Matt is going to indulge in his kinks today.

Disclaimer: This chapter is a collab roleplay between myself and SquirrelShake. I copied and edited our full text. Enjoy!

Matt had always been interested in big men. Having a small little penis himself, he admired how big their members were but over time, he wondered if he had any other reasons for staring at big men in the locker room.

This led to him finding a website called “the big dare” where men, normally well hung men, set tasks for others to do in public...or under the eye of one of the sites many users. Of all the posts, one specific dare caught his eye. “BigCockAlan” as he was called on the site seemed to love to humiliate those who dared take his dares, and there was something about how he could call even the biggest cock small that made his own little weenie jump fully hard.

After a good few months of lurking and following BigCockAlan's posts, Matt worked up the courage to reach out, enhanced by an especially horny state, one hand on the keyboard as his other stroked his little member. He messaged Alan and asked if he could set a dare for someone who had never done one before. Alan responded, striking up a chat. Despite Alan's ability to humiliate, he came off initially as a kind and patient person online. It was the reason Matt accidentally let slip where he lived. In a surprise twist, Alan revealed he too was living in the same town! Possibly driven by excitement in the chance proximity, Matt agreed to go to his local library for a dare before he even realized what was happening!

As Matt entered the library, he quietly searched for where BigCockAlan had told him to go, hoping to not draw any attention. He soon found a quiet section about war hidden away at the back, where his dom had told him to meet. As Matt walked through the library he could feel his tiny little penis twitching with each step. Alan had given me very little information or instruction. Just to arrive at a specific time, go to the section in the back, and wait.

Well...there was one more instruction... he was supposed to drop his pants and face the back corner until Alan arrived. Matt was absolutely burning bright red just thinking about it, yet he still marched onward. He was acutely aware of how many people were around. While the lobby at the front of the library was relatively busy, with at least a dozen people moving around, once he made it to the shelves, he found himself fully alone.

Matt wondered if he passed Alan on his way in, if he had been watching Matt's entrance and seen his bright red face. Matt made it to the back corner in the war section. He took a deep breath, unbuckled his pants and let them fall around his ankle. His little boner poking out to greet him. Matt felt an overwhelming urge to pull his pant up and run straight out, but he put his hands on his head and stared ahead as instructed, not wanting to be found to be disobeying his very first task.

As he stood there, the thought of being seen ran though his mind on repeat. What if someone he knew saw him? What if someone thought him some sort of pervert? Well…they would be right! But worse, what if they saw his little secret? Knowing a sad 3 inches (which in reality was closer to 2 and a half if he was really being honest) was the biggest he ever got! This thought kept him rock hard and after what felt like forever! (But was actually only 5 minutes) he heard a voice.

“Submissive baby carrot I presume?” It was a soft voice speaking his online name in the form! If Matt turned, he would see a man in his mid 20s, no older than himself. BigDickAlan was clean shaven with a bit of a gut, standing in a pair of tight jeans and a T shirt with his short brown hair combed over, staring at his new toy's ass.

Matt was tempted to peak over his shoulder and look at the man that had taken control of him. He felt his balls ache when he heard his online name spoken out loud. What if someone nearby heard that, got curious and found them. The thought sent a surge through his balls.

"Yes sir, BigCockAlan?" Matt asked, feeling immediately silly. Who else could it be, who else knew to call him baby carrot. Who else could speak with such confidence that it made his knees buckle a little.

“That’s me… pull up your pants before someone sees” Alan ordered as he put a soft hand on Matt's ass and gave it a quick, playful grope before stepping back.

Matt quickly pulled his pants up, making sure to keep his boner facing the wall as he hid it in his baggy pants. "I was so nervous, I wasn't sure it was you at first. I've never done anything like that before," Matt quietly confided to Alan as he turned to face the handsome dom. Finally laying eyes on Alan, Matt felt immediately put in his place. Matt was actually dressed rather well, in a nice button down and slacks, as he had hoped to impress Alan. But Alan, in his jeans and white T-shirt, clearly didn't care as much about impressing Matt.

