No, he is out raged

“Oh,” John scoff. “I see ‘pity sex.’ You will Fuck! me but God forbid anyone think you would spend time with me.” He stood up out raged, his hands on his hips, and his erect cock bobbing as it began to deflate. ‘What the fuck is wrong with you,’ an inner voice berets him.

She stood up and threw her arms around John. “No, no, no! that is not what I meant.” She cried out. “I want you. You are the nicest guy I have ever known. I want you and only you. I don’t care who knows that, as long as you stay with me. I just don’t want anyone to know that I have been with anyone that way.” Maria almost inhaled the words, her voice was so soft.

“Maria, I didn’t…”

She looked up into his eyes, her deep brown eyes looked with… Love! That was it he saw love in her eyes. The weight of this realization was heavier than a mountain. “Please, John, I want to be yours and only yours, I swear as long as you will have me I will be your woman and only yours. Just have me.” Her voice left no question what she wanted. She needed know he, John, would have her, would accept her.

Maria had come to realize her feelings, when John had agreed to honor her virginity, and then after she had offered it to him, he had been more concerned for her, and respected her desire. She had realized she had never met a better man, John Doe. She might never meet a better man. If she had thought he would even consider it she would have asked married him then and there. She needed him to prove to her that she was worthy of a ‘good man.’ She would do anything John if he would only love her. Miss Furr had explained what men were like that they needed more than one woman; she had always that she would never be able to share a man, but as she looked at this man she had known since she was a child she new for him she could do anything. He needed only love.

John did not know what to say. Maria had such earnest need for acceptance. He knew if he said yes, if he took her now she would be as good as his wife. But as his thought about it, he realized he was ok with that. He had known her for years, she had been in best friend when they were kids. He knew she loved him, he knew she loved him more than he loved her, but he did love her back. He wanted to love her, but would he be taking advantage of Maria. To his disgrace he could feel his cock stiffing and pressing into her stomach.

‘No,’ John thought. He could love her, could honor her greater love. He could choose to love, with everything in his heart. She had been **** to him than any other woman in his life.