My first sexual experience as Sarah

The next few days went by almost normally, besides these incessant urges pestering me. Sarah was pretty busy and wanted to finish everything she needed to do so we could have the weekend for ourselves, so we didn't get to see each other. I spent my days working out, reading comics, and mainly daydreaming about potential lives I could experience, now that I was fully committed to the idea of abandoning my original life.

Claire suggested that I could maybe join her in the police, and it was honestly tempting. Working alongside her would be fun, and I'd be able to help some people that way. But I had limitless possibilities now, I could be another professor at college or even a student, I could be a lawyer, a doctor, a painter, a cook… It was almost overwhelming.

I also kept working my shifts until it was time for me to leave this job for good on Friday night. I got the chance to meet my replacement, a tall woman with purple hair, tattoos, and multiple piercings. Her name was Sasha, and she seemed like a really friendly girl. I taught her a few things I learnt myself, and we had pleasant exchanges throughout the night. She also loved rock and punk, so we talked a lot about our favourite bands and songs.

She was quite attractive with her punkish looks, and I was tempted to try her for a little while, but I managed to control myself. I was supposed to meet with Sarah during the weekend, I couldn't just skin Sasha like this. And besides, if Sarah was serious about her offer from last Monday, I would have the opportunity to be all cozied up inside her wonderful skin again during the weekend.

Just the prospect of being her again was making me horny as I approached her building. It was difficult to hide just how excited I was. Thankfully, I didn't meet anyone until I reached her door and knocked.

Welcoming me in was Sarah, dressed in a more casual and comfy outfit consisting of a pair of black leggings and a large t-shirt, covering her braless breasts. It was Saturday, and judging from her attire, she clearly didn't plan to leave the flat today. I was fine with that, I just wanted to be with her.

“Good morning, Ed~” She said before we exchanged a loving kiss.

“Morning, Sarah. How are you?”

As she led me into the living room, she flopped onto the couch and let out a loud sigh. “Exhausted. I'm looking forward to the summer break, the PhD is killing me.”

Her birds flew to perch on her shoulder, as if to comfort their ‘mommy’. They did glare at me when I tried to hug Sarah, though.

I chuckled. “I wonder if they'll ever like me.”

Sarah laughed. “Well, they did like you when you were me, and they seemed to take a liking to Dahlia too, so maybe they'll warm up to you once you become someone else?”

“Who knows. I've been thinking about it this week. Of who I could be, the kind of life I'd like to live. So many possibilities are open to me now, it's honestly scary…” I confessed, closing my eyes.

“I can imagine, yeah. I'd probably be overwhelmed were I in your situation. Do you have a better idea of the kind of person you'd like to become?” Sarah asked, holding my hand gently.

“Claire said that I could try to become a cop like her, which does sound fun. But I could also try living as a professor and stay close to you, or experience college as a student like I wanted before being kicked out. Or experiment new lives I never really thought of. I'm still unsure for now. Later, I might do as Dahlia suggested and find someone I wouldn't feel too remorseful to become.”

If I had to settle down and take another person's life for the long term, I at least wanted to not feel bad about it. There were plenty of assholish women I could become.

“Well, maybe you can see this Monday if there's anyone catching your fancy on the campus~ I told you I wanted you to be me again, I miss that feeling of being one with you~” Sarah declared, her grin teasing and flirtatious.

I blushed, my dick instantly rock hard again. “N-now?”

She noticed it, her grin widening as she moved her hand to tease me with a finger. “You're not against the idea, I see~ Why not be one for the next three days~?” She leaned closer, whispering in my ear with her sensual voice. “And I give you my blessing to… experiment, if you'd like~”

I didn't think I could get any redder, but I was wrong. What she said almost fried my brain, and my face probably looked as red as a beetroot. I was staring at her, aghast and with my jaw almost hitting the ground. Oh god, it was so tantalising…

“I want to be your first time, Ed~ Otherwise I might feel jealous~”

Her murmurs were hypnotising, almost putting me in a trance as my mind was running wild. And so was my lust…

Sarah got up and placed her birds back in the cage before giving me a lustful grin. “Want to do it now, or should we have some fun first~?”

“E-either is fine.” I stammered, still stunned.

She took my hand and winked. “Come, then~”

I jumped out of the couch and let her lead me to her bedroom. I was hoping we'd do it, but I wasn't expecting it to happen so soon. I couldn't control my excitement any longer, my boxers were becoming stained.

While I closed the door behind us, Sarah swiftly removed her shirt, throwing it on a chair nearby and leaving her topless. I couldn't help but admire how beautiful she was, with her pale skin and her bountiful chest. I would never tire of her sight.

“I can feel that the way you've been looking at me has changed slightly since the curse.” Sarah said, removing her leggings next. “There's a sort of… spark in your eyes.”

