I'm Done For Night.

it never happened to me before. but somebody said. "there's the first time of everything."

and yeah, for the first time in my life I got nervous as hell. I'm not into guys, I never was and I didn't know till now that my recent crush is a guy. because I know that futa doesn't exist. so I can't hope for that. I got nervous and shut the door behind me. the only thing I wanted right now is Nikki. the girl I always loved fucking and I wanted to fuck her again right now.

I heard the giggles inside the room. maybe Jennifer was telling Sasha what a pussy I'm. but I don't give a shit about them. I never cared about anybody before and today wasn't anything special.

I reached my home at 2 AM and fall asleep. in the morning I have to start searching for Nikki. I know she must be still in the city. both of us were never from rich families.

it was 9 AM when my alarm clock started ringing.

"oh fuck." I muttered and started to get ready for work. I was late and really late. it was a rare case for me to be late but yeah, first time of everything. is it really necessary to happen this today?

9:30 AM

I was about to enter and from the window, I saw someone I met last night. Jennifer, even though I wanted to chase Nikki, Jennifer was the one who was at my work.

Jennifer was talking to someone from the counter. I quickly got inside and changed into my work clothes. when I came back Jennifer was nowhere.

was she already gone? ha! who cares. Steve is my co-worker and a good guy. he is very flirty too with girls. he might be flirting with Jennifer and maybe she got bored so she left.

as soon he saw me, "hey man. you're late today. this was the first time."

I shake my head while smiling. "I hope it is the last time too." I didn't want to ask him about Jen. I mean, why should I care? she's Sasha's girl who is hanging in my workplace without her.

but as soon I finished talking, steve told me, "there's a girl in that corner seat. I think she wants to talk to you." I took a quick glance at the corner and yeah, Jennifer was there. looking right at me. she was busy on her phone.

I look back at steve and he said, "go ahead, you have 10 minutes. there's nothing better to do."

I gave him a nod and he handed me two cappuccinos. "that's her order and one for you." he gave me a fist bump.

I was standing in front of Jen's table soon, "good morning, ma'am. here's your order." she took her eyes off the phone and when seeing two cappuccinos with me, she quickly said. "good morning John. please take a sit. I won't take your much time."

the first time, I was hearing her voice and she was talking to me. today was full of first times.

I quickly sat down and asked, "where's Sasha?"

"It's not about her." she quickly said. her face was telling me she was confident enough. "we broke up last night."

I quickly said, "and she kicked you out?" Jen gave me a puzzled look for a second, and soon she was smiling.

"you don't know anything."

"Should I?"

she quickly looked away and whispered, "she's playing you. she's gonna hurt you bad. she's not your friend. she never was. she always invited you to her parties. why? and why after firing you from your dream job?" her voice started to get strong.

now I was puzzled. how does she know about me getting fired from wiliams? oh, Sasha told her. and what does she mean by she fired me?

Jen seems to control her anger. she spoke again, "I'm not her girl. I'm the one who wears pants. a few days ago she was telling you to back off because of me and last night Nikki was there at the party. why? where she was for the past 4 years. if she actually tried to find you, how she didn't? you changed city just one time."

I also started to see a pattern here. maybe she was right. maybe Nikki actually doesn't want me. Jen looked me in the eyes and said, "last night she left the door open for you. so she can show you that I'm not your typical girl but everything she's plotting against you is gonna make you live on the street soon. you better leave this city."

I took a quick look at steve. he wasn't the kind of guy who eavesdrop on anybody. he was busy talking to a customer. I looked at Jen and smiled, "you might be right about Sasha but you're wrong about me. I'm not your typical guy. she knows me. I'm not running. I'm always alpha and she'll kneel sooner or later."

I watched the clock and said, "you have two minutes left but I don't think you have anything else to say."

she nervously sip her coffee and whispered, "I... have feelings for you."

it was supposed to be a whisper but not only me but steve was also able to hear it clearly. I looked at her stunned. or at least I tried to act like one.

she smiled and said, "stop acting. I know you like me. or maybe after last night you started to love my bitch-breaker more."

I simply said, "I also have one."

"I'm well aware of it. but yours doesn't fuck guys, does it?" she smiled.

I looked her in the eyes. "I have enough pussy to fuck."

she smiled. "I got Sasha before you. now she won't even feel you inside of her."

-- I was getting challenged and I was always up for challenges--

"she was never on my list." I never liked her either.

I looked at the clock and said, "your time is up. I have to get back at work now." I stood up.

Jen smiled and said, "no problem. but I'm gonna accompany you in the evening. it's up to you where you wanna spend your night."

I didn't answer her. I turned around and she whistled. "nice butt."