Lila feels guilty

Lila had been trying to hold it in, but the sight of Tim's penis and his minuscule size overwhelmed her. However now that it was all over she started to feel guilty. She was the student council president, not part of Jake's bully gang or whatever. She took a few steps closer to Timmy, trying to tamp down her amusement.

"It's okay" she said, her voice a bit too bright. "They're just immature jerks"

Tim's eyes shot open and saw that Lila was offering her hand, but he was too ashamed to take it. He felt like the tiniest, most pathetic creature in the school. In his eyes tears were starting to take shape.

"I'm sorry" he mumbled, his voice barely above a whisper.

She crouched down next to Timmy, her hand rubbing his shoulder.

"You shouldn't feel sorry... I am the one who should apologize, it's really not a funny matter" she said softly. "They're just being assholes. It's not your fault"

Timmy took a shaky breath and slowly reached for Lila with one hand, the other firmly pressed on his crotch, his eyes still downcast.

"Ok" he murmured. As she helped him to his feet, she noticed his trembling had not subsided.

"What's your name?" she said, her voice gentle, while Tim pulled his pants back up.

"I'm Tim" he answered still with his eyes on the floor.

"Come on Tim, let's get out of here"

They walked in silence to the nearest staff bathroom, Timmy's head bowed in defeat. Lila's mind raced with thoughts. She had always had a certain kind of preference speaking of male genitalia, her two previous boyfriends were really well endowed, but she had never been so blatantly confronted with it before. She couldn't help but feel a twinge of curiosity and amusement towards Tim, despite her efforts to suppress it.

Once inside the safety of the empty bathroom, Lila locked the door. Tim avoided Lila's gaze, his face devoid of any warm. Lila leaned against the sink, her thoughts swirling.

"Tim" she began tentatively "you don't have to be embarrassed"

Timmy didn't look at her, his voice still shaky.

"How can I not be?"

Lila took a deep breath, trying to find the right words to comfort him.

"Well" she started "everyone's different, I mean... every guy has a different thing down there. And you know, size doesn't always matter" She cringed inwardly at the cliché, but she didn't know what else to say. "I have seen a lot of naked boys. You see, I'm a babysitter. It's nothing I haven't seen before"

"And how old were the ones you babysat?" Tim voice was weak, but there was a bit of anger.

Good job Lila... She thought herself. Only one idea remain in her head to try and cheer Tim up.

"Be-besides" she added "It was kind of cute, in a way"

Tim's eyes shot up, his surprise was palpable.

"C-cute?" he stuttered. Could it be that she liked...

"Yeah, you know" Lila said with a small shrug, trying to play it cool. "Like a little kitten or a baby duckling. Something that's just so small, adorable"

Timmy's face fell even further. Her attempt to comfort him had only made him feel more emasculated. He knew she was trying to be nice, but comparing his most private part to a baby animal was not the pep talk he needed. He wished he could just disappear, shrink down to nothing and fall through the floorboards. But he couldn't, so he just stayed there, trying to ignore the way his stomach churned with a mix of embarrassment and anger. No boy wants his penis, the symbol of his masculinity to be cute, small and adorable in the eyes of a girl, especially an attractive one like the one before him.