Morning thoughts (side chapter draft)

I wonder if I will ever get used to this view...

With no bra or dress holding them together they both leaned to the side giving me a glimpse of my pussy. Obviously from this perspective I could hardly see anything but it still made it abundantly clear that I was a woman now.

No disguise could hide that fact especially with breasts this large. I thought as I squeezed one of my obscene tits still coming to terms that this is going to be my view going forward.

That did make some of my plans rather difficult.

For example: Intercepting the hero party myself and pretending to be a male priest had been an idea that I had thought of but quickly gave up on. No way I could hide my gender that easily.

Even if I bandaged both my breasts at best they would appear a size or two smaller but that’s about it. Unless I wore male armor or a heavy cloak it would be difficult to hide them.

Maybe a knights armor could better hide them but I image that would be quite uncomfortable and Claire didn’t have the stamina nor build to be a paladin with her current stats.

And once we would undress for a bath or to change clothes I would definitely be caught.

In addition I would have to sleep in the same tent as the guys and would get caught eventually leading to all kinds of embarrassing scenarios and potentially erotic scenes which while I wouldn’t mind seeing as a player being the girl in question I would definitely like to avoid.

I could easily imagine someone stumbling upon me while I was changing and exposed, knowing the game I would be placed into a rather compromising position where I would either have to forfeit my disguise or have to do whatever necessary to "persuade" the person in question by any means necessary.

It wasn't hard to guess what would be expected of me in order to keep a secret.

Which is why that plan was shelved for now unless I somehow manage to get an artefact of sorts to disguise myself though those chances were slim to non right now.

The monastery wouldn’t just let me go alone either at-least not at the beginning of my journey so even that was questionable if I could manage to get permission.

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My hand slid over my tummy and down to my precious place.

I rubbed my pussy slowly, deliberately not stimulating myself too much but just enough to relax and release some pent up stress and worry.

I knew the original Claire did the same later on in the story and I could now understand why. She was often caught masturbating which led to all kinds of embarrassing situations and scenarios often leading to sexual favours to ensure the other party stayed quiet.

I "obviously" wouldn’t be caught in such situations but I did understand why she did it, releasing stress this way was without a doubt the most effective way and she must have been under a-lot of stress back than.

Mhmm

I hummed trying to keep my voice down as my breathing hitched.

Sometimes small involuntary moans escaped my lips, no matter what I did my body just instinctively reacted to the pleasure and when I wasn’t paying attention my voice could get quite loud making me burry myself in a nearby pillow or bite down on my lip.

Paying attention to keeping quiet took away from fully enjoying the experience so the best compromise was moaning into my pillow.

I knew it was something I could hardly control but it was still embarrassing hearing myself moan so lewdly.

My voice was high-pitched, thankfully not too high but without a doubt girly.

Through the positive thing was dirty talk just sounded so much better when said as a girl.

As embarrassing as it was I couldn't deny that my own lewd moaning was turning me on sometimes.

This chapter will likely be placed somewhere else later.

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I wonder if I will ever get used to this view... waking up to it every morning.