Not the end

Dean P.O.V.

This place was cold. I sat up quickly in a jolt. My hands gripping my chest where I knew the lighting had dashed though my chest moments ago. I placed my hands on my pecs and felt nothing. I looked and didn’t even see a scar. I sighed down unto the ground.

“Fuck.” I sighed. Well I’m dead…..that’s for sure.

I looked around expecting to be in my fathers domain and realized I was in a sea of black. A red light hung in the black sky. The meat squelched under my body. I knew I was in Zagan domain.

I stood. I had no reason to be frightened here anymore. What else could he possibly do to me. I was already dead. I guess he could **** me…..my mind panicked at the idea I tried to calm myself. I looked on my pinky and saw the five bonds still there. Drifting into the dark as strings.

Well may as well follow them. I gingerly touched the bonds and walked forward following them into the dark. I walked for awhile. I came upon a man in a robe as he sat on the ground. He turned and looked at me and scowled.

I continued walking leaving him alone. The meat squelched under my feet. I grimaced and shivered at the sounds and sensations. It seemed the place went on forever. I sighed annoyed.

I kept walking until the meat became stones until I reached the edge where they continued on into the darkness. I reached a hand over the edge and found my hand hit an invisible wall. I hit it several times frustrated. I didn’t want to be here.

“You can’t leave.” A voice said behind me.

I turned around and saw Maximus staring at me. Amused by my frustration. I growled annoyed at him. He was not the Maximus I knew. This one was young maybe 18. I remember seeing him on the TV before.

“Why.” I asked annoyed.

“Hmm good question. See you can’t leave when you worship Zagan. This is his place for those who worship him. I’m guessing you can’t leave because he doesn’t want you too.” He chuckled.

I looked around the shithole we were in and scoffed.

“Is this the paradise you envisioned for yourself Maximus. Not the islands and beautiful lands your mates are probably in without you. Wonder how the other two felt when Rex told them you killed him so cruelly.” I growled at him.

His face fell when I said this. He simply nodded as he looked at me. “Guess I’ll never get to say I’m sorry properly.” He sighed.

He walked towards me grinning wickedly. His true facade and face showing now. He did deserve to be here. “Guess I’ll have to entertain myself with torturing you!” He laughed loudly.

He sprinted at me as I stared him down as he made a jump suddenly another fist struck him in the face sending him reeling to the floor. A light emitting from a lantern as the guy pressed it against Maximus face burning it. He disappeared in a scream into the dark.

“Get away from my son you bitch!” The voice snarled.

I turned and looked expecting Atlas and was met with a short blonde with green eyes. I stared shocked for a couple moments as the blonde turned to me and smiled warmly.

“Hey…..Dean.” Thomas said warmly.

I stared shocked for a few moments. I knew he was my beta father, I remember the picture id seen of him. I immediately hugged him tightly. He wrapped himself around me crying softly.

“It’s so good to meet you properly.” He sighed warmly into the crook of my neck.

I hugged him tightly and began to sob into his neck. He rubbed his hand on my back softly as he hummed quietly.

I released him wiping my tears smiling.

“Sorry we had to meet like this.” He said softly looking around.

“Ugh who cares.” I said chuckling.

We laughed for a few moments. He grabbed my hand and walked forward towards the edge simply floating over it. My hand hit the barrier not going through. He frowned sewing this.

“Yeah…..Zagan’s gonna keep me a prisoner here apparently. Said he’d never allow my mates or him to see me again. I’m honestly surprised you’re able to be here.” I said quietly.

He floated back onto the rocks and meat. Nodding softly. “Yeah probably forgot about us Beta’s typical Alpha’s.” He chuckled.

I nodded laughing. We sat down on the platform together. He was deeply interested in getting to know me.

“Hmm so you got my art skills huh?” He chuckled.

I nodded laughing telling him how I would draw my mates nude and stuff. He laughed saying he used to do the same and still does in my fathers domain.

“Yeah you’d like my mates. I have four of them 9ft tall muscular and handsome demigods, one and all.” I said chuckling

His eyes went wide as he chuckled. “Oh gods four that must be exhausting. Though someone I knew growing up who was a couple years older than me had 5 Alpha’s I rarely saw him after but when I did let me tell you he looked tired. Stomach was huge on his third or fourth pregnancy and he had 7 kids running around him and his mates after only 2 years of being bonded.” He said laughing.

