Personal interests

Nia: ~Oooh hun, I’m soooo sorry~! I still love you, but I just can’t live without his cock anymore~!

Rina: ~Y-you heard her, cuck!~ Pfft! There are gonna be some changes around here fruh-from n-now on!

Rina could just barely make it through her line before she burst into yet another uproarious fit of laughter alongside Nia. They’d been at this the last ten or so minutes, the two of them barely finding time for breath within their comedic reenactments of the video I’d just finished sharing.

They had requested I show them something on the spicier side to get us started; naturally, and working against my inclined timidity, I tried to deliver with gusto. I now cursed my desire to leave an impact, however, as the attempt had backfired spectacularly. I was burning up, my embarrassment practically nuclear by this point. Not just because of the natural self-consciousness the situation brought about, but because it was getting me hot and bothered despite — or perhaps, in part, because of — the derision… Still, I was glad they were having fun with it. Getting some mild flack was far better than the more awkward alternatives.

Emery: Okay okay, have some mercy on me girls! I know it’s silly.

Rina: Hehehe, sorry Em. Not trying to be mean, it’s just so fuckin’ goofy dude.

Nia: Yeah hun, hehe, just poking a little fun.

Rina: Phew… But okay, real talk; the sex was hot, but what do you get out of this situation?

Nia: Yeah, you lost me a little bit with this one too hehe. You’ve shown me some…interesting stuff before, but they were usually a lot more consensual than this.

Rina: I mean…I would totally understand if you were, uh… if you wanted to be the bad guy, just for example… Y’know, cause there’s a power fantasy in there. But in this case you’re like, self-inserting as the husband, right?

Emery: Not exactly, but I see where you’re coming from with that question. I’m not really imagining myself in his shoes, at least not in a literal sense. In this video’s case, I would hate to have that happen to me in real life. Not that it actually could, it’s not exactly a realistic story after all, but even in my fantasies it’s not like that.

Rina: Hmm, okay. So what’s the appeal then?

Nia: Do you like it when the husband gets totally humiliated? Some of the other stuff you’ve shown me over the last year has been like that. Honestly I kinda thought that was exciting too, even if they took it too far at the end hehe.

Rina: Hahaha jeez Nia, your teasing streak is nastier than I thought!

Emery: Hehe, yeah that definitely doesn’t hurt my enjoyment, but that’s not what I was going to say.

I set my laptop down and leaned against the back of the couch. How could I explain this…? Like many elements of sexuality, it was difficult to put to words.

Emery: I’m sure there are a lot of different reasons to get into this kind of thing, but for me it started with the sexual enthusiasm. That’s how I got into what I showed you. The stolen spouse element, I mean. There’s something I like about seeing a person enjoy sex so much that they’d throw away everything for it, and there’s something enticing about being okay with that…

I considered for a moment about how to continue from there.

Nia: Hrm… I’m not really into that, but…if I’m being real, I think a part of me gets what you’re saying… Oup sorry hun, didn’t mean to interrupt.

Emery: No no, it’s fine. I’m glad you at least understand what I mean. It’s complicated, but I don’t want you thinking the actual stealing itself is what I like about it.

Nia: C’mon, give me a little credit, love. I know I can have a bug up my butt about it sometimes, but I’m not that fragile about the topic. We’ve gotten this far, after all hehehe.

Emery: Sorry hun, you’ve got a point.

Rina: …So would that be why you like Nia’s sorta self-made porn angle? Because she likes putting on a show so much, and it makes her enjoy everything more?

Emery: Yeah, that’s probably accurate.

Rina: That would explain why you like indulging her constant teasing so much too. You’re perverts working in sync, hahaha!

Nia wrapped me in a hug and giggled.

Nia: Yeup! My subby lil boy just can’t get enough of me~!

Rina: That does make me curious though… What got you into what we’re doing now if the…stealing stuff was doing it for you? Like you said, you don’t want that kind of thing IRL, so what made you even think about all this?

I paused to reflect on that question. It was hard to put myself in the mindstate of the me from several years ago, especially when so much had changed in that time…How had we gotten here, exactly?

Emery: Well, there were a couple things in my life that did it. The most obvious being Nia’s own attitude and kinks, which, as we just established, mesh very well with most of mine.

Nia chuckled as I continued.

Emery: From there? I think it was me getting fatigued by the dour plotlines. The appeal of the stealing was the spouses enjoying it so much, but it was always either very unrealistic in narrative or had an overall negative emotional experience. These things didn’t bother me at first, but eventually I found their consistency grating. So, as time went on, I began gravitating more towards stuff with a lighter tone. I discovered videos and comics that have people swapping and sharing instead, and it stuck with me. Not just because I liked how I personally felt more about the content, but also because how a lot of the girls reminded me of Nia. It made me think this might be something she would be okay with trying. One thing led to another from there, and here we are!

Rina: So were you keeping this under wraps when you first got into it? Or was this before you two were together?

Nia and I both lit up at that, blushing at what I assume was both of us remembering the first few conversations we shared about this.

Emery: Uhhh, kinda? Haha… I wasn’t trying to hide it or anything, but as you know Nia’s got some feelings on infidelity stuff — and they were way more intense back then. I didn’t want her to worry that I was sneaking around behind her back.

Nia: Pfft, and that's why this genius ended up sneaking around my back trying to hide it! He started acting super suspicious!

Nia snorted with laughter as she recounted my shortsightedness.

Emery: Yeaaah… That’s the reason I eventually brought it up. I felt bad about it, and realized I was causing more problems than solving, regardless of my intent.

Nia: Oh man Rina, if only you could’ve seen him the first time he brought it up. He was so nervous, and so was I! It was adorable in retrospect, but at the time I thought something really serious was going on.

Rina: Hahaha, I’d bet! I can only imagine how the talks must’ve gone.

Rina: But yeah, that all makes sense when you put it that way. Pretty heady, my man. You seem to think about these kinds of things a lot though, so I guess I should’ve expected an essay from you of all people.

Emery: Ouch, but fair enough haha. I guess my majoring in instruction and penchant for being long winded make for a bad combo, huh? Sorry about that.

Rina looked guilty at my apologetic reply, but Nia interjected before she could say anything.

Nia: Aw, don’t be like that hun. Pretty sure she was trying to give you a compliment, not diss ya.

Rina: Eheh, yeah my bad. Shoulda worded that better.

Nia: I do the same thing, so don’t feel too bad about it.

Emery: Yeah, no offense taken. I’m just glad it’s not annoying for you two.

Rina: None meant either. And yeah, it’s not annoying at all dude. I really do think it’s interesting to hear about your side of it. I know you usually shouldn’t take a fetish at face value, but I guess there’s way more to this than I expected when you’re actually hearing someone’s story.

Nia: Maybe one of these days we can pry out your reasons for joining us?

Rina blushed and gave her now staple awkward smile.

Rina: Eh? Uhhh, maayybe if you go first haha...

Nia looked like she was ready to take this conversation further, but I felt we’d lost the plot too much by this point. Though this was enjoyable, we did need to get some plans together eventually.

Emery: Okay okay girls, there’ll be time to compete about that later. Let’s keep going for now. The last vid was a wash, but, with any luck, maybe we’ll find something you can get more into.