Alan gave a warm smile. “And yet you dropped your pants and even went commando for someone you had never met… I like you already baby carrot” he said with a small smirk. “Nice name by the way” he laughed quietly

Matt blushed. "It was a nickname when I was in high school...my bullies called me that and it stuck..."

Alan raised an eye brow. “Oh, now I would love to learn why… say it out loud for me… your first dare” Alan said, obviously fully aware of why he was called that but he wanted to watch him squirm

"They called me baby carrot...because of when we would change in the locker room..." Matt trailed off, hoping that was enough. But Alan just glared and waited. "And I would try and shower after everyone left...but then one day someone took my clothes and my secret was exposed."

Alan smiled now. "What secret was that baby carrot?"

Matt looked at the floor in shame. "That my penis was smaller than a baby carrot."

Alan smirked.

“And how did they know? Did anyone ever bring one in to compare?” He asked as he put a hand on Matt’s waist in a sexy way. “Did they ever corner you” he asked as he pushed Matt slowly back onto a book shelf. “And pull open your waistband and check?” He asked as he put his hand teasingly on Matt’s pants waistband

Matt's eye's bulged in terror. No one had ever been so forward with him before. He didn't know what to do, he felt so helpless as the hand on his waist guided him back into the shelf, where suddenly if felt like Alan was towering over him.

Matt's arms were out and up above his shoulders, bracing himself again the shelf as he almost fell and knocked over books, making a commotion. He watched the hand tease his waistband but did nothing to stop Alan. Instead Matt answered him, "It was very evident the next gym class when I was tossed into the shower with everyone. They threw me under a freezing cold shower and stood around laughing at me as my penis shrunk."

Alan smirked again. “Shall I take a peek?” He asked as he pulled forward Matt‘s waistband, yet didn’t look down. He kept his eyes focused on Matt’s. “Beg me, tell me to look down and tell me exactly what I’ll see when I do” he said licking his lips softly

Matt met Alan's gaze and felt himself shrivel up. He knew that this man was used to getting his way, and it looked like it would happen again. "Please sir, look at my tiny penis, see why they called me baby carrot. I want you to pull back my waistband and see my biggest embarrassment"

Alan smirked as he leant forward and planted a soft kiss on Matt’s forehead before looking down and gasping. “Oh my… I was expecting a lot more, even from someone so small” he added but while that last part was teasing Matt could tell the first part was genuinely shock!

Alan let the waistband snap back in place before looking up again. “And you had that thing hanging out with your pants down waiting for me, almost begging someone to come see it,” he laughed.

"It was horrible. Every tiny sound made me think someone was about to round the corner and catch me...I guess thank you for picking a private spot sir, that was kind of you"

Alan smiled. “Good baby carrot, or perhaps even that was too kind a name for you” he teased. “Walk with me” he said as he began to walk round the library so they didn’t draw attention as he started picking up seemingly random books and looking at them. “So this is your first time doing this?”

Matt followed obediently. To anyone looking on it couldn't have seemed like much, but he felt like Alan's little assistant. He answered dutifully, "Yes sir...I honestly have been really scared to try anything like this. But taking anonymous pictures online only holds so many thrills I guess..." Matt trailed off, wondering if he was sharing too much. Alan seemed to be able to pull information out of Matt at will

Alan smiled warmly. “Ha, and your pictures were all hidden by your hands or just your bulge” he teased. “Perhaps you need to be shown how to truely expose yourself.” Alan laughed as he continued looking at different books. “Also, call me Alan for now, you don’t want people to give an odd look do you?” He smirked

"Of course Alan, sorry about that." Matt looked embarrassed. He had never done this before so had been acting the way characters in his favorite stories and videos acted. He wanted to please Alan, and try not to look too silly in the process

“So what’s your name baby carrot” he teased a little as he put his hand on the strangers shoulder. “Tell me a bit about yourself”

Unsure of where to start, he quietly described his boring life to Alan. "Well my real name is Matt...and I am just a business analyst for a bank. Its a really boring day job, I just spend all day moving numbers around on a spread sheet...but for fun I really like board games and other things like that. Most of my friends are guys from the game store. My favorite tv show is taskmaster if you've ever heard of it...celebrities doing silly and embarrassing tasks. And you know from my profile I like to write stories."