“So how’s it in that downstairs department?” He asked laughing.

“15 inches like dad. He showed me the vision of you and him ya know….” I said chuckling.

His cheeks went red. “THAT FUCKER SHOWED YOU THAT?!” He yelled shocked.

I nodded laughing. “Ooooh yeah I felt it too in his memories. So they’re like that!” I said laughing.

He laughed loudly “damn I love my mates but I’ll admit it yeah your dad really gave me one of the best poundings of my life.” He said smiling fondly.

I chuckled loudly. “Do you ever see him?” I asked.

He shook his head. “Nah only a couple times. He doesn’t harbor feelings for me positive or negative. I wanted a baby he wanted to make a baby that’s all we were. You though oh man he loves you anytime I do see him he is nonstop about what your doing. I think you could shit on the sand and he’d think what you did was just amazing.” He said laughing loudly.

I laughed with him. “Where’s Dean and Cole?” I asked.

He smiled softly. “Well the second barrier wouldn’t let them in out past in the dark. Cole was nervous about seeing you.” He said quietly.

I blanched. “Yeah I can wonder why. You know he did **** me growing up yeah?” I stated.

Ne nodded growling softly. “Yeah. Your dad told me I beat the living shit out of him let me tell you. Still……us beta’s always want our Alpha’s even when we’re mad. I pushed him away for awhile but found myself sooner than later wanting him around. He must apologize to you though when he can see you.” He stated factually.

“Mmm maybe I’d rather he stay away. I do forgive him though, he went through a lot and having to raise me instead of just dying must have been a lot. I know now having Alpha’s of my own how disconnected they can be from a situation. Does it excuse him no but in myself that’s how I’m choosing to rationalize him. My mates do want a word or two with him when the time does come however. Also let him know the Royal Alpha’s were in fact my mates. That I am or was the Royal Beta he’ll know exactly what you’re talking about.” I stated chuckling.

He chuckled before looking at me shocked. “You were a royal beta?” He asked amazed.

I nodded. “Yeah beta son of the moon god. Alpha Sons of the other gods. We were the chosen royals by them.” I chuckled.

“Wow that’s amazing. My son was the Royal Beta.” He said amazed.

“Hmmm hasn’t been so fun. I’ve had two **** attempts the guy you punched was royal Beta Maximus who turned out to worship Zagan. He killed Rex before trying to kill me.” I stated.

His eyes went wide turning around and looking in the dark. “Oh shit really? I mean that’s kinda cool I punched him. He fucking sucked at his duty. Pompous man.” He chuckled.

We laughed and talked for awhile. Getting to know one another. Suddenly I saw red strings come up under the edge. Slowly wrapping around my feet.

“What’s this?” I asked confused.

He smiled softly. “Well looks like the god of **** decided you weren’t ready to go.” He chuckled.

I looked at him. The god of ****? Who was……wait…..Zagan?

Suddenly several more red strings tied themselves around me and pulled hard. I looked at my dad Thomas as he waved and stood up.

“Bye Dean. Love you I better not see you back here soon.” He chuckled.

I nodded as the red strings pulled even harder “by dad love you too.” I waved back.

Suddenly instead of hitting an edge I fell off it. The strings wrapping tight around me and covering me completely. I felt aches and pains all over me. White light flooded my vision.

The air went into my lungs so fast I began to cough loudly as it stung. I saw tear stained red eyes and red hair above me sobbing loudly. His hands rested on my cheek as he whined, Asher.

“I did it!” He sobbed loudly kissing my lips as gently as he could.

My body ached and burned. Bones still broken and foot still burned. I sobbed feeling all the pain again at once.

“It’s okay I healed your chest and kept your brain from decaying…it took a lot of effort and I had to drag your soul back from beyond in my fathers locked domain of followers.” He sobbed loudly.

I tried to move but found I still couldn’t. I still couldn’t sense my mates either. I did know they were alive though.

“How long has it been?” I asked quietly.

“7 hours Dean. I don’t know what’s going on outside the roof above us is freezing solid. We’re 300 feet under ground. If it’s frozen down here I can only imagine what your father is doing to the surface.” He stated wiping his tears away.

