No tea. It'll just make you even more nervous.

You don't drink the tea and continue to think and brood instead.

You so wanted to tell Dave about what you found out, and you really wonder where he is. You dimly remember that the last evenings didn't exactly went perfect between the two of you, there was always something that went wrong. Is that what it's about? Dave is sulking?

Your ears catch a distant sound, and for a moment you thought you heard a woman moaning. You sit there and listen, but the sound is not repeating itself, so in the end, maybe it was just your imagination. Or an animal outside.

There's not much you can do at this point. One path of action is to inform Dave, but your husband isn't here. The other one is to do more research. There must be more answers to all of this. The deleted websites come to you mind. Somebody out there is actively trying to cover something up. Maybe it might be even dangerous to search more?

You close your eyes. You feel so exhausted. Probably the best would be to just go straight to bed. It was a long day, after all. You certainly need to... relax.

Relax.