Johan is not here…or is he?

I wake up next morning. I turn around to look at Johan but he is not there.

The sad thing is that I am not surprised. It was too good to be true. Wasn’t it?. I am disappointed that he did not bother to leave a note or something.

I am going to enter the shower when I hear the door.

“Good morning sleepyhead” – says Johan, carrying a bag – “I went to buy breakfast” – he explains.

I am so happy to see him that I hug him.

“Somebody is hungry” - He jokes.

We eat our breakfast and my mobile buzzes. It’s a message from Candy. She says we will meet at the airport. She says sorry for having left me alone yesterday. She has spoken with Jesse and both thought that maybe they were too harsh.

I answer that everything is ok.

“At what time is your plane” – I ask Johan.

“at 17.35” – he answers.

“Exactly the same time as mine” – I answer – “but you leave in the other side of the country, don’t you?” – As far as I knew he lives in Capitol which is in the other side of the country.

“Not really. I really in capital city” – he says.

My face lights up at hearing that. It seems I misunderstood where he lived -“Wait, that’s really close to my town” – I say.

“is it?” – his smile broadens. I think he had no clue where I lived – “I would love to see you again” – he says.

“me too” – I say – and for the first time in a while, I am hopeful, everything will be ok.

Even if it does not work out with Johan, at least, now I have come clean with myself, with Candy and even with Jesse, so I can be myself.