Nice evening, until...

You and Alexa met at the common lobby hall between your apartments at 20:00. You wore the best clothes you have, the most expensive perfume you have, and try to look the most sexy man you could be. When Alexa get out from her place, your mouth get wide, she was simply gorgeous. You know how beautiful this girl is, but you think you never saw her so beautiful until this evening. She wore a sexy black dress with a deep cleavage, that emphasizes her amazing Double D's boobs, along side a pairg of black heels and black stockings, she look like the pornstar you fall in love with, and not the cute girl you spoke on the last days, she also wore a sexy red lipstick that highlighted her sensual lips, and you also smell the most arousing perfume you ever smell, you get an instant boner just from seeing the beautiful girl in front of you.

"Alexa... You looks amazing." You found your words finally, and saw that Alexa blushed and smiled to you. "Thanks John, you really handsome too." She said, and your heart skip a beat.

" I mean it , you so beautiful." You said, and Alexa hugged you tightly.

"Let's go?" She said, and you both get down on the elevator.

"Alexa, i don't have a car, but we don't need one actually, we can walk to a nice bar i visit from time to time with my friend Neil."

"It's totally ok, i mean, i will not have a car i didn't need to drive out of city for shootings everytime." She said, and you were glad she didn't judge you like other girls about lacking a car. But Alexa wasn't a regular girl, and you don't think that money is what she cares about, as she could live in much more fancy house than the building you both lived now.

"So, how was your day?" She asked you , and you felt like you knew her for years , and not a few days, it was so easy to talk with Alexa about everything , and you knew that no girl in the world would ever be compared with her. You wanted Alexa to be not only your girlfriend, but your wife. And the fact that she fucked other people in front of the camera, didn't really bother you. You just hoped that she will appreciate it and will feel the same as you. You actually didn't know if this is a date, but you hope that in the end of the night, you will at least kiss her. The only thing that make you feel uncomfortable , was the fact that you wan't honest with Alexa at first. She thought you just a nice guy who like her, maybe more, and don't know who she really is. And you don't know how to tell her the truth now, or if you should do it.

"John?" Alexa asked, "Is everything OK?"

"Yeah , sure, i was just thinking to myself... Work was fine, my mum asked my if i came to the weekends, but i said no, we already booked for saturday to go to the park, right?"

"Oh about that, i totally forgot! But i have shootings this weekend, i will be out of town until monday, maybe tuesday, hope you are not mad."

"No, not at all !" You said and smiled to her, "It's ok, we can do it next week or something, no problem." You said, and thought to yourself. 'Shootings, huh? I wonder what kind of porn Alexa will do this weekend... Oh man i can imagine this hot body, naked, covered in cum...'

You fight yourself to touch your dick through your pants, and realized that you have dick hard as rock. Unfourtuntley, you saw that Alexa was also noticed your boner, but she didn't say anything, you tried to read her look, and she looks like she smiled to herself a knowing look. You started to think that maybe Alexa doing all of this on purpose, the dress, talking about her shootings. Is she knows you knows?

You arrived the bar, and took a table for two. While you order beer for both of you, Alexa looked suddenly uncomfortable. "Well, i have to go for the restroom." She said and smiled to you, "Order for me a cheeseburger, ok?" You nodded and looked how she get far away from you, her divine ass moving so sexy from side to side, you just wanted to grab it with your hands. Then, you saw a group of guys pointing on Alexa, 2 of them even whistle to her, you thought that something bad going to happened, but when one of the guys stood up and talked with Alexa, she just smiled and to your surprised, she walked to the group to take a selfie with her! Then, she autographed every one of the guys on the napkins on thier table, and left to the restroom.

When she came back, you tried to ignore what happened, but it was Alexa who talked first. "I guess those guys know who i am, it's nice to have fans." She said and blushed deeply. "That's cool." , was the only thing you manange to say.

When you finished your dinner, you sat for another hour drinking beers, talking and talking, and just having good time. When the bill arrived, you insisted to pay, "You really don't need to, John, i can pay for myself, trust me." She said, and took her purse from her small bag. "And besides, it's not a date or something, right?"

Your heart sank, so she doesn't feeled the same as you, it was just a friendly dinner in her eyes. But then, she saw your reaction, and you saw she felt really bad, "Shit, you thought it is a date... Look John, i having a great time with you, i really do. It's just..."

"You just want us to be friends, that's ok i'm used to this."

"No! It's not what i meant," Alexa said, looked worried, "It's not that i'm not liking you, it's just that i can't date a guy without... Without being honest with him."

Then, to your surprise, you saw the group of guys that took selfie with Alexa, leaving the bar, but not before the guy who talked to Alexa approached the both of you. Alexa looked terrified.

Het Alexa, thanks again for the selfie, you are our favourite pornstar, and the most beautiful one from all of them. You are lucky dude, i bet she is the best sex in your life," The guy spoke to you, "I don't know if i could be dating a pornstar though, too much jealosy i guess." He said and join his friend.

Alexa covered her face with her both hands. "FUCK! SHIT SHIT SHIT! That's not the way i wanted you will find out about me!" She said, clearly crying. "I should have know someone will recognize me! I should'nt agree to come with you to the bar!"

You didn't know what to do, she looked so sad, and you didn't know how to comfort her.

"Hey Alexa, it's OK. It's really OK."

"No it's not! Now you will not want to talk with me again! That's why i didn't tell you , how could i date a guy like you? You will never want to date a pornstar!" She said and keep crying.

"It's not true!" You said, and then Alexa removed her hands from her face. Even when she was crying, she looks beautiful, with red eyes and ruined makeup.

"Wait... You don't looked shocked at all." She said suddenly. "It's like you already knew." Her eyes looked scary, she looked like a demon , her face was reddened from anger.

"Of course... Everything make sense now. That's why you dropped the mug, that's why you moaned my name last night, you JERKED OFF to one of my movies right?"

"Well..."

"And the phone... Did your phone was really dead? Or you had photos of me on your phone?"

"It was only SFW wallpaper!" You said immdeiatley, which makes the situation even worse, "DO YOU THINK THAT I FUCKING CARE! YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME!!!" She screamed, and the people around you looked at you, you felt like shit.

"No!!! It wasn't like that..."

"Stop. I can't deal with this right now. I was finally thought that i found the guy who could be the one, but of course you just like everyone else around me, who lie and backstab me! I can't believe i was thinking i could trust you and tell you that i'm a pornstar someday, and you already knew! I need to get away from you, i can't talk to you right now." Alexa looked at her phone , and calling for a cab.

"Please, Alexa... Let me explain!" You begged her, but she didn't even look at you.

"Not now. I need to think, this is too much to process right now."

"So you will never forgive me?" You asked, fighting the urge to cry in front of her.

"I don't know John . I really don't know." She said bitterly, and entered the cab that arrived to the street. She opened the door, and looked at you but not into your eyes, "I need time to think , John. Please respect me and my privacy. You living next to me so i really asking for you to give me space."

And then, she left with the cab.

You stand on the street, wondering how you fucked everything so fast. And then you cried your heart out, you can't believe you make the love of your life mad at you like this.