“I don’t know if your powers are still blocked. I don’t have much energy left after all that. We’re staying here until your better.” He stated firmly.

I nodded my head. “What about the burrowers?” I asked concerned.

He growled lightly. “Those things won’t bother us. He may not like me but they know I’m his son and do not dare.” He stated looking away.

I nodded, well that was good at least. He laid down next to me. Carful that his massive frame didn’t touch me. “Rest for awhile okay. We’ll try to see if your powers can work later. I’ll try healing your burns and limbs when I have the strength to do so. Please try to be strong.” He said softly.

“Okay.” I said softly. “Why can’t I feel my other mates right now?” I asked concerned.

He sighed. “I’m holding the emotional block I don’t want my father to become aware that you’re alive again otherwise he may return.” He said softly.

I understood. That would be a very big problem if he did. “Get some rest Dean, here.” He said quietly.

He placed a hand on my chest suddenly all the pain disappeared. He signed quietly. “Thank you Asher.” I said sighing no longer in pain.

He nodded. After several moments his arm slowly rested against my chest protectively. His instincts beginning to come out. “Im surprised you’re not in a rut right now.” I said smiling softly looking at his handsome face.

He looked at me seriously. “Alphas don’t rut when theirs something dangerously wrong with their beta.” He stated factually.

I nodded. I remember Dylan saying the same thing before.

“Believe me though. When the time comes you won’t be able to remove me from your womb.” He stated with a quiet growl.

I laughed even though it hurt slightly to do so. It was nice to be with him finally. I smelled his intense musk. I wondered if all my mates smelled like his now with what’s happened. It seemed to change over time. His musk smelled vinegary and earthy. A hint of salt and something very spicy underneath. I enjoyed the smell. “The musk changed again.” I sighed quietly.

He nodded understanding what I meant. “Yeah we watched you die. That wasn’t near **** that was ****. The more danger our beta is in the more intense we’ll smell. I’m sure I smell salty and spicy now. It means the pack is in a murderous rampage. I can feel it and am sure I’d be the same if I didn’t have you before my eyes. The call when the roar hummed above us spoke to me. I’d imagine that was your father and other mates. I’m sure that’s his ice above us. Love in the absence of its object of affection becomes hate. Hate with nowhere to go becomes rage. Rage unable to stop becomes murderous.” He stated softly looking at me.

I nodded quietly. “Are you a poetic person?” I asked softly.

He stared as if I didn’t ask. “I’m…..not sure. I never had a chance to be anything other than my fathers punching bag.” He said quietly.

I nodded understanding. “You’re gonna fit right in with the pack. We’ve all had shitty childhoods. Seems to come with the territory of all five of us being demigods.” I sighed.

He nodded understanding. “That’s nice.“ he stated.

I looked at him. Smiling softly. Me smiled back it seemed he was more intense of a person for sure. I liked that all my mates had different personalities.

“The other gods aren’t as bad. They’re excited to meet you properly I’m sure.” I said softly looking at him.

He stared. “I doubt it.” He stated.

I chuckled. “Well in any case I’m really excited to meet you properly. My name is Dean Somber and you are?” I asked quietly.

He raised an eyebrow and smirked. “Asher Somber I suppose now huh?” He asked smiling.

I laughed lightly. “Asher Somber….what a pretty name. I think I love you already Mr Somber.” I said quietly.

He smiled. “I know I love you already Mr somber.”

I closed my eyes. My mind kept thinking about my other mates and I hoped dearly that they were okay. I’m sure they’re in a horrible state right now crying and sobbing. He kept his hand on my chest where I knew my ribs weren’t broken. The ones below not as lucky. I closed my eyes and soon found myself already asleep.

I woke up to him holding my broken arm. A red hue around it. I could feel the bones ache as I knew he was healing me. He stared for a moment and nodded an acknowledgment that I’d woken up.

“Your bones are gonna take awhile to heal even with our healing abilities it seems. Your dad could probably fix this in minutes but me I don’t really have a strong proclivity for healing stuff. Can you move it a bit? I’ve already began work on your ribs. I think the breaks are just cracks now.” He stated.

