New life with Mommy

Slowly, day by day. I started to call Jenny Mommy more. Every time she would give me the health juice smoothie, it was, “may I have it please Mommy.” Or, “thank you Mommy.” These smoothies have really grown on me and I don’t feel normal in my day without one. Somehow the salty taste doesn’t seem so bad anymore.

Beyond calling her Mommy, more times would I find her look at Nathaniel’s social media. When she would notice that I noticed she hid it by another video she would send me. The look in her eyes evident that she would love to see me masturbate to it again. The times I am alone I tried to look at regular porn but couldn’t get hard. Even playing with my own chest and ass, it didn’t seem to get the job done until I saw the big black cock on the screen. Seeing it slowly move around and tap my girlfriend on the face. I hated how I was so focused on the cock and not the girl. But it was almost hypnotizing. Like the moment it came on screen I would forget even if Jenny was in the video. She once sent me just a video with him stroking his cock sensually for 30 minutes. I have gone to bed with that in repeat. It is the worst how much Nathanial has seeped back into everything.

One night it got worse. Jenny invited Nathanial over when it was suppose to be our regular date night. Her roommate was hiding away as usual in her full pink room. Headphones on and face in her computer as she studied for the medical exam she was scheduled to take. Being a nurse also meant she was often away at work, she rarely was around. I would have taken her over Nathanial though. The man who I have been getting off to in the same room. The very same person who I think my girlfriend has an unhealthy obsession with now that we are together instead. She even sat on the couch and invited him to sit so he was in the middle of us.

“I am so glad that you could come over. How have you been?" Jenny asks.

"Just the usual. Working with clients during the week and doing whatever fun activity I can on the weekend, but you would know. I see your comments on my posts." Nathanial's deep voice is just another thing I notice in how much more manly he is compared to me. I hate him but just hearing him talk smooth's out the pain of having him here. Some more small talk ensues before Nathanial gets up to use the restroom. While away I pull Jenny to the side and ask.

"Why is he even here? He is your ex, shouldn't you not want him around?" I inquire.
"Are you saying that you get to determine who I a friends with? That is not a good look on you baby. And for your information, Nathanial and I are still friends even though we broke up. It was mutual and not a bad break up at all." She holds my hand as she gets closer, giving me a kiss on the cheek. "You are my boyfriend. I love you but you need to stop with being jealous. I hate it when guys get controlling."

I stop her to say, "I am not jealous. It is just a little weird that I have to hang around him, after you know... Jerking off to watching him fuck you." Scratching my neck it is obvious how awkward this is for me. Like I have seen his cock and how well he can use it to fuck Jenny. Have not really been in this situation before, so it is new waters for me.