Over the edge. (Another bonus chapter.)

Freshly in college, I thought I'd be surrounded by amazing opportunities, both career-wise, and relationship wise, but alas, I find myself still a virgin... Classes are going well, though.

My roommate, Kayla, identifies as a girl, and I thought it'd be awkward with her around, but we've hit it off amazingly well. She's pretty, funny, and would be perfect, but man... I don't know. I'm not gay.

I've had some trouble trying to sleep lately. If it's not our neighbors getting it on-- I get to listen to the hottest girl in my chemistry class get railed by her boyfriend. He's nearly twice my height, he's got nice, dark skin, good body-- and he's really smart too. He's got soft eyes and a good complexion. I can't compete, man. With that said, the other thing keeping me up is, well, Kayla. When she thinks I'm asleep she'll... well... grab her dick-shaped friend and 'work things out'. Not that I watch, or listen. I'm not gay.

Today, though, it's just me here. I don't know where Kayla is. I notice her computer is on. I can't help but be curious as to what she's getting herself off to. I click through her history. Class related things, etc... maybe she doesn't-- Oh, there we go.

BBC Hypno. Sissy hypno. Gay videos. Not surprised, but damn. I see one video come up a bunch, over and over again. 'Spitroasted ex-whiteboy submits to BBC'. Huh, gross that's gay.

I click on it. Don't fucking ask me why. Shut up. I'm just curious okay.

A thumping noise through the wall. Must be getting it on again.

The video's crazy. That was a boy!? Kayla's been wanting the kind of procedure this guy's had done. She's mentioned it before, but it's too expensive for her. There's a link in the description. BlackNewWorldOrder.Club/info. I try to ignore it. For now.

I hear another quiet thud. Didn't sound like it came from-- woah, there's the other dick. She's getting spit-roasted.

The video is, uh, very interesting. My pants are tight but I'm trying to pretend otherwise.

I feel a breathy whisper on my ear. "Somebody's a little nosy." Kayla speaks up. I freeze, turning around. "N-No I..." She looks down. "Boner. Oh, that video? It's fucking amazing, I get you. I didn't realize you were into that too." She grins. "Not cool looking at my PC though." I blush, "Y-Yeah, I'm sorry. I just... I'm..." Kayla's annoyed face returns to calm.

"Not gay, right?" She walks up to me, looking me in my face. She's so pretty. Holy shit. "You have my permission right now to touch me if you want to. But only if you actually want to, okay?" -WHAT? I freeze.

"Too much too fast?" She looks concerned for me. I move forward. She reciprocates. Our lips touch. I just kissed her.

"Stop worrying. Gay, straight, none of that has mattered in years you silly bitch. I'm a girl but I want to keep my dick, I like it. That gorgeous girl in the video's losing hers because she doesn't, but we're both girls. Just enjoy who you are, silly." She gives me another soft kiss. I feel emotion well up inside me. I exhale.

She grins, "Feel better?" I quietly nod. She glances at me, and reaches for my dick-- but stops. "May I?"

I nod.

Her hand touches my pants, unzipping my jeans. She slides down my underwear. "Ah. Cute, like me. We're little four-inchers together, and no pubes!" She pulls her skirt down. Her dick is in a little plastic cage. She pops it off. "I don't have a keyholder yet. I just do it for fun."

I blush, "...I've seen those online." Kayla smiles. "Aww, you're so cute." Her little hard dick is the same size as mine. She rubs the head against mine. The moaning through the wall gets louder. "I don't think you were watching that video for some hot girly boys, though."

I blush. "O-Oh really?" Our dicks rub against each other.

Kayla shakes her head, "No, you wanted to see those big, black, cocks."

I blush even harder.

"You know Alyssa. From Chemistry? You look at her boyfriend more than her." I'm so red in the face.

"It's okay, don't rush it sweetie. Just accept things when you can. You'll feel better." She smiles, kissing me again. Her tongue touches mine.

My brain resists a bit at first, but she tastes so sweet. Fuck. I accept it wholly. She smiles at me when we pull off.