I stopped, taken aback. But I couldn't really refute her claim. The curse did warp the way I saw women, and Sarah in particular. While I still had my love for her and enjoyed being with her, I also couldn't deny that I adored being her so far. I didn't only see her as someone to admire and touch from the outside, but also as someone I loved to experience life as, from within her skin and her soul.

“It's okay, I don't mind~” Sarah continued, laughing softly. “This new side of you is also endearing, in a way.” She then threw her panties at my feet. “Now, come~ Don't make me wait~”

Breaking out of my stupor, I clumsily removed my clothes and joined her on her bed. She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer for a kiss, our tongues dancing together in our mouths as her breasts pressed against my flat chest and my dick against her abdomen. I loved feeling her body against mine. She was already wet, some of her juice leaking on my thigh.

She broke the kiss shortly after, staring at me with a lustful smirk. “Ahhh, I can't take it any longer. I want you inside me, Ed~ Let's be one again~”

There was no way I'd refuse such a tantalising request. I freed the spines from my fingers and swiftly pierced her stomach, eliciting a quiet gasp from Sarah. Her soul flowed within me, warming me up, as her skin deflated, Sarah making such a blissful expression as it happened.

My lust completely taking over, I hungrily tore her back open and slithered inside her skin, moaning loudly as my dick vanished and got replaced by Sarah's already dripping wet vagina. How I missed this sensation in just a week…

I quickly pulled her head up next, finalising the process. Her memories fully unlocked yet again in my mind as her skin constricted all around me, until this now recurring feeling of belonging and bliss washed over me.

Opening my mesmerising heterochromatic eyes, I let out a soft sigh of joy. Gone was the discomfort I felt this past week as my original and bland self. I felt wonderful, all wrapped up inside Sarah's beautiful skin.

I grabbed my glasses, putting them on and smiling. Now able to clearly see, I approached the mirror like I did last time, admiring my new self. I felt like such a narcissist, I loved the sight of my own body and reflection far too much.

Sarah's love and lust were now mixed with mine, it was almost overwhelming. I needed a release. She gave me her blessing to explore her body earlier, and I wouldn't pass on that. I closed my eyes, feeling myself sinking far deeper into her soul, wearing it like I was wearing her skin.

I am Sarah, not Edward… I am Sarah. I repeated in my mind multiple times. My posture shifted slightly, and I opened my eyes, grinning lewdly at the mirror. “I will show you everything I know about female pleasure, Ed~ I just know you're gonna love it~”

I moved my hands to my chest, my nipples erect from the arousal. With my fingers, I gently pinched them, making me moan as a jolt of pleasure coursed through my body.

“How glad I am that you haven't even done that as Katherine. I can teach you everything myself~” I whispered, still in character.

I continued teasing my nipples, all the while looking at my hot reflection. I was making such an erotic face, and the sight only served to ignite my lust even more. My whole body was burning, I needed more. My right hand slithered down my stomach and rested on top of my now dripping pussy. With a finger, I teased my slit, moaning even louder as my body tensed up. This sensation was completely alien to the Edward part of me, but Sarah knew it perfectly well. And at the same time, memories of our intimate moments together flashed in my mind, except that I was seeing them from Sarah's own perspective. It was surreal to see me having sex with myself, but the Sarah part of me loved it so much it almost made me crave for more.

I couldn't help but laugh at the situation. “How many times have you fingered and licked and fucked me, Ed~? And now, you get the chance to feel it from the other side~”

I kept teasing my slit, so wet. My fingers were coated with my love juice, and I couldn't help but bring them to my mouth, sucking on them. Tasting it with Sarah's own taste buds was so strange.

“Hmm~ I taste so good~” I licked my lips, my eyes fixated on my reflection. Sarah had never done this, but damn did I find it incredibly hot. "You love it already, but it's only the beginning, though~ Soon you'll experience your first female orgasm~"

My hand returned to my slit, and this time, I stroked my clit, moaning loudly. Such a foreign yet familiar sensation. It was amazing, I was getting goosebumps. I pushed the finger inside, gasping yet again as I shivered with pleasure. I inserted a second finger and moved them in rhythm, rubbing against my walls. I slowly went deeper and faster, trying to finally get this sweet release I've been waiting for, but whenever I thought I was close, I kept going. It took a moment before I was finally overwhelmed, squealing in bliss as I climaxed.

My mind went blank and my legs gave up on me, making me fall to my knees as I squirted all over my thighs and the parquet underneath. I was panting loudly, basking in the afterglow with a dumb and satisfied smile on my borrowed face.

“God… It was incredible…” I muttered, slowly regaining my senses. "Thank you, Sarah..."

It was by far the best masturbation I ever experienced. No, the best sexual experience period. Nothing could rival that. And I knew Sarah would love the memories I just gave her. She would probably tease me endlessly for that, but it was definitely worth it.

I glanced down, comforted by the sight of my feminine and sensual body. I no longer had any doubt, I wanted to live as a woman. If this was what women felt, I wanted more…