Just go to sleep

The thought of any and all potential partners putting your small cock to shame with their own size embarrasses you too much for you to continue. You take your hand away from your cock and roll over onto your stomach and try to just turn off your mind and go to sleep. Soon, you drift off to dreamland, with a cock that still isn't soft yet and wants desperately to spray its load. Your body starts moving on its own, pushing your little penis against the mattress rhythmically as you finally fall asleep.

Everything is a little... blurry. Are you dreaming? You think you see a woman in front of you, but you can't tell who it is. Is that mom? One of your sisters? It could be someone you just met. One of your teachers? Or is it just some random figure? You don't think it matters though. Feeling like a spectator in your own body you watch your hands move up toward the figure ahead of you. You don't think you moved them, but who else could have? Apparently you're walking towards them now. Feeling some movement at your crotch makes you realize that you're hard. Completely hard. Your member is swaying a little with each step forward. But now you're not walking anymore. Your dick is just twitching with arousal. You've closed the gap between you and her, but still can't tell exactly who it is. There is one thing your are able to see now that you're closer though. Just several inches from your own desperately shaking cock, you see that this lady has her own long, girthy, penis. It looks about seven and a half inches long. You think that's probably how big your mom's is when she's hard.

Looking at the tip of it, which is above her belly button from how tall it's standing, you can tell how aroused she is from the precum leaking out and dripping down her length. Your gaze lowers, your mind telling you that what you want is farther down. You were probably hoping to see her pussy lips, but instead you are now looking at a pair of heavy balls hanging down. The size difference is immense. Like comparing a ping pong ball to a baseball. Still, you don't give up on your quest to see what is hidden behind this curtain of superiority. You reach out with one hand and cup just one of her nuts. You start moving it to the side. Time feels like it just slowed down. You hold your breath as you get closer and closer to finding it. You can... almost... see it...

You breath in slowly. There it is. Your hand is holding her balls to the side, and you have an unimpeded view of her womanhood. Her pussy is hairless. You can see her hard clit poking out, and her cock isn't the only thing leaking. Her thighs are soaked with the liquid running down from her cunt, and now that you think about it, you think you feel her juices on the back of her ball that you're holding.

This is it. This is the woman you're losing your virginity to. Forget the fact that she has a cock several magnitudes larger than yours. She's dripping wet and you're rock hard. This is happening. You move closer to her, positioning your little cock underneath her. As you're maneuvering, you're looking down to try and see what you're doing, but her cock is almost in your face, twitching, and making it difficult to see. You now notice that she is a whole lot taller than you as well. You wouldn't be able to penetrate her like this. You give up on your previous plan and put your hands on her hips to pull her down a little for you. She gives no resistance, and lets you position her in what looks like the very beginning of a squat, with her legs spread apart and bent slightly. Now that she is this low you also take notice of her breasts. They're large, to say the least. Even though you can't see her face, with breast like this you're able to rule out the possibility of this being Alice you're about to fuck. It could still be your mom or Rachel though, or just a random person. Ah, it doesn't matter. You take both your hands and grab her breasts greedily. Your weigh them in your hands and play with the bouncy toys for a bit before bringing your lips down to suck on one of her nipples. You don't really taste anything, but you love the feeling of flicking your tongue over her stiff nipple.

You suddenly remember your ultimate goal. This is your chance to loose your virginity with a beautiful woman, so you can't let yourself be so easily distracted. However, you don't want to let go of or stop sucking on her breasts though, so you decide to try to put it in just using your lower body. You need to get real close to her for that to happen, and you feel her cock pressing against your stomach as you move in. There's one major obstacle though. Her heavy balls are like a wall preventing your little dick from getting any closer to her pussy. You need to move them out of the way if you want to fuck her, but her breast feel so good in your hands. You try moving your hips forward and to the the side, and using your dick to try and push them out of the way. They move a bit, but nowhere near enough, and they quickly swing back into place. You try again. And again. The feeling of her balls rubbing your small cock is so good, but you want her pussy. You have to get to it. Every time you slap her ball with your cock, her cock rubs against your stomach. Your body is covered in her precum now, but it doesn't matter. Each failed attempt brings you closer and closer to the edge. Closer to failure. Closer to cumming from rubbing against her balls. Her big futanari balls. You can't take it anymore. One more failure and you'll blow your load. You reluctantly take one hand away from her breast, and begin lifting her sack out of the way. You pull it to the side, past the tip of your own penis.

Oh no. You've made a mistake. Your cock was too close and her balls brush past the sensitive tip your little penis as you tried to lift them out of the way.

"Hu...Agh!" You moan out loud as your head falls back and you spray your cum into a little puddle on the ground behind her. At the same time, you feel rope after rope of her cum spraying across your body, hitting your chest, under your chin, and across your belly. She's still cumming even after you've run dry, and you look down to see yourself covered in a sticky white coating. You notice that her cock is starting to soften and lean to one side, still dripping a bit of cum.

"No... I almost had it," you think to yourself. You can't believe you failed to have sex in your own dream... wait a minuet. Dream? You're dreaming! You can still do it! You look down to see that you still have her sack pulled to the side and clear access to her soaked cunt.

"Yes! I just have to not wake up," you think while bringing your small, semi hard dick closer to her pussy, inch by inch. Just don't wake up. You can't... wake up. This is a dream... which means... that you'll... eventually...

Your eyes snap open and you sit straight up in your bed in an instant. You're sweating, and you feel like you just got a winning lottery ticket only to have someone steal it and put it through a shredder. Realizing what you just missed out on, you sit there in the dark for a minuet in disbelief. You woke up. The one thing you had to not do, and you did it. You grab your pillow from behind you and bury your face in it before cussing out loud. Fuck! You were so close! It was such a good dream! You almost had sex, even if it wasn't real, but her big fucking balls just had to get in the way, and you just had to cum too early. Wait, if you came in your dream, then...

You don't even have to reach down and check. You can feel a wet spot in your underwear. You sigh and pull off your underwear. You toss them towards the hamper in the corner of your room, too upset to care whether they made it in, unlike yourself. You lie back down, but your sweat makes your sheets uncomfortable. You kick them off of you and start trying to fall asleep again. You hope you can get back into that dream, but you know that the brain is too cruel to allow it. You don't know how long you had been asleep, but the frustration and disappointment keep you awake for what feels like an hour or more. Eventually though, you manage to fall back into a deep, dreamless sleep.