I Pulled away from him

I took a deep breath and pulled away from Sameer, breaking the spell.

He looked at me, concern written across his face. “Is everything okay?” he asked.

“Yes,” I replied. “But we need to stop.”

Sameer nodded, understanding. “I understand. You're right. We should slow down."

He was so sweet and caring, and I couldn't help but fall deeper in love with him.

We stayed close, holding each other tightly as we listened to the sound of our hearts beating in sync.

I felt that he was still hard. So I decided to give him a blowjob instead of sex. I had read about it in books and seen it in movies. I had also seen some porn videos of women performing oral sex on men. So I thought I knew what to do.

I started by kissing him passionately and then moved down to his penis. I took his dick in my mouth and started sucking it. I tried to use my tongue to make him feel good. I used one hand to hold his balls while the other hand stroked his penis. I did it for about 5 minutes but then I got tired. It was hard work and my jaw hurt.

I stopped and asked him if he enjoyed it.

He said he loved it but it was not enough to cum. So I continued for another 10 minutes. Then I asked him again and this time he said yes. He pushed my head down and came in my mouth.

It tasted awful but I swallowed it anyway. Afterwards, we went to bed and fell asleep holding each other tightly.

This happened many times over the next few months. I loved giving Sameer pleasure and he seemed to enjoy it too. However, there were times when he would get frustrated because I wouldn't let him penetrate me. He would try to convince me to change my mind but I refused every time.

Finally, one day, he got angry and stormed out of the house. I didn't hear from him for several days after that.

When he finally returned, he apologized for his behavior and promised not to pressure me anymore. We continued our relationship as normal but there was always an underlying tension between us.

Eventually, we broke up because neither of us could compromise on our beliefs regarding premarital sex.

My breakup with Sameer opened my eyes. I decided that no more will I let my family dictate how I will live my life. This led to me becoming independent and leaving my town for the big city.