Alan laughed softly. “Oh yes that is a good one… and I see why you would like it lil Matt” he teased as he pulled out a book. “Ha, here hold this for me” he smirked as he handed Matt a book called “how to compensate for my shortcomings”

Matt held out his hands and accepted the book from Alan. He didn't say anything about the title but Matt saw it all the same and knew that Alan was sending a message

Alan smirked as he looked around. No one was about. “Your pants… hand them over.” He said simply.

Matt hesitated...but tucked the book under his arm and looked over his shoulder. He started to unbutton his pants then hesitated..."Will you give them back?"

“Of course” Alan smiled. “I just need to see your little guy again, think of me as Gregg Davies” he smirked making a Taskmaster reference. “And you're my famous person humiliating yourself for my and everyone's amusement,” he teased.

Somehow the logic was enough for Matt. Maybe it made sense, but he knew he was thinking with his penis now. He felt the ache in his balls driving his decision making. He really needed to please Alan. So he nodded, triple checked that no one was around, and dropped his pants. Matt quickly stepped out of them, bent over and picked them up, and reluctantly handed them over to Alan. He now stood in the library in a shirt and his underwear

Alan smirked as he looked over the choice of underwear… a plain pair of white briefs that both did little to hide his small bulge and also showed it was small!

“Love the underwear” he teased as he reached forward. “Did you pick out your most embarrassing pair just for little old me or do you always wear such dorky pairs”

"These are my normal pair...I was always told I didn't need all that extra room from boxers..."

Alan laughed softly. “And whoever told you was right… now are you hard” he asked staring at the bulge.

Unable to admit it straight out, Matt simply whines quietly, "I can't help it, its reacting to all the adrenaline."

Alan put his hand on Matt’s shoulder. “Shh… it’s ok lil guy… embrace the fact you have a teenie tiny little boner… I’m not going to judge you for it… just humiliate you for it like you want me to” he added with a smirk. “Was it hard when I saw it before?” He asked with a sly grin.

Feeling the hand on his should sent a jolt through Matt's chest and down to his penis, which jumped a little. "Yes Alan...I was hard"

“And does it embarrass you if I tell you it’s the smallest teenie little weenie I’ve ever seen?” Alan smirked with a grin

Matt examined Alan's face. Was he just saying that? Or was it true? He wasn't sure if he knew which answers he wanted, but he replied "The smallest you've ever seen?" Matt practically whimpered and Alan would be able to see his rock hard tiny erection pointing right at him, and if he looked closely he would see a little precum already forming on the tip

He smirked.

“Well… almost” he laughed.

“Why don’t you pull out your tinky winky and show me how you jerk it… right here in the library, with your tightie whities at your ankles, like the teenie tiny perv you are…”

'Almost...well that wasn't the smallest at least?' Matt thought to himself. Then the request...his underwear around his ankle and doing something so obscene right here in front of Alan. Without saying a word, Matt took a deep breath and gave in to the ache in his little balls. He pushed his underwear to his ankles and locked eyes with Alan and began to stroke his penis right there for him. "Is this ok?" Matt asked quietly and nervously. He was so horny he would have cum already if not for how nervous he was.

Alan smirked. “Yes very good… tell me when your close and walk over to the end of this row of shelves and tell me what you see” he said with a smirk. “And try not to be seen.”

It does not take long. Feeling Alan's eyes on him drives him to the edge and it takes all Matt's willpower to stop. "I'm close Alan." He whispers and shuffles quietly to the edge of the shelfs, trying to listen for anyone and making sure to keep his lower half out of sight. Yet he still was slowly playing with his penis, not even realizing it. As he looked around he would see about a dozen or so people reading, sat at desks with books.

