Not what you wanted

"Uh— yeah, just give me like twenty minutes," Alex panted, barely looking at you.

Your heart drops out of your chest. "What?"

"I need some time to get hard again. Us guys can't keep going like you girls can."

"You don't need— That's now what I— I gave you a blowjob, you can do something other than fuck, can't you?"

Finally catching your drift Alex looked nervous. "Oh, that," he said, rubbing the back of his head. "I'm not sure. I don't really feel comfortable..."

"Get out," you say suddenly, standing up and retrieving your underwear.

Realizing his mistake, Alex tried pleading with you. "No, wait! I didn't—"

"Yeah! You didn't think. It's all about you. Now get out. You had your second chance."

Solemnly, Alex listens to you and after buttoning up his pants he heads out without a word.

"We're done!" you snarl and slam the door, falling against it and sliding down to the floor as soon as it is shut.

Tears well up in your eyes and you start sobbing. You don't know what came over you. You had wanted Alex back as a friend, or you thought you did, but you ended up cheating on Gwen.

The guilt that had disappeared surged back into you, making you feel sick. Whatever horniness you were feeling was gone.

You run up to your room and jump in bed, crying uncontrollably.