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"I didn't make my room, so i think it's better to show you it next time" You said. Alexa already saw your living room, which was the other room in the apartment, so you show her your kitchen and the restroom. "And this is the balcony, where i saw you earlier this morning when you arrived here." You show her the street .

"That's nice! My apartment also have a balcony, but on the other side of the building of course."

"Ok, no offense your little tour, but i'm starving after a long day of moving. What's for dinner?"

"Omlette and bacons, and i got also a nice red wine, if you like."

"Wine huh? You got some class. But i prefet beer." Good for you idiot, you already fucked up!

"I'm just kidding!" Alexa adds quickly when she saw your reaction, "You don't know me yet, but i love to joke. Alot!" _'If only you knew how much i know you...' _You thought to yourself. You both sat on the kitchen chairs, and start eating, well, it was more like Alexa was eating, and you stared her. Her beauty was divine, you never saw her eating food, it was wierd , but in a good way. It's so bizzare that when it come to pornstars, you see them in thier most intimate moments, and the regular things people do, like eating, are absence. It's so diffrent from real life, you realized. Yes , you can say that you saw Alexa Star eating a banana afte she pentreate it deep inside her pussy, and how she licked maple syroup from her Double D's boobs when she filmed to the "Master Sex" porn parody. It was difrrent because now...

"Earth to John!" You woke up from your daydream, and saw the puzzled face of Alexa looking at you. "You didn't eat your dinner, i mean, at all!" You watched at your plate, and besides a small bite to your omlette, it was untouched completley.

"Yeah... I'm not so hungry. Sorry."

"That's OK. So, want to tell me about yourself? How old are you? Are you always lived in this town?"

"I'm 18 yeard old. Before this place, i was lived with my family on the other side of the country. I always wanted to be indipendent, so it was the necessary step for me." _'To finally watch porn whenever i want and without being scared to get caught.' _You continue in your head.

"Awesome. I'll always love people who are free to do whatever they like. I was also a family girl until the last few years. Got kicked from my house actually. Long story, don't wanna talk about it." She said firmly, and you already knew not to push this direction. You wonder if getting kicked out from her house was because of what she do this days.

"Are you coming from a large family?" You realized that you don't know nothing about her personal life. Yes, she has posted some pictures of her daily life from time to time , but of course, her personal detalies was always an enigma.

"Don't know if it's big. Three sisters, one young brother. I'm not in touch with them like i used to be. Except for my baby sister, we are talking on the phone every night before i go to sleep. She is my best friend in the world." Actually, that sound a little sad. Don't she have any friends beside her sister? "What, don't you have other friends?" You asked, and after you saw Alexa reaction, you regretted immediately. "Sorry, didn't meant to upset you."

"No... No, it's ok. I used to have many friends in my childhood. Not so many now. Many left me after i did some choices that people will say they are 'Unconventional'. I'm not regret of anything, i love what i do in my life. But people will be people. I have my best friend from the industry, called Elsa. We work together from time to time. You almost gasped for this piece of information. Dose she mean Elsa Jean?

"I used to live on a big house, with a pool and did parties and stuff and it was nice for awhile. But that's not me. That was my persona i faked. That's why i decided to make a change in my life, moving to a normal place when no one knows me, to have my comfort zone when i wanna be just me. You know?

So Alexa seems to had enough from her pornstar life? But she said she don't regret what she doing in her life. She is so complicated. You couldn't understand her. But how could you? You were never a top class pornstar.

"So do you want to make change in your job either? I mean, i know the entertainment industry is a harsh place. But i thought you said you love what you doing."

"No, No, I'm not leaving my job. I love what i do on my life, LOVE IT. There alot of perks in my job no other girl gets. But, maybe i want to find something more quiet to do when im not working. I haven't decide it yet."

OK, it's now or never. You have to ask her directly. You want her to said she is a pornstar. You knew you couldn't hide the fact that you knew her for long.

"Alexa, can i ask you something?" It's better to be a polite before dropping the bomb.

"You can try." Alexa are not gonna be easy.

"What... What you do exactly in your life?"

"John.. We are only known each other for one day. The dinner was great, but i don't share my personal life so easy. The wine makes me say much more than i usually do. I think we will pass the movie, i'm too tired. Have a good night." She **** a smile and brush you hand before leaving the apartment.

Great, just great! You totally fucked up. You bet Alexa will never come to eat dinner with you again. You better wash the dishes and call it for the day.