Neither...

Melody was quiet for a moment. She had a fantasy that she hadn't even put on Fetlife for fear that any boyfriend that she had actually let in on her desires would be angry. She loved Griffin, but there was one thing she wanted... But how would he react? She knew that if she didn't say it now, there wouldn't be another chance. She was terrified and excited all at once. But this was it, now or never.

"I like the idea of you being my pet... But I want to add to it."

"What do you mean," he asked.

"I... I want you to know that I love you and only you... But if we do this... I know you want to be submissive but so do I. I want... I want to have you as my pet, but I also want a... a Bull..."

"A... Bull? Wait are you saying you don't want me to fuck you anymore?"

"NO! Oh God, no that isn't it! I want you to fuck me baby! I just want to have my submissive side controlled by someone else. I know it would mean that I get fucked by someone else, but I promise we can set boundaries and everything."

"When I decided to bring this up, I wasn't intending to share. Why should I agree to this?"

"You shouldn't," she said feeling guilty for asking. "I'm sorry. You were so great about this and even gave me the choice of who would get their fantasy fulfilled. I am asking too much."

"A day."

"What," she said with surprise.

"I need a day to think about this. It's a lot more than I bargained for."

"Ok. I'm sorry. Really. If you say no then we will just go with you as the sub and I will be ok with it."

Griffin nodded and they put off the discussion for the rest of the day. They enjoyed a good meal together and spent time on the couch together watching tv. That night they made love slowly, drinking in the sight of each other in ecstasy. Neither slept well that night as the events from earlier ran through their mind.

The morning came and found them both silent and thoughtful. Melody made scrambled eggs for breakfast with a side of crispy bacon and some biscuits, knowing that the meal would cheer Griffin up. She was quite happy that his normal smile returned as he devoured the meal. After he had eaten most of it, he looked down at his plate for a while in silence.

"I have.... conditions."

"On... the Bull thing?"

"Yes. These are not negotiable to me."

She could see that he was somewhat in pain over this, but there was something in his voice that sounded... interested. She waited but he didn't continue, so she said "Ok" in acknowledgment and he nodded.

"First, you pick out the guy. Second, I expect you to be home by me at least... five nights a week. Even if you leave to go with him somewhere, I want you back here for bed. Two nights a week I can stand to let you stay with him but no more. This includes special things like his birthday or... your anniversary. Added to this is that all of our special events come first."

"Ok that's reasonable," she nodded along.

"Third, I don't want to be humiliated. I can get that he may want to show dominance or call you his girl, but no insults to me or our relationship. If you have any question about if something would be humiliating to me, then you ask me before agreeing. the last two things... I want complete honesty and the ability to stop it if it gets too much."

"I promise honey."

"As for me being your pet, I expect a nice collar and to be treated with love. I will care for you and be the best boyfriend and pet that I can be while you are here and I want us to be able to stay together."

She got up from her chair and came to him so that she could lean down and hug him to show him her love. They kissed gently before he pulled away.

"Do you have any candidates?"

"Yes actually... I have three. One is my boss. He is very dominating when I work with him so I am certain he would make a good Bull. He is single to my knowledge but I hear he gets around and likes girls that are taken. Then there is Tony..."

"Your artist and photographer friend?"

"Yeah. I think he would be up for it but I'm not sure how demanding he would be. Probably more of a fuck buddy but I could be wrong. Finally is a guy on Fetlife. He doesn't have pictures and has no real information posted, but he has commented on several of my pictures and has asked to meet me."

"What's his name," Griffin asked and she could hear the interest in his question.

"BraRacHorizon. I'm a little worried that he doesn't have any pictures, but that's another option."

"Ok then. Pick one and we will start this."

She gave him another kiss and made up her mind.