Neither

You recognize leaning into this sissy role could mean a quicker game over, that doesn’t mean you don’t wanna try for a more honest win. After all, if you did then you’d be admitting to it to some degree, in a way that felt too close to anything you wanted to admit.

You click neither, leaving the boosts and their drawbacks behind, now only having to deal with getting to a poke stop to heal while sissified, with your only defense a Pokémon who will use you first.