“Come back over and let go of the lil guy” Alan giggled. “And then pull your undies and pants back up." Matt quickly did as he was told, buzzing with excitement. He had actually done it! Despite everything he had fulfilled a fantasy. He felt embarrassed showing off to Alan but nothing bad happened and Alan was even letting him cover up! But Matt was still achingly horny, his little erection tenting his pants even as he stood there blushing in front of Alan. He whispered "There were so many people, that was crazy"

Alan reached behind Matt and casually groped his ass a little bit though his pants. No pretense of asking, Alan acted with complete confidence he could do as he pleased. "And yet you exposed yourself... for the thrill... and loved it didn't you? Imagine if they all knew? You were a little perv with a small willy... you'd never be able to look at them the same way!"

"Id never be able to walk into this library again" Matt said quietly, but the excitement was clear in his tone. "But I did love it...I can't help it. Its like its engrained in me or something"

Alan smirked and before he could react he pulled Matt into a soft kiss.

“And now I’m going to blueballs you and make you walk up to that cute librarian with a little boner and ask for this book,” he said as he handed Matt a book about compensating. Alan eyed up the small tent Matt had in his pants. “If your sneaky she may not see the boner, it is honestly small enough to miss” he giggled.

Completely flustered, Matt took the book and walked across the library. His little tent poking out for anyone to see. He was having a completely out of body experience. That kiss had been more exciting than any kiss he had ever had and now he felt compelled to do whatever Alan wanted. No matter how shameful. He kept his eyes down as he approached the desk, unable to bear seeing if the librarian could see his shame.

No one seemed to notice to him at first, all too busy with their head in the library PCs or books. As he walked up to the desk however the Librarian looked up and couldn’t help but smirk. It wasn’t what she had expected but every so often a guy would come in to read the adult only material. Though Matt’s bulge was much smaller than theirs…“Hello sir, how may I help you today” she asked with a smile trying to stay professional. She wore a nice white blouse with a small red pencil skirt currently below the table with some cherry red lipstick.

Matt nervously handed the book over. He tried not to look her in the eye but this drew his gaze down to her white blouse. Was it his imagination or was she not wearing a bra? No! He had to stop thinking these things if he wanted his erection to go away. He needed to not focus on the pretty woman or Alan watching Matt humiliate himself for his pleasure. "Uh, I needed to get this book please"

She took the book and a wide grin crossed her face. “Of course sir… compensating… yes I’m sure you will make good use of a book like this” she giggled softly as she looked down at his small bulge. “How long would you like to borrow it for?”

Not anticipating having to answer questions, Matt began to stutter out an answer. It didn't help that this librarian was so cute, nor that his erection was practically at her eye level. "T-t-two weeks please?"

“Of course sir, two must be your lucky number” she smirked cheekily as she eyed up his bulge! Was she implying he was only 2 inches?! He was 2.8 inches! Not that he could correct her without making a fool of himself. She stamped the book and handed it back. “Will that be all sir?”

"Uh, yes, thank you very much ma'am." Matt took the book, accidentally grazing the woman's hand, sending a new jolt of electricity up through his arm. He quickly turned around to scurry back to Alan, task completed as instructed he hoped

Alan was smiling and stopped him before he could return to the safety of the book shelves. “Good… now did you drive here?” He asked him softly as he gave him a peck on the cheek right infront of the woman who was looking over smirking.

"Uh no, I rode my bike." Matt answered nervously. He had been so prepared to thank Alan and run home to masturbate and relive this moment over and over. He had not anticipated more

He laughed.

“Oh boy, at least no one will see your lil tent but try not to burst…” he said before pulling him back behind the shelves and pulling open his pants.

“Here’s my number, if you can stop yourself from bursting until you get home call me tonight, if not message like normal” he laughed as he stuffed a piece of paper down his pants and let the waistband snap back before walking out

As Alan touched Matt, Matt let out a soft moan. The librarian could plainly see Alan just confidently invade Matt's space, the way his hand was fully in his pant to leave the paper. He watched Alan start to walk out and looked at the book in his hands. His balls ached and he felt like he could cum right here, but he calmed himself down. He quickly left the library, staring at the paper and book the whole way, daydreaming about Alan waiting in the parking lot for him to drive him off to some further humiliation.

Matt got to his bike and felt his erection refusing to go away, knowing it would just poke up his whole ride home. He hopped on his bike, and took off, hoping the friction didn't make him cum in his pants before he could get home and call Alan.