I nodded sighing lightly. I moved my arm but winced a bit. It still hurt but definitely not as much. “Thank you.” I said softly. He nodded his head.

He began to sniff me. “Your body needs nutrition I don’t have food. I’ve already come up with a solution but I need you to agree.” He stated.

I nodded my head as he continued.

“An Alpha’s body know what their beta needs just by scent. After this long I know my body has produced what it believes you need right now. I’m sure you know what I’m getting at.” He stated.

I nodded knowing exactly what he meant. “Think it could make you rut?” I asked him.

He shook his head. “No if my body was gonna rut it would have done so. I’ll do it by your face and tell you when to suck it should not take long given my body knows you need it.” He stated.

I nodded. He pulled his red waist armor down. A flaccid 15 inch extremely thick veiny uncut pale cock sprang out of his armor. Two massive red skinned and bloated cantaloupe sized balls sagged down. A massive mound of red curly pubes above his massive cock.

“My balls ache slightly. My body knows to give you the nutrients and water I’m sure the sperm is ready to be consumed.” He stated.

I nodded as he moved on his knees by my face. I could smell the massive cocks musk making me salivate. It was definitely smelling spicy now. I looked at the pale skin that met the red pinkish bloated head. He sniffed me his body relaxing. He gripped his cock and began to jerk off. It didn’t take long for him to quickly become erect. His massive hands pumped quickly above my face where his erect cock was jerked quickly. He continued to sniff the air quickly.

“Open wide I’m placing it in your mouth start sucking.” He ordered.

I did as told. His cock head rested on my tongue. The taste making me hungry now all of a sudden.

He groaned loudly and suddenly my mouth was flooded with thick and watery jizz. The taste was amazing as it squirted out his cock into my mouth for me to eat. He growled and whimpered.

Pump after pump of his thick watery seed flooded my mouth. I drank the substance readily. It was extremely sweet and salty. He continued to pump his shaft as his hips moved back and forth. His massive balls pulsing bouncing up and down with every squirt his body pumped into my mouth.

It took 15 minutes before the torrent of jizz finally stopped. My stomach felt full now. I felt hydrated as well. He sighed relaxing softly as he removed his cock from my mouth. He panted as he lay down next to me covered in sweat. He sniffed me happily.

“You smell better now. I feel like I can calm slightly. I know you have the nutrition you need to keep going.” He sighed with a small smile.

I moved my non broken hand to my ribs and tried to heal. Seeing the white glow appear on my hands. Sighing happily that it was working.

“Good your powers do work.” He sighed.

I nodded and moved from my ribs to my foot. Grimacing slightly seeing the charred skin for the first time. It looked…..bad.

Now sitting up I looked at the black orb. “Asher….did you try summoning the other gods at all?” I asked.

He shook his head. I stood now on a healed foot. He stood immediately to steady me.

“Stay down I’ll grab it okay.” He asked now concerned.

I nodded as he gingerly placed me back on the ground. He walked over and grabbed the orb walking it over. We placed our hands on it.

“Dad….it’s me Dean. Can you hear me?” I asked quietly.

We got no response.

“Dad….it’s Dean can you hear me?” I asked again.

Suddenly red and black flooded my vision. Visions of a blood red moon clouded my vision as I winced. I heard a deep guttural rumbling before a deep roar and scream.

“LLIEESSSSSSSS! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!” The voice roared It made us drop the orb.

“Fuck was that your dad?” Asher asked shocked.

I stared shocked. Worried now that couldn’t be my father. That was a monster.

Asher picked up the orb and set it aside. “Yeah let’s not use that again.” He stated.

“Here let me try entering his domain.” I held his hand as he nodded.

“I’ll wait and watch you.” He stated.

I nodded and laid back down on the ground. Closing my eyes and envisioned myself in my fathers Domain.

I entered but everything felt off. The once blue and whites were now black and red. The stars were absent in the night. I looked up and saw the deep blood red moon in the sky. My blue one softly a shade of purple now extremely dim behind the vibrant scarlet so hard to see. I truly had to focus hard to even make it out.

“Dad?” I asked quietly.

