.

I follow suit and sit up on the other side. "So... What's the plan?" I ask. I'll admit, it's the first time I've fucked a blood relative, not entirely sure on the protocol.

"Well, I'm going to go get a shower, someone kinda jizzed in me." She laughs, fully aware that's not what I was talking about as she picks up her underwear. "Don't... Overthink it. I wasn't testing the purity of your intentions or something. I wanted this... I like you and I wanted to express that, okay?" She reassures me in a more caring tone than I've often heard from her. I guess we did just have sex, a bit of tenderness is appreciated on all sides.

"Alright, well, if you do have any worries or anything... I'd be glad to listen." I offer. "I don't want you thinking we can't talk just 'cause we fucked or something."

Marie snorts at the thought. "Well, in that case, yes, you may have my hand in marriage." She replies mockingly. "Seriously though, I'm good, but... Maybe talk to Rosie? She's not my biggest fan, it'd be better if you talked to her before it comes out at a bad time."

Yeah, that's not a conversation I'm looking forward to. I doubt Rosie will really care, but honesty is the best policy, especially when it comes to ****... It's weird that I need to have any policy for that, but well, I guess this is my life now.

*

Sunday is... Barely a day. I'd love to say it involved more sex and/or **** and/or rock'n'roll, but honestly it was just kind of a lazy day with little opportunity for debauchery... And then I went to bed again.

I'll try again tomorrow.

*

This is the awkward thing about weekends, they never last long enough. This is my literal shower thought as I switch off the water and step out to dry myself. I return to my room and begin dressing when the door opens and closes behind me.

"Damn, I missed the show." Rosie giggles, moving closer to me. I may be a man of very few morals, even fewer nowadays, but I'm not going to start being intimate with a girl without mentioning I slept with someone else the day before yesterday.

I step back and deliver words that are always terrifying to hear and say alike. "I need to tell you something." My sister seems confused by my sudden seriousness. I sit on my bed and signal for her to sit as well. "I couldn't... I can't do anything until I come clean. Marie and I slept together the other day. I know you're not the jealous type, but you're still important to me, so I need to be honest."

Rosie sits there just as perplexed as before I started speaking. "Wait, is that it?" She asks, watching me nod as confirmation before bursting into laughter. "You fucking idiot, I told you, it's fine. I'm not looking for commitment, I'm sure as Hell not gonna be faithful to you, no reason for you to be." She cackles at my sombre tone.

"Even though it's Marie? You two don't exactly get on." I try to clarify.

Rosie continues laughing. "We bicker, we're not mortal enemies, I was just jealous before because you flirted with her and not me, we've been through this!" She points out, finally coming back to her senses. "Besides, it'd be hypocritical of me, I fully plan on fucking her at some point."

Well, I guess if she's really okay with it then no harm, no foul. Gotta say, it's nice to have something simple going- Wait, what did she just say? Brain, do that thing where you remember things.

"You... Want to sleep with Marie? Our female cousin, Marie?" I repeat, trying to make sure I didn't mishear.

Rosie rolls her eyes at my question. "Ooh, I'm bi, who cares, honestly? I had your dick in my mouth a few days ago and me swinging both ways is the shocking bit for you?" She sighs. I guess I didn't really think about it, not that I ever had cause to. "Well, I was gonna see if I could sit on your face for a bit, but the mood is well and truly gone, guess you'll have to wait for tonight." She adds, heading towards the door, slapping her own ass as she exits my room.

Typical that I don't get punished for sleeping with someone else, but I do get in trouble for thinking it matters. I guess I do need to let go of some preconceived notions.

Wait, what's tonight?