Pizza time

I go back into the kitchen to the sight of Jason sulking around grabbing out plates and glasses. There's a tension in the air are we get our food and make our way back to the lounge. He hasn't made eye contact with me the entire time but as we sit down he clears his throat and waits for me to look over. "I'm sorry Alex." Oh wow, I wasn't expecting that, but at least he is owning up to it. "I appreciate that." That sounded a bit colder than I had planned. And while I am still kind of pissed at him I just want to move past this but Jason stays on the subject. "It was a really shitty thing for me to do okay? Ricky and the guys just got in my head about it and with everything else I just got carried away." I can see the tears swelling in his eyes. I don't really want to let him off the hook for what he did but he does seem remorseful. I just pick at my pizza trying to find the right thing to say. "Look Jason, I get it. You're in a stressful situation and you weren't expecting me to be like this." I gesture to my current form. I put my plate aside and go sit next to him, rubbing his shoulder to comfort him. We stay like this for a little while, the cooling pizza forgotten from our minds as we are cuddled up to one another. It's Jason that finally breaks the content silence. "It's just that when you… you know…" God, he's still so bashful "When I what, you dingus?" His face goes a bright shade of red. "When you…" "Sucked your dick? Gave you a blowie? Slobbed your knob?" The last one makes him give out a snort as we both start laughing at the situation we're in. "Yeah, that. It's just, I thought maybe we could, I don't know, go on a date." Oh. Not what I was expecting. But maybe worst. I mean sex is sex but he's talking about dating. Okay, umm.

"Look, Jason… I'm not going to be like this forever. Once I take the reversal pill I'll be back to the way I use to be. And all that was just to help you with your dickhead friends." He shifts uncomfortably in his seat. "You're great, and you're going to find a girl that sees that and wants to be with you. And is also a girl full time." This gets another laugh and thankfully eases the tension. "Thanks, Alex. You're a good brot… Siste… Sibling. A good sibling." We have another quick laugh at the odd circumstances before I give him a light punch in the arm and go back to my food. The next few hours go by without any incident. We end up eating the rest of the pizza. Jason ended up eating some of mine too. Being a girl gave me a way smaller stomach as well, I could barely even finish half. We finished watching the movie and stayed up, having a few drinks, and talking about what we planned for the next few years. How Jason was going to move out and go study, me switching into a new field, talking about having less to do with our parents, how both our Dads kind of sucked, and he even surprised me by saying he might try X-Change. We really hadn't had a chat like this in a while and it was just so nice. Both of us opened up again and had a chill night in. Before too long it was getting late I had to help Jason stumble to the guest room. I'd gone easy on the booze guessing that my female body wouldn't be able to handle it so it seem Jason 'picked up the slack' and overdid it. As I pull the covers over him he murmurs out an "I love you, sis." I give him a kiss on the forehead before saying it back then flicking off the light on my way out.

As I take off my hoodie to hop into bed I remember I've got to meet Amelia tomorrow and pull out my phone to set an alarm. After setting it I notice the unopened message from Jason with myself in the thumbnail. My thumb hovers over it before deciding against opening it now and before plugging my phone in for the night.