Little admissions

"Oh fuck yeah Ray give it to me harder!" Lily screams from the other room, Jason sits awkwardly as all the guests silently look at him. It was Jason's birthday and everyone was invited: his mum, dad and two brothers, Lily's family, his co-workers both from his current branch and from where they moved, childhood friends were there, even crushes and ex-girlfriends; everyone had turned up. Now everyone was treated to the symphony of Lily's orgasms from the opposite room as Jason had to endure their gazes. "You're so much better than my tiny dicked husband!" Lily screams "I hate him!"

"Gah!" Jason wakes up in a cold sweat, "oh thank god" he gasps as he realises it was just a bad dream, well a bad wet dream it seems as his pajamas were sticky with a load he must of spurted to the dream. Jason looks over to the clock it was 5am, "I need to change the sheets and put a wash on" he thinks not wanting his wife to see this.

In the guest room Lily was having her own more pleasant dream. "More wine?" Jason asks as they sat in a villa in southern Italy, "mmm yes please" she says handing him her glass "this holiday was perfect. I love you Jason"
"I love you too" he replies filling her glass up with a hearty red wine, "well why don't you show me how much you love me" Lily purrs Jason puts down the bottle on the coffee table "gladly." Jason stands and pulls down his pants pulling out his huge cock, 12.5 inches of pure pleasure. Him and Lily make love on the balcony as they watch the sunset.

Lily wakes up feeling a deep longing, her dream was perfect, the perfect life but that wasn't Jason's dick it was Ray's. "Goddammit" she moans feeling guilty, she loved Jason but last night had proved he was perfect in every way but one. Lily glances at the her phone: 8am, she decides to head downstairs where she finds Jason awake sat at the dining table, dark rings around his eyes, it was clear he hadn't had a good nights sleep.

"how long have you been up?" She asks her husband, "bout 3 hours" Jason answers "would you like a coffee?" Lily nods and sits opposite Jason while he gets up and pours her one, "thank you" Lily holds the steaming cup in her hand as Jason takes his seat and an awkward silence falls over them. "Can we be honest with each other? Completely honest no holding back?" Jason asks breaking the silence "of course" Lily replies, Jason takes another sip then asks his burning question "did you like it?" Lily shudders she wanted to say no she hated it but she had promised Jason honesty and he deserved that much at least. "Yes and no" Lily answers honestly "the sex was good... well really good" her face burning with embarrassment "but I didn't like how it happened, I hurt you baby and I never wanted to do that. I am really sorry for letting it happen and for not stopping him from making it worse" Jason studies her he knew his wife well enough that she wasn't lying.

Lily hesitates before asking her question but she needed to know "did you like it?" She asks Jason, it felt wrong to ask if he liked her cheating on him but he did cum from watching, Jason sighs "yes and no. It hurt a lot seeing you like that and with... Him of all people, but watching you have sex it was unlike anything I've ever experienced. It was like watching porn but so much hotter" Jason admits shame filling his body.

They both sit letting each others confessions marinate before Lily asks "so where do we go from here?" Jason sighs "I still love you, what if we just forget about this and move on" he knew it would be hard to forget but it seemed like the best option. "Ok I can do that" Lily says thankful that this wouldn't end in divorce, she was unsure if she could just forget but for Jason she would try.

The rest of the day goes by with relative normalcy, both eager to forget the last nights anguish. By dinner Lily and Jason were back to their usual rapport and it was almost like there was nothing that happened between them. "What are we going to do about him?" Lily asks not saying his name, it didn't need to be said; Jason winced if this had been just between them it would be hard but it would be sorted but the fact that his boss was involved was a **** sentence. "I am thinking about quitting" Jason says, Lily looks at him sympathetically she understood why he would want to do that. "I'll quit and we can move back to Vermont" Lily liked the sound of that being able to go back to her friends but she knew it wasn't feasible "but how would we live?" It pained her to be the reality check for Jason but it was true, Jason was the primary breadwinner Lily couldn't afford to support them both as well as a move. Jason groans "you're right" he knew just as well as her that he couldn't just move back, even if he begged head office to relocate him back to the old branch, they would ask around giving Ray ample opportunity to spin a story and knowing Ray it would likely be vindictive and result in him being fired. "I'll update my resume and begin looking for new work" Jason says finding a compromise, Lily nods "I'll help. We will find you something" she says resolving to help get her husband out of there.