Leah gets some sex ed

“Holy shit!” I exclaimed when I saw the properties of Leah’s newest group of memories. The file sizes were 10x larger than other memories I’d seen. The notes sections were unbelievably long on both memories. In the absence of distractions, her mind had recorded tens of thousands of observations in order to follow my commands. I had ordered her submissive mind to use all five of her senses to analyze my enjoyment of her body and improve my pleasure. The sheer power of that command was astonishing on an empty mind.

Rewriting these emotional notes would not be feasible. Instead, I simply added a preface explaining that her self-awareness was growing, and she saw me as her guide out of the darkness and into a world of pleasure. As for tags, It was time to give her some enthusiasm.

I had to ask myself what enthusiasm was. Don’t get me wrong, I knew what enthusiasm was as a stand-alone feeling. I was currently enthusiastic to keep playing with Leah’s mind, for example. Going back to the research by Plutchik, enthusiasm wasn’t listed as one of the primary emotions or a dyad. Unfortunately, although the research mentioned triad emotions, none of them were identified. So, I broke down why I was enthusiastic to continue defiling my best friend's mind.

1. Anticipation. The opposite emotion of surprise. I knew I was going to make her mine, and I couldn’t wait to realize that goal

2. Joy. I enjoyed making her fall more and more into my trap.

3. Amazement. A stronger version of surprise. Technically, anticipation+surprise would be confusion. I was certainly amazed I was in this situation. Thinking deeply about this, I was certainly confused about how this was possible.

4. Awe. Surprise+fear officially. It was tough to admit, but I was fearful. About getting caught, losing the software, losing myself, and more. Fear got the blood pumping, though. I was undoubtedly in awe of my power over Leah.

After decoding my own emotions, I knew what to do to hers. I typed in ANTICIPATION, ECSTASY (intensified joy), AMAZEMENT, AWE, and ADMIRATION.

My only concern with this arrangement was losing the hyper-focus she had in the previous phase. To help refocus her thoughts, I added a powerful tag for VIGILANCE.

For once, the edits were reasonably straightforward, but I wasn’t done yet. Leaving Leah alone, I went to my room and grabbed my other laptop. This one didn’t go with me to school. That’s because its hard drive was packed with my favorite porn videos, stories, images, games, etc. Every computer nerd has a computer to test and store sketchy stuff on. A computer that doesn’t have personal info or anything of value, just in case. This was mine.

I spent a few minutes carefully curating a selection of my favorite videos and stories. The hard part was narrowing it to 4-5 hours of content. She would be reading and watching a little hentai, a lot of mind control and hypnosis, some BDSM, and a decent amount of Sci-FI/fantasy, too.

With the playlist ready to go, I headed back into the living room. I couldn’t help but grin lasciviously at Leah’s unbelievably sexy body. I wasn’t ready to fuck her again yet, but I god I wished I was.

It was getting to be old hat, but I executed my changes, removed her headset, and let the trance wear off.

This time, Leah surprised me. With a look of pure awe on her pretty face, she asked, “Are you going to teach me more?!”

Her tone didn’t match the enthusiasm her words and eyes showed. I wasn’t surprised by this, and I did not care. This phase of her training should help, but I honestly did not expect her to accurately express emotions until I reintegrated her original memories with this new training.

“Yes, I am!” I said with a smile as she leaned forward in anticipation. “I have a lot of lessons for you on this computer!”

With her curiosity (thanks to the combination of ADMIRATION and SURPRISE) temporarily sated, Leah simply sat and cutely looked up at me.

Without further delay, I placed my computer on the coffee table before Leah and started the first video. It was one of my favorites. The male lead in the porn got his hands on a remote with the power to control women’s minds. The only problem is that none of the buttons were labeled. Thankfully, all the buttons led to pleasing scenarios for the man. The two women in the video eventually ended up being set as adoring love slaves to the man when the video ended.

While the video cycled through the disclaimer and intro screens, I gave my excited best friend a command. “You will watch these videos with complete focus. I want you to analyze everything about how the female actresses act and react in these videos. I also want you to carefully analyze how they use their bodies and actions to please and pleasure the male actor in the videos.”

Instantly, Leah’s eyes became transfixed on the screen. The weight I had applied to her SUBMISSION, coupled with the VIGILANCE tag, clearly did the job.

While Leah watched her training videos, I went into her room to see if I could find anything interesting. Like her choice in hair colors, Leah’s room was vibrant and full of personality. Some of her incredible photos lined the walls. Almost all of the photos were taken when she and I were together. There are so many memories that now only belong in my head and on a flash drive. I tried to feel bad and guilty. I really did. But the feeling didn’t come. I was all out of guilt. I’d always considered myself a good guy, but it was clear now I was only good in relation to what I knew I could get away with.

After several minutes of searching her closet and all the drawers in her room, I found a few things she’d be wearing for me later and a nice cylindrical vibrator for some fun now. With the black vibrator in hand, I jogged back to the living room.

“Hi there, pretty girl,” I spoke demeaningly. “I brought you a gift.”

Her focus on the videos was absolute. My words did not even register in her pretty empty head. That was okay, though. Her legs were already spread nicely for me while she leaned forward in rapt attention to her… training videos.

Without any need for consent, I simply inserted the black vibrator right where it belonged and turned it on to the low setting. Leah gasped and tensed briefly, but her rapt vigilance on her task never wavered. The intensity of her devotion to my commands was more arousing than her pliability. My anticipation for the moment that devotion became focused on me grew exponentially.

Whether this idea worked out or not would be enlightening. I didn’t exactly want her to act like a porn actress. That would be fun for a few hours… but I wanted to stay interested and sated for years. These raunchy videos would give her a good base to build from, though. Her knowledge of kinks and even simplistic concepts like blowjobs was hilariously bad. Training her from scratch on my interests would be horrible and time-consuming. This would give her a jump start by teaching her the concepts, the vocabulary, and how to emphasize her reactions for my viewing pleasure.

I watched Leah for a while, but I kept getting turned on, watching her body occasionally squirm while watching my favorite videos. I took my computer with the software and retreated to the kitchen, where I could hear her without getting distracted as easily. If I kept getting aroused over and over, I wouldn’t be able to enjoy her by the end of the night fully, and that would be a crying shame.

While her mind got deliciously trained, I spent some time working out how to reintegrate her training into her full personality. It would be tricky to write up the memory notes in a way that wouldn’t make her endlessly confused about her actions and thoughts. I tried to imagine myself suddenly remembering that I had spent the last several hours nearly mindlessly getting fucked and analyzing porn videos right after telling me she wanted to take things slow and keep being friends.

I wasn’t much of a fiction writer, but for the first time since college composition 101, I started doing some creative writing. I started with her memory of masturbating herself to exhaustion the previous night. I rewrote her thoughts from scratch. My goal was to make her “come up with” the fantasy of role-playing herself having her mind erased. In her fantasy, I found her blank and alone and worked tirelessly to bring back my best friend. In her fantasy, though, I got so turned on while taking care of her that I finally broke and started training her to be a love ****, along with bringing back her humanity.

Her memory of this morning I similarly would edit and make her remember waking up **** to fulfill her fantasy with me. I would inflate her trust in me to impossible levels to make this seem reasonable. In her memory, she would give herself a pep talk before coming out and seducing me to give her fantasy a try. After sharing a slice of pizza, she would shyly explain her fantasy and seduce me. I would reluctantly agree to her roleplaying if she wrote and signed a sheet giving me consent and letting me try out my fantasy of hypnotizing her.

I’d only have to edit her last memory after those changes. I’d then make her remember being woken up from the hypnosis and us both being surprised that we hadn’t been role-playing. She’d know she had truly been mindless, and her brain had accepted my hypnotic commands and training without question. I would finalize my edits by making her remember begging me not to remove the commands and training from her mind.

After a few hours of filling in all the details and calculating out the best combinations of emotion tags (spoiler alert: tons and tons of TRUST, ECSTASY, and HORNY), I decided it was good enough and called it quits to check back on Leah’s progress.

She was still enraptured as the final video played on the screen. It was a pretty kinky video, even compared to the others on the list. The man in the video had developed a serum that made his bodily fluids and scent absolutely intoxicating and addicting to women he injected with it. The actress played her part well and displayed convincing desperation and even infatuation to her controller. She’d do anything for the slightest taste or smell of him. I couldn’t wait to see how that warped her mind for me.

I noticed Leah wasn’t particularly wet anymore, and she looked exhausted. After the video ended, I brought her a tall glass of water and a protein shake and had her drink them both. I then guided her to the restroom, removed her vibrator, and helped her use the restroom. It wasn’t my favorite part of having a mind-blank ****, but reality can never be as perfect as fantasy. On the bright side, she would be able to use the restroom on her own if I ever reloaded this almost mindless **** preset again.

Finally, I commanded her to close her eyes, stop thinking, and sleep until I woke her up. She needed the rest. I left Leah tucked into her warm bed and set my phone alarm for an hour.

As I set the alarm, I noticed some new notifications from Hana.

The first one was from 2 hours ago, and it read, “Can we talk?”

Five minutes later, she had sent, “We don’t have to right now if you are busy, though!”

An hour later, she sent: “You were right! I don’t think I can wait until Tuesday to talk to you. Please text me when you can, Mac!”

Three little dots kept appearing and disappearing while I read her messages. I had no intention of texting her yet. My interest lay in how **** her messages would become.

I put my phone on silent and sat down to rest until Leah was ready for more training.