She takes my shirt off, and she takes her own shirt off. "See for me, I'm pretty hardcore into black dudes, so I get you." I realize now she's got pierced nipples. Hot. "I'm just too shy to approach one. But you-- you're a little different." She grabs my hand, leading me to my bed.

I know what's coming, but I don't resist. I follow.

She lays me down, on top of me. Her mouth goes to my nipples. She starts licking one while teasing the other with her hand. Her hips bob as she rubs her cock against mine. I make a shockingly girly moan. She smiles. "Let it out sweetie." I stop holding it in, and I moan. It feels great. Emotion wells up in me again. I speak up, "...I always thought you were beautiful." She blushes a bit, "Aww, you're so fucking sweet." Another kiss.

She crawls back a bit. "With a little work you could be pretty too, if you wanted. Do you shave?" I shake my head, "I never really got any body hair." Kayla chuckles, "Lucky. Turn over." I do so. She spreads my cheeks. "Wow! Even down here. You've got such a clean, cute little pink butthole. I'm envious! I had to work for this!" I blush. I feel a tongue press against my ass. I squeak as she enjoys herself. "You're a perfect whiteboy!"

"That link in the description, I found out that it leads to a organization that helps girls like me realize their dreams." I feel her dick slide between my ass cheeks. "I'm going tomorrow. Want to come with?" I blush, but have a hard time responding. She chuckles. "Want it?" Her dick presses against my hole. "Normally I'd say whiteboys should only get black dick, but, I realize now they only shouldn't interact with white girls. There's something cute about two little whiteboys making each other feel good and feminine."

"I want to feel you." I say, blushing, looking away. "Turn around then." Oh god.

I do so. She spreads my legs, I'm hiding my face in my hands. "I can't kiss you if you do that." I reveal my blushing face. I feel her dick enter. It's the first thing I've ever had inside of my ass, so it feels pretty intense despite her small size. It reaches a point where-- Ah! Oh god that... Kayla smiles, "Your boy button. I found it" She starts to move. Each thrust presses the button. It feels amazing. She leans forward to kiss me. "I never thought I was a top, but cute white boys are fun to dom."

"Dom me, then." I state boldly. She nods, "Oh, you want more of this? Lets be lesbian boyfriends." She laughs. I smile at her joke, but continue, "I don't know who I am yet, so... yeah, I'd do that." She blushes, realizing I was serious. She kisses me. "We gotta get blacked, together." I smile, "Is that a yes?" The emotion is coming to a front. She nods, "I'll be your girlfriend. You by my whiteboy-girlfriend." I nod, we kiss again. My ass has adjusted. It feels great, but for her it doesn't take long to burst. "Sorry. White penises cum fast." I smile, "My turn." She grins, turning over, prone-bone.

I insert mine into her ass. It's much smoother. She giggles, "Good thing I did it first, your little white dick would've made Alyssa laugh." I blush, "Hey! We're the same size!" With a chuckle. "Oh no, it feels nice. Keep going." She smiles. Feels good for me too. It doesn't take me long before I burst.

She rolls back around. "Yeah, I'm into you." A smile. I blush, but then tear up. "Oh. Sweetheart." She hugs me.

"Yeah, that's normal. It's alright if you don't want to be a girl either." She smiles. "But I was like that too. Older generations just don't understand that masculinity isn't the limited, toxic bullshit they spew." Kayla kisses me again. "You admitting who you are and your emotions is the manliest thing I've ever seen."

I nod, "It's just been rough. Always secretly questioning. I do like girls, love 'em. It's why I fell for you, but I also... like dudes. I like being girly sometimes. I like being a guy too."

She nods, "Exactly, and you're a thousand times more manly than anyone who tells you otherwise." A soft hug.

"Just like I'm a girl with my dick. Don't let others define you." She smiles. I kiss her back. "The prettiest girl I know." I say.

I smile, feeling warm and refreshed. Alexis, I don't know who you are, but your video just changed me for the better.