I received no response. I summoned a star and had it dash around in the dark. There was nobody and nothing here. In my fathers and my domain as I’ve come to understand it I knew I was more powerful. I began to summon multiple stars. Maybe he’d see them in the night sky. I began to dash them up into it. Filling the dark with vibrant blues and whites. I made a heart in them trying to see if he could see it. I waited for several minutes. I closed my eyes and returned to my body.

“Any luck?” Asher asked calmly.

I shook my head. “No the moon is red though. All the stars are gone as well. I’m sure they’re down here on earth above us doing whatever it is he’s doing.” I said worried.

He nodded. “Yeah probably on a rampage. You didn’t hear that roar while you were gone Dean. He’s on a **** spree right now I’m sure. Along with your other mates most likely.” He stated.

I was deeply concerned now. I needed to heal and get up there. They had to see I was okay. I began to heal my body again. Asher now helping as well. It took several hours and we still weren’t done. We both panted now exhausted from our continued use. My head throbbing slightly now.

“Fuck we really don’t have time for this.” I said impatient as I laid back down onto the dirt floor next to my red haired mate.

“Maybe not but options are the one thing we don’t have. If we charge up there into whatever shit storm is happening not ready we’re signing our **** warrants.” He stated firmly.

I nodded agreeing. We were well fucked.

“As well as the fact the more you heal the more I’m beginning to feel my rut. We definitely don’t have time for that.” He sighed annoyed.

Yeah that’s true. Once my body heals his body will flip its switch to rut. He won’t have any control over himself anymore. That could take weeks if he starts to rut. We really didn’t have time for that.

“Well then I say we sleep and get moving. If I heal fully you’ll rut and frankly we need you strong to get to the capital at least.” I stated.

He nodded agreeing with this plan. We didn’t have many options. We closed our eyes and slept.

He picked me up and placed me on his back. His skin already sweating from the skin to skin contact. Desperately trying to scent me. He walked through the hole and climbed up a vertical hole. Soon we came upon ice.

“You’re up.” He stated.

I nodded and held my hand out. The ice turned to water as we moved up. I pooled the water under us and froze it under his feet propelling us up faster and faster. Soon we came out the hole into a thick storm of ice.

“What the fuck where are we?” I asked seeing the snow all around us.

“Around 150 miles from the capital.” He stated.

I looked shocked. He turned and sprinted into the snow towards the capital. I gripped his shoulder and the orb tight as we ran. Making a dome that the ice bounced off of as we ran. I summoned my cloak and draped it over him as well. Trying to keep us both as warm as I could.

We ran for a couple hours the land was completely covered in snow. he sighed and moved to a hole in the mountain he spotted. Moving us in. It was clearly a bonding den. I hopped off his back as he laid down. I began to heal his slight frost bite on his feet. He signed relaxing now.

“Fuck it’s bad out there.” He growled.

I nodded agreeing. “We need to make a fire.” I stated.

He nodded agreeing as well. Standing up and walking into the snow. Returning several moments later with a snow covered tree branch. He snapped it with his arms as if it was a tooth pick breaking them apart and he began to rub the sticks together as fast as he could. I stood and smiled walking towards him and handed him my lighter. He looked at me stunned.

“Where did you get this?” He asked amazed.

“My dad gave it to me on my 18th birthday. That and a bunch of other stuff.” I said chuckling.

He nodded is head and flipped the lighter seeing black and blue flames come out. He placed it against the frozen wood and was shocked that the fire started instantly.

“Wow that’s amazing.” He said chuckling. He reached out to hand it back but was surprised seeing it simply vanish.

“Where did it go?” He asked confused.

I pointed at the ring.

“Same place my cloak came from. My dad has a little pocket dimension or something for me in this ring. I can summon stuff from there. Like my bow, or sword, the lighter, the cloak.” I stated chuckling.

He nodded understanding. “Damn that’s pretty rad of your dad.” He stated.

“Yeah you’ll get a ring too. He gave all my mates one. I’m sure he has one for you too after we found out about you. Even if he doesn’t I’ll make him make one.” I said chuckling.

“You don’t need to do that. It’s alright.” He stated.

I hugged him from behind as he kneeled by the fire. “No I want to do that. You’re one of my mates and you will be treated like the others. It doesn’t matter if anyone has anything to say about your father. Which might I add nobody has. Still you are one of my mates. You are a member of our pack and you will be respected as equals among your pack brothers and their fathers for this.” I stated hugging him tight.

