Panic?

David left you alone in bed. He hit the shower before getting dressed and going back to the living room.

You where in a mild state of shock. On the one hand you felt betrayed and hurt. She... well he now apparently. He had gotten different pills. Not that you had agreed upon any particular type out side of clone, so technically that was not a lie. More an omission of truth, but that wasn't really better. But he had also added effects to the them which made it even worse. He had the Bull, and you had something else. Something that made you enjoy the ****. You had no idea what that could be. It was unlike any effect you ever heard of. But even if you did enjoy it, he had actually **** you last night. And you had let yourself be talked into believing it was a misunderstanding. Looking back at it now you where not sure how you had even believed that. But then... why were you not crumpled up in the fetal position now crying your eyes out?

Instead you where laying in bed wrapped up in your sheets with a pool of cum soaking into the sheets under your ass. And you felt surprisingly calm. Must be some kind of shock state. Your brain not ready to process what has just happened to it. You think of the moment just now, as he came inside you for the third time in two days. The huge loads he made. This was a choice pill. There was another pill somewhere you had to take to return to your body. You had no idea where that was. But also at his words when he did. "your fertile, unprotected womb". Had he added something more to it than the Bull? The choice would make you naturally fertile, but you had no idea what that meant. Could you be pregnant now? And if you where, then that choice pill was useless now.

The panic you expected to feel was starting to make it self known. Your heart was beating faster ad you made your way to the bathroom. Your legs where like jelly as you moved. More of his cum was pushing out from you as you walked and left cold trails down the inside of your thigh. Thoughts where flashing through your mind at such a speed now that you barely had time to register what they where before they were gone again.

Shower... that was what you needed. Things always felt better after a shower...

The water was hot against your skin. You had turned it up. You liked it this way. It washed over you as the soft hiss of the water did its best to drown out all other things. It was not working this time. The thoughts still came and even as the water flowed you could feel your own tears join them. Waves of emotions washed over you. She... no he.. what ever... He had done this to you. Was this what you wanted? You had shared your kink, and she had ordered pills. You had not even considered to check or even ask what they where before you gulped it down. And the things he had done to you after... He had taken you so forcefully, even **** you... but also... your body had betrayed you in those moments. When you should have been repulsed or even disgusted, you had felt such pleasure. Such blissful euphoria.

The water was getting cold. You had no idea how long you had been in there fore but there was not more tears to cry at this point. The worst of the panic had settled and now you just felt numb.