Kari demonstrate the alternative option

Personal Log: Ensign Kari Westland

Ok. I did it. I'm still not completely sure it was the right thing to do and I feel kind of weird talking about it, but it's done. Minya suggested that I... I can't even explain it out loud, it was so ****! I'm already flushed thinking about it... I can feel it... down there... What have I done?

Ok. Minya suggested that if I couldn't use her and could convince Ensign Davis to do the deed, I could fill in the role myself. How you ask? Well with a little bit of surgery I can now fulfill Linda's request for a dick personally. That's right, I switched teams. Sort of. Is that even how that analogy goes? Well... it's done now, maybe I should just show it off. it will be easier than having to describe it. Hah.. I don't think I've ever gotten naked for a personal log before. This is all so strange right now. There. Look at me. You see this bad boy down here? The doctor gave it to me. Oh! It's perking up from all the attention! It's so sensitive and long... Ok, I'm feeling flush again. Well, I might as well show it at full length. Linda wanted a dick, she's got one!

It's not going to be permanent of course. Just until I finish my deal with Linda. Then I'll have what I want and she'll have what she wants and everything can go back to normal. Doctor Akira assured me that the process is reversible with no side effects so I have nothing to worry about. Well, maybe I won't go back right away. It feels kind of nice. Looks kind of good on me too.

You know the funniest part? Docter Akira told me that i wasn't the first to request this surgery. Can you believe it? Other crew members are sporting a penis in plain sight and no one is the wiser! She wouldn't name names of course, but now it makes me wonder who's gender swapped like this. I guess it's not really a gender swap either, not fully. No ones converted herself into a full male so far; no one I've seen on board anyways. I guess our lack of available penis has **** us to resort to this **** measure. I've read about clown fish doing a similar thing when there is no male present. A female would change into a male to fill that void. Of course, this case may just be a stop gap until we find a better alternative...

Mmm.... it feels good to rub it... I kept my breasts and feminine physique, just added... this. It feels as real as any penis I've ever touched, only I can feel it being touched. I mean, when I touch it... I feel... the blood pressure filling up the muscle... the throbbing of the vessels pumping the blood in and out... the urge to explode...

I probably shouldn't keep touching it actually. I don't know what will happen if I go too far. Although... I should experiment on myself to see if it's in full working condition. I wouldn't want to end up disappointing Linda. I should keep going. Mmm... no. Wait, I think my mind might be distracted by this whole thing. Maybe this is why guys get so distracted thinking about women. I mean just the thought of us, naked like this, playing with ourselves all alone in our rooms... hmm... Computer; run playback of personal log.

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Mmm... I do look pretty good on vidscreen... maybe I should do a personal holotape for myself... maybe I could put it in myself. That'd be interesting. Ohh.. oh no... my god... where do I? Ah!! Nnngh..... Too late... I can't stop it! AHHH! It just keeps going!! Computer; shut off console!

Personal Log; Supplemental

I think I got all of it off now. Thankfully it only got on the surface and there doesn't look to be any interior damage. I would hate to have to explain what happened to Jenny and have to get her to fix it. Anyways, I guess I broke my own cherry there, I can't say it didn't feel good. Strangely my new appendage remains pretty sensitive. I don't know if it has anything to do with the virus or if I'm just finding the whole new experience incredibly arousing, but my new body part seems to be ready for more even after unloading so much. There was so much...

Uh... ok, I have to stop touching myself. My new body part is fully functional and ready to get some use. After a much need shower, maybe I'll see Linda about our agreement.