Hellsing Hesitance

With more than a little surprise in your gaze you find your vision filled with the sight of Integra of all people at your door, the fine porcelain white woman nervously fidgeting with her ungloved fingers as she speaks, “G-Good evening John…m-may I come in?”

Stepping back from the door you nod, one large arm waving toward the inside of your room as you speak, “of course, please, come in Integra-chan.”

As Integra walks into the room you can’t help but notice that her typical dark blue suit does absolutely no justice to her true beauty, a slim and curvaceous body clothed by only a thin night shirt and some sleep shorts doing far more for her than her typical uptight and formal wear. More than once you notice your eyes pulled to her long legs, the creamy white skin of her beautifully formed limbs drawing your gaze for several moments before you pull your eyes away with monumental effort, “S-So…what can I do for you Integra-chan?”

With a heavy sigh Integra sits herself upon your