One month later

I've only been here a month, but the pigsty has definitely left its mark on me.

I gained 23.6lbs since coming here. New sows are weighed regularly to make sure that they are "being fed enough", as the farmhands say. I've definitely gained a bit of a belly, but most of the weight as been going to my ass and thighs, with some also filling out my chest.

I've got stretch marks, which I've never had before. The other sows were overjoyed about it, and all came to touch them and hug me when they heard the news. I never thought I would one day be congratulated and hugged repeatedly for having stretch marks. I realize that this must be some kind of purposeful ritual, meant to psychologically encourage sows into gaining more weight. I came to that realization when I caught myself lovingly rubbing the marks one night, and wondered why was I so enamoured with this feature that I once considered a physical flaw on some people.

The sows keep calling my ass and thighs jiggly, and I... also kinda love that. Sometimes we'll just be chilling in the barn, and two girl will grab a hold of my squishy parts and jiggle them, making happy little noises. It's fun, and I started doing it too with other pigs' legs and asses. It makes me want to be even bigger, so they can have more fun jiggling me.

I'm hairier too. None of the pigs shave their armpits or pubes. Legs are fifty-fifty, and it seems equally acceptable in the pigsty to have hairy or smooth legs. I still haven't decided what to do with mine.

Bruises and bite marks are a common sight on my skin now. I get spanked, paddled, whipped, choked, slapped, bit, hickeyed and pinched regularly, by both farmhands and pigs. Jessica seems particularly keen on causing sexy harm to my body, and I can't know for sure if it's because she's really into me or because I'm simply the newest girl.

Speaking of new girl, there was one who tried to join Amber's sows in the last month. She didn't make it through the first day, which sucks because she was really cute and I didn't even get to touch her. I was a bit surprised by how easy it was for her to leave; The farm's contracts seem pretty legally-binding to me. The other sows told me that any sow who wishes to leave can do so at any time, but she'll never be welcomed back into the pigsty. Amber doesn't waste her time with girls who don't want to be here, and I can absolutely respect that.

But enough about quitters. The routine at the barn is pretty chill. We get three meals a day in the trough. It's an important bit of "team-building" between the sows, when we're all on our hands and knees eating slop together. I get the feeling that the meals aren't mandatory, but anyone who skips them would get ostracized by the other hogs.

We're also allowed unlimited snacks and drinks in between meals. There is a soft drinks fridge next to the trough, but there is also a second fridge full of **** for pigs that want to get drunk. Alcoholic drinks aren't unlimited, though, they have to be earned with "good behavior", a.k.a. by starring in lewd videos for the farm. The more intense films net you more points, which you can redeem for treats, special permissions, and stuff like that.

Speaking of films, I've made my official porn debut! I starred in a video called "New sow loses her anal virginity!" The title is a bit of a misnormer, considering that I was no longer an anal virgin by that point, but I was told this would make the video sell more. The video was a one-on-one session with Mandy, who is probably my favorite farmhand after Amber. Mandy is cute as fuck, and she has long dark brown hair, wide brown eyes, deep cheek dimples that show when she smiles, and the cutest tiny tits that clash with her perfect fat bubble butt. I swear, half that woman's weight is in her ass and thighs.

During the video, she told me to pretend like I was in pain, to really play out the painal aspect. I mean, it did hurt a little at first, even with all the lube she slattered over her strapon. But I played along and let out exagerrated screams of pain, interlaced with begging for her to keep going and hurt me more.

Mandy seemed to have really enjoyed my performance, because she hugged me at the end! She hugged me! I haven't seen a farmhand hug a sow before or since, so it is a memory that I cherish lovingly.

Amber, on the other hand, has shown me no signs of affection since my arrival, but I do not love her any less for it. She is an expert at inflicting pain, and twisting it into pleasure. She is a Mistress, a Queen, a Goddess, and we are her loving servants. I never knew how much I would love being a pet, let alone a masochistic, humiliated, dehumanized pig. Amber showed me my true place, and I will always love her for it.