Hesitate

Taking a moment to take in what I was about to do, I hesitate to make that dangerous jump into a world of depravity and naughty play.

My hesitation turns into thoughtfulness, which quickly switches into apprehension at what I was about to do.

Taking my distance from the dangerous action I was about to engage in, I am startled by the entrance of someone into the toilets and cubicle next to me, as I hit the powder, making it fall on the floor.

Wanting to separate myself from this whole thing, I rush out, leaving the dangerous powder behind.