Maybe it wasn't so bad? Maybe she sort of enjoyed it?

The chain around her neck felt so heavy, and Susan felt so tired. It was hard to think clearly, and she was afraid to sit down and allow herself to mentally explore her new feelings. The truth was, deep down, she had always had a submissive side. She had fantasised as a girl about being dominated and controlled. But those had always been safe dreams. Far off fantasies, not the same as this. This was real, and painful, and humiliating. Being **** to strip naked in front of the court had been one of the worst things she'd ever done. She could remember their eyes on her, remember the feel of their lust, even if they had not touched her.

And there was worse too... being dominated like she had been for that visitor, it made her want to scream and beg, but worse, deep down, maybe, just maybe, a part of her liked it? She hated that part, hated it more than anything else. It was animal, primal, the part of her that knew no reason. The part of her that gloried in the pleasure she was **** to feel, that wanted to laugh when she was **** to strip. The part which enjoyed the gaze of others, and made her wet with anticipation when she knew a new punishment was coming. That part of herself, she hated more than anything else. It was pure biological reaction, there was no logic to it. No sense of importance or self. It just wanted to feel good, just wanted to take pleasure in what was being done to it.

If she were back home, it would be harmless. just something that she could choose to indulge on her own. But here and now, it was dangerous. After all, it was exactly the sort of thing Kanor was trying to encourage in her, she knew. He was trying to break her, so that this side of her became the only side. So that she was a wanton sex ****, doing anything and everything her masters asked. Eagerly debasing herself for him and his lackies.

She hated it. hated that thought. Hated the fact that he had managed to expose that part of her.

Hated the fact that maybe, just maybe, his plan was working...