He nodded stiffly but relaxed. “Thanks Dean…..I…..appreciate you saying that.” He said quietly with a bit of an inflection in his voice as he smiled softly.

We curled up next to the fire he spooned me around his massive muscular arms. He had made a barricade on the entrance but I wasn’t so concerned seeing how cold it was outside. I was still deeply worried about my other three mates.

“Hey…..could you let up the emotional block? If I’m able I’d like to try to emotionally tell them I’m alive.” I asked him quietly.

He nodded after a few seconds I felt emotional tuning before suddenly being gripped by rage. It was a deep black cesspool of emotion. A pit that was inhuman. It was blinding and all consuming. There was no hole on the emotions except mourning at the bottom of the pit. It sucked the air from my lungs. I held it trying to show any semblance of being okay. The other side didn’t answer. It was inconsolable and unbelieving any possibility. I gasped and suddenly it stopped.

“Are you okay?” Asher asked concerned.

I shook my head now frightened for them. That was not an emotional state. That was a state of being.

“It….felt awful…..like it was inhuman.” I said whimpering.

He gripped me tighter and thought for a moment.

“Yeah….that ass that spawned me said two Demigods when they saw their mates killed in cold blood became monsters. The gods named it a demon state. He said it comes in stages didn’t really elaborate further. He told me this when he placed me under his control. He did say his intention was to make us four get this way though. Said that it would be entertaining to see us like that. I wonder if your dad became that way as well. It would explain what we heard through the orb and felt. As well as the roar I heard. I know my dad just wanted to see yours suffer. Can’t imagine he knew that maybe your dad could become that way as well.” He stated in thought.

I stared concerned. They had to see me alive. I used to orb to try to reach the other gods but none responded.

“Probably dealing with the crisis right now. I’d imagine that’s what they’d call this state of the planet and your father at the moment.” He sighed

I anxiously kept trying to reach out to any of the other gods except Zagan. After 30 minutes of trying nobody would answer.

“I don’t get why they won’t answer though I’m pretty sure it’s transmitted to their heads.” I said softly.

“Mmm maybe because they know that orb was used by my father. Maybe they think it’s a lie or blocked it. I truly don’t know the extent of the gods and their power. Could be something they do.” He stated.

I nodded. It was good that Asher was a logic thinker unlike me. I’m more emotional. He was definitely helping to keep me grounded. I curled myself under his arm and shoved my face into his armpit. The musk helped calm me down. He laughed lightly.

“Like the smell huh?” He chuckled.

“Mhm…you’ll have to get used to me in your armpits or on you especially when you’re sweaty and musky. My other three have. Don’t you think I’m making any exceptions for you. You’re mine now!” I growled lightly biting the salty skin in his armpit. Feeling the flame red hairs in my mouth.

He chuckled as if it tickled. I nipped and bit up his pecs leaving marks on his pale skin. He laughed lightly enjoying this.

I bit down firmly into his shoulder as he ran his fingers through my longer black hair. He smiled warmly. His bond wasn’t like the other three. I couldn’t sense his emotions yet. We still needed to bond fully before I would be able to feel his.

“Are you a jealous type like me?” He asked softly.

I nodded growling into shoulder. His skin in my teeth. I released his arm.

“Yeah Ace made my mates cocks bigger and had to touch them to do it and it was the first time I’d ever hurt a god with one of my stars. All five watched me do it.” I growled biting down into his pec making claim marks.

He stared amazed laughing feeling me bite him.

“All four of you just laugh when I bite you guys. This shit should hurt. Not that I want it to but why not.” I stated growling.

He laughed. He leaned over my neck softly and sank his teeth down. I moaned softly as he broke the skin. Whining ever so quietly. He quickly released me. Letting me gnaw gently on his pec and nipple.

“That didn’t hurt huh. It’s because our bodies know that it’s from our mate. Matter of fact all our pheromones want us to do it. Almost all the time. See if you bit someone who wasn’t one of your mates the same way it would hurt. However as mates we don’t mean harm when we bite, scratch, or claw each other. It’s love and ownership. Is it needed? not really once Alpha’s bond we never find attraction to anyone else ever again. However it doesn’t mean we don’t want everyone else not to know your ours. Likewise with you, you want everyone to know were yours. Our bodies don’t hurt because we know it’s love and affection.” He said softly.

I bit into his other pec again, I found it helped sooth me to do. “I do find it really relaxing to do. Got any facts related to that smarty?” I asked biting down into his flesh again. Flicking my tongue on his pink nipple.

He laughed. “Yeah. It means you’re highly stressed actually. You’re looking for something to calm yourself. Biting your nails or walking a lot are sometimes nervous tics. It could mean trauma too. I’m not surprised because I did see your nails and you’ve bitten them raw. Now with no nails left to chew and nowhere to walk. Your instincts know you can bite me and I’ll love every second of it. Beta’s typically bite more when they’re anxious and stressed. It’s not always territorial. Like right now no one is here but us however us talking about a time you used biting probably flipped the switch in your brain that remembered how soothing it was.” He said softly.

I nodded. “I like drawing on my mates too? Could that be part of it?” I asked now curious biting on his collarbone.

He nodded his head. “Yeah absolutely. Drawing can be a nervous tick or even a trauma response. If you like drawing and it’s something that keeps your mind occupied as well as your hands it definitely can be, maybe you don’t bite until now because you lack your art stuff. That said biting is a better relaxer for Beta’s. You get a fresh dose of your Alpha’s pheromones and chemicals every time you do from the blood and skin breaking. It leaves stuff on your teeth you may not feel and it gets ingested. My mind or your other mates minds may not consciously make the connection that you’re highly stressed but the body is incredible. It knows more about you than our brains do from scent alone.” He stated factually.

I released his collarbone and moved to his other pec and nipple. Licking softly. “How do you know so much about this stuff? Isn’t this Ace’s territory?” I asked before biting into his pec and licking his nipple.

“Maybe. However all I had time to do being my fathers son was learn and train. He has lots of books in his library at the place he used to raise me. I used to sit in there for hours on end and read to escape reality. There were tons of books on human anatomy. It’s insane how similar we are to common wolves and bears. Fuck lions even. So I know a lot. When the time comes I’ll make sure to tell the other three about your nervous tics and that they should make sure you’re biting them as well. I’m sure they’d like to know.” He chuckled.

I nodded he placed his hand firmly on the back of my head and pushed down. Making my teeth sink even deeper.

“Here let me help. The only way you’ll hurt me is if you consciously take a bite and chew. Sink deeper down into the muscle okay. Keep your jaw wide and follow your instincts.” He said soothingly.

I did as told and pushed deeper. My sharp teeth buried into his flesh.

“Deeper….go on don’t be scared your saliva makes enzymes that help heal me as well. Keep going.” He said calmly. Moaning softly.

I did and soon found all my teeth buried to the gums I smelled his musk and tasted his blood. It all felt incredibly soothing to me. “There see you can get that deep and it still feels like im being itched just right to me. It’s actually calming for your Alpha when their Beta does this. Our bodies produce a chemical called serotonin and dopamine when you do this. It floods our brains making us relax in turn those same chemicals flood our blood and flesh so they’ll make it to you with every single bite. Your body produces a pheromone we can smell that mingles with your regular ones that urge us to keep letting you bite. So keep biting me. Anywhere you like that your instincts say to. Trust me it feels amazing to me and it relaxes me to know that it relaxes you.” He said softly.

I nodded and followed as he said and began to bite him all over. His chest and neck, his biceps and arms, his hips and abs, his legs and thighs. After an hour I felt much calmer and curled up on his chest. Healing the bites.

“You don’t have to do that. It’s only during a bonding that your mouth produces the enzyme that scars. In fact when you’re stressed the opposite happens and the Enzyms in your saliva make one that stops scaring.” He chuckled.

“Man you’re fucking smart.” I said laughing still continuing to heal him.

“Nah just well read. Still you don’t need to heal me.” He said chuckling.

I finished healing all his bites as he said this. I looked at his handsome face and beautiful red eyes. “While I do heal you because it makes me nervous to see any slight wound on any of you I’m also healing you so I can start over again as well.” I said chuckling.

He smiled warmly watching as my teeth sunk deep into his pec agains he sighed relaxing truly enjoying the sensation. He moaned softly in pleasure.