Of course

"Prove that I can provide for myself. That I am not a burden but an enrichment to your life." I answer instantly and I can feel a determination that I have not felt before. And I thought I was already motivated. But my Goddess has just handed me an additional reason to succeed and even though I haven't even started yet, I could already tell that it was a powerful one.

She nods and bows down again, to give me another quick kiss on my lips, making me edge again. "Yes Sweety, that's true. Show me you can work. Show me you have the discipline necessary to keep up with me. Show me that you are worthy of my love."

Then she smiles again, and this time it's clearly a sexual smile. "And sweety? I am reasonably sure that you will get the opportunity to prove to me, that you can satisfy me with other body parts than with your tongue - if you manage to make me fall in love with you. Just in case you needed another incentive to try your best..."

Even though her comment can mean anything and is incredibly vague, I do have an idea what she is referring to. And it is indeed something I had nearly given up any hope of ever receiving that possibility...

"For now you'll have to show me your dedication. I bought an extra secure chastity cage that not only covers your penis but your balls as well. That cage makes masturbation absolutely impossible, you won't be able to get a ruined orgasm even if you wanted to. And now listen well to me, sweetheart. At any point you can ask me for an orgasm and I will remove the cage and you may cum. But know that I will take the time you abstained as a measure to judge your devotion and love for me." She said that and actually had the audacity to smile after such a statement. She had only allowed me to cum once during the whole of December, that was on the 10th, which was already two whole weeks ago. My balls constantly remember me that they are full above capacity and my cock gets hard at the barest sexual comment my Goddess makes. And in that situation she decides that "only the time from now on counts" - it's freaking unfair. But at the same time, it is an incredible chance...