Sarah

Sarah sat on a bed staring at the floorboards in silence, only the sounds of her still heavy breathing could be heard.

What the fuck just happened?

There was no denying it, she cheated on Jay. After spending so long telling Lissa how cheaters were a special breed of assholes she had jerked off her boyfriend's most trusted friend. And as much as she'd love blaming Pete for this as usual, she didn't think Pete was in any position to stop her. Hell he was out of it technically for the hand job. What had her shell shocked was her thoughts during the entire ideal, and her thoughts now. In the bathroom she eyed Pete and treated him like a sex object, like a forbidden desire. She wanted him and the excuse to wake him with her hand was all she wanted. Would she have escalated if he didn't wake? Sarah knew the answer but stopped her thinking to avoid the conclusion. And now she just thought of how aroused she was, how tempting teasing him was, and how she wanted to see more of him. They all knew Lissa was considering him as a rebound and that annoyed Mary who had a crush on him, and now Sarah, who had a boyfriend, was beginning to think of him as more than an egotistic dick?

That dick deserves the ego, though...

"Ughh stop!" Sarah cried at herself falling back on the bed. After all of this and knowing the consequences of possibly dooming any chance with her boyfriend she still didn't feel even a little guilty. The blonde knew her excuses were too bullshit even for a porno but they had her completely convinced. She knew deep down how hard it was to stop things from getting any worse and she even felt dignified they stopped when they did. Did she want to tease him when they both made it back to the pool? Fuck yes. But it wasn't like she was going to run back to the bathroom and blow him...as much as she wanted to. She still loved Jay but she was beginning to feel maybe she was getting over the reality that they weren't meant to be. Who knew. She needed time to think.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

Pulling herself back up she felt her heart jump to her throat seeing Pete in nothing but a towel. "Uh, so I'm really really sorry about that. I was curious about the tub and it just did something I didn't know was even possible."

Sarah snickered, "Yeah that was pretty intense."

Pete looked at her with sincerity she didn't expect, "Jay's a good guy. And I stand by saying you're too hard on him. I don't wanna fuck what you guys up and like I said I'm really sorry. I pretty much blacked out there."

Studying his sincerity she felt anger. Bullshit. Like he feels guilty and she doesn't! Sarah pretended to absent mindedly scratch some of his dried cum on her chest which pulled at her bathing suit and jiggled her breasts a bit. Smiling when his eyes watched the show. He wasn't as much of a gentleman as he'd like to be it seemed. "Well I'm glad you're okay. I don't know what's up with me and Jay to be honest. But we think it's not looking good."

Pete frowned, "I see. So like is there a reason you get so aggressive on people or get bossy? Like no offense but if you guys are that bad off I'm not going to bullshit you."

Sarah smiled warmly and innocently pushed her chest out wiping the last of his seed across her chest while looking away, "I was cheated on by my first boyfriend. I planned on being single for the rest of high school and Jay kind of surprised me. He was the first guy who didn't see me as the hot cheerleader trophy. The untouchable conquest. He saw me for me?"

"And who's that?"

Sarah sighed bouncing her tits when she sagged her shoulders, entranced by his eyes on her chest. "I honestly don't know anymore. I spent a year arguing with Jay about stupid shit because deep down I was trying to make him feel like I was what I didn't want to be. I liked him because he didn't see me as a trophy or as some object he was lucky to have. But my insecurity kind of made me try to train him to think of me as one so he wouldn't cheat or break my heart. Didn't really work and also kind of ruined the whole point of attraction."

Pete leaned against the door making her blush. Only the knot of the towel was holding the last bit of cloth from his naked body. "Shit. So do you feel attracted to him?"

Yes. "No." Sarah closed her mouth suddenly. Her eyes wider than a kid caught for the first time doing wrong. "I mean. Fuck. I really don't know Pete. Is that bad?"

Pete shrugged and she watched the knot slightly loosen and licked her lips. "Sarah look. Jay's attractive, smart, he's got money, he's nice. And although he's not the best with women and he's shy and not the most athletic dude in the world. He's still more than a catch than most. But if you really feel that way then maybe you guys should admit it."

"Guys?" Sarah snapped away from his crotch noticing he was handing her his cell phone. "Wait...is Jay not attracted to me?"

Pete sighed, "He doesn't like who you are becoming. I didn't say that by the way. I wanted to try and help you loosen up and maybe help you be less controlling and it'd make you guys fight less but now hearing everything you've said..." He gave her his phone. "It doesn't really sound right anymore. You're both distant enough it sounds like that it's better to have this vacation as a time to move on than work and effort to fix something that won't work."

Sarah wanted to argue. She did. Jay was the nicest guy who had ever gave her the time of day. It was hard to find someone like that and deep down she was terrified of never finding that again. To be stuck with assholes trying to get their dicks wet. To become bragging rights to some jock. A strong crosswind blew through the room and Pete's towel couldn't take anymore and she got another sight of the man's naked body. Before she knew it she had the phone by her ear and realized it was ringing. When Pete reached down and finally covered himself she realized what she was doing and tried to hang up but her boyfriend's voice cut through. "Hello?" Pete had left the room and Sarah realized she was barely clothed in a strange house with another man's jizz all over her about to break up with her first long term relationship. She froze and eventually she spoke up.

"Uh, hey it's me." She paused with a tear falling down her cheek, "We need to talk."