I Want It In Me

At least I’ll still get to know what it’s like to feel him erupt within me, because now that I have it there is no way I’m letting go. I want to know what it’s like. I need to know it.

I need to feel him pulse and drain every last drop in me.

“Inside of me,” I tell him, my voice steady but ragged at the end, “Don’t you dare pull out.”

The benefit of a fantasy and a dream, I suppose. The fact that I can have this be my first time and still get to experience it and the only thought that gives me pause is the hope that when I get to feel this in the real world it is just as good as this.

Hell, maybe it’ll be better.

But I know that I’ll have it soon. I know that I’ll wake with a craving and an urge to satisfy and I know… Oh god I know that I want it.

“I want it in me.”

He groans in my ear and his hands move onto my body and he shifts me down and somehow I’m stretched prone beneath him. His hands hold my hips in place and his hips pound against my ass as he fills me again and again and again and again draws closer to his end.

“Don’t stop,” I tell him, “Don’t you dare fucking stop.”

I can’t see it but I know his teeth are bared and I can sese it above me. In the knowledge that he can finally get what he wants the animal is unleashed, the primal side of him coming on fully as he ruts into me and I feel myself grow dirty in the best of possible ways.

“I want it,” I moan for him, “I need it. I need to know what it feels like.”

Inside of me. I need it inside of me. I need the heat and the pleasure and the lust and the satisfaction.

And I can feel my own climax rushing up but holding back and I know what it’s waiting for and god I know it’s going to take it. It’s going to crest on his wave and ride it like a surfer and it is going to be better this time, somehow and impossibly.

It’s going to be better than before.

Around me the crowd surges, trying to get a better view. They reach for me but they won’t break the barrier unless I compel them to and I’m holding out now.

He cums first, setting off my climax. Then, in the moment I crest, they can pounce.

It’ll be perfect. Oh god it’ll be everything I ever thought it could be and more. It will be… It will be…

“Don’t stop,” I say but it’s a begging refrain now and I say it on repeat like a record skipping over and over again.

Don’t stop and don’t stop and don’t stop and don’t stop.

Because I need it. Because I need it and I want it and I’ve always wanted it. Because I need to know if it’s as good as I think it will be and because…

Because I’m scared that if it isn’t then I’ll regret it.

God this is just a dream but what does it say about my dreams that this is my fantasy? It is my fantasy though and in the darkness of this pleasure I can acknowledge that if that’s what it takes. If the truth is all he needs to push himself over the edge, then the truth is what I’ll give.

In one long moment it comes rushing out of me. My confession.

“I need it and I always have because I’ve always been waiting for this. And the only reason I never had it is I never knew it was possible for me. I never believed that I could… that I could deserve this.

“But god I want it and I want to know. I want to feel it because I think that it’s everything to me. And it’s more than I could take but it’s everything that I could bear and god… god cum in me. Cum in me and let me know...”

I gasp and he throbs. He pulses and pushes deep within me. He holds out and he groans and I feel him tremble. I feel it rushing up out of him and pulsing as his head throbs at the limit.

“Let me know how good it feels.”

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