Kenny Takes A Chance

Juliet sat on the floor staring back at Kenny, the two Clark's sharing the same rosy cheeks. "What do you -- like annoy me?" Kenny suggested, giving Juliet an out, "We talked about that before Julie, I appreciate that you have my back, you don't annoy me."

"No, not that," Juliet softly replied, "Bother you. Get under your skin," Juliet extended a finger, "Make that happen a lot," Kenny glanced down and found his apparent erection pressing against his jeans.

"I..." He couldn't take this anymore, "I don't know. I don't want you to make me feel like this. I want to only see you as my cousin but..." Kenny sheepishly turned his head and Juliet's eyes slightly widened, "You're amazing Julie. You're so attractive, and confident. I love the way we've always been so close, the way you treat people and...and I can't stop myself from looking at you...from thinking about something more with you." Kenny immediately cupped a hand over his eyes, "I know that's so fucked up. You're my cousin, but when I look at you, I see something completely different and I know I shouldn't."

Juliet shifted and Kenny let his hand fall away from his face, a sullen embarrassed expression remaining, "I guess it must be the drinks we had making me admit all this but that's the truth. So whenever I pretend to not get bothered when I see you wearing your outfits or when you flirt near me, I'm lying. That night we saw Bella and you got drunk and you told me how much I mattered to you, and then we kissed...I think about it so much. It gets to me Juliet, I see you as way more than just my cousin. I'm sorry."

A deafening silence lingered in the room for minutes. Kenny quickly found the nerve to even look at Juliet gone. Why did I tell her that? What the hell is wrong with me? How can she ever be near me without feeling weird now? Fuck...what if she starts staying home at Aunt Ava's? Kenny's spiraling thoughts were abruptly halted as he felt Juliet's hand suddenly resting on his upper thigh.

Kenny quickly looked up and found Juliet leaning forward, "I'm so sorry, Kenny." Juliet's sincerely apologized. Kenny's body slightly trembled and Juliet let out a nervous, breathy laugh, "I'm sorry that I tease you. The things I wear, the way I'll talk, I know it gets to you. I do it on purpose." Kenny’s eyes widened, "I like the way you look at me and I know that's wrong, but I can't help myself. You're the kind of guy I've always wanted. So when I know that I can get a rise out of you, or catch you looking at me, it makes me feel...so fucking good." Juliet nervously chewed on her lip, "I think about that kiss too, I remember it so clearly. It shouldn't have happened but it did." The teen's cheeks turned an even dark red, "That's the real reason I wanted to do this tonight, I wanted to fix the mistakes I've been making before I push you away. I didn't want to lose you because I couldn't control myself." Juliet's eyes grew misty, "I never want to lose you, Kenny but I don't know how to control myself from wanting more either."

"So, what do we do?" Kenny murmured back, his head inching closer,

"What can we do? We're family, we can't change that, so we just have to leave it where it lies." Juliet replied, her tone hollow, as if she was only saying what she knew she should. The brunette's eyes however were locked on Kenny's and following a fleeting thought, she started to lean towards his lips.

With only a mere inch separating them, Juliet hesitated, unable to bring herself to seal it, but without warning Kenny did it for her. Juliet let out nothing but a relieved, hungry hum as Kenny's lips locked against hers and he pushed her entire body forward, laying her on the floor. Their hearts were slamming in their chests, both knowing just how wrong what was happening was.

Juliet broke away, "Ken, we can't --" She breathed out, though Kenny quickly ignored the denial, pushing back in. Juliet let out another heavy moan and this time wrapped her arms around her cousin. One hand slid through his shaggy brown hair while the other tugged down on his upper back pulling him in for more.

Tongues began so slide out, dancing along one another. Kenny's his began to rock forward, pressing his hard length against Juliet, and he felt the girl shudder beneath him. "I wanted to do this for so long, Julie."

Juliet lifted her hips, unconsciously moving in tandem with him, "I know, but Kenny...Oh God, we can't. P-Please, stop," Kenny leaned down and began to plan slow kisses down the nape of her neck and brought a hand to her breast. Juliet let out a soft gasp, "Kenny, no...we can't..." Juliet softly denied only for Kenny's hand to slid down Juliet's body. "No, Ken." Juliet whined and Kenny pressed to fingers against her slit, "I said stop!" Juliet finally screamed and her hand flew out, smacking Kenny across the face.

The teen tumbled off Juliet and scurried back, holding his stinging cheek as Juliet let out some panting breaths. She fixed her dress and gave her head a shake, "I'm sorry, I made a mistake." She sharply told the teen who sat in an utter dazed shame, his face now ghostly white, "We can't do this, understand?" Kenny gave a very slow robotic nod as Juliet stood up.

A few minutes later the owner returned to the room, freeing the teens and offering apologizes for the sticky lock. Juliet paid for the bill and the two Clark's walked home. Neither said a word, shared a look, or even stood near one another. Kenny stayed a few good steps behind and once they were home directly want to his room and shut the door. Juliet did the same, though the moment that she did, the brunette was overcome by emotion.

I'm going crazy. What's wrong with you Juliet?! How could you let that happen? You fixed things, you got things back to normal and immediately I fucked with his head again! Kenny admitted everything to me and I let my feelings out too. No matter how we both feel we can't do this! Why can't I let them go?! I'm going to destroy everything I have with him because I can't keep my desires under check! Juliet stripped out of her dress and grabbed a loose fitting t-shirt and a small pair of black shorts.

The girl collapsed on her bed, pressing her palms to her eyes. It doesn't matter how he makes me feel or that he's so handsome. Family is family, end of story. He's not the only good guy in the world, A-And his dick... Juliet felt heat radiate from between her legs as her mind flickered from her moment in the pool with him, then on her bed during her hand over, and then finally back at the karaoke bar. Stop...this is over. No more playing around. This is done.

Juliet suddenly heard a soft knock on the door, "Julie...I need to talk to you." The brunette immediately sat up on the bed and rolled in her lips, biting down on them. On the other side of the door, Kenny cleared his throat, "Jules, I'm so sorry for what I did back there. I never want to make anyone feel scared, or nervous to be near me, least of all you. I keep...fucking up, I keep doing things that aren't me and I make things so much worse for everyone involved. I don't want to do that to you. I love you. So I promise, you'll never have to worry about me again. I'll keep distance."

"No..." Juliet immediately whispered back.

"I won't disappear on you, but I'll know where my place is." Kenny continued, his voice attempting to sound assuring, "The feelings I have, I know that they are mine, and they need to stay away. I hope that you can forgive me, and that eventually we can get back to how things were and this can all just feel like one really fucked up dream." Kenny wet his lips a waited for a moment, admittedly feeling sad that Juliet said nothing in response, though he still understood why. "Okay, I'm gonna go. I'll let you sleep, and give you space. You see me when you want to, and if you don't, I get it." Kenny turned to leave.

The door suddenly opened and the teen immediately felt Juliet's hand wrap around his wrist. He looked back and Juliet smoothly pulled him in. With a twirl Kenny and Juliet traded places and she kicked the door shut behind her, "I want you right here." Lifting up on her toes, Juliet passionately pressed her lips against Kenny's and in an instant, Kenny's strong arms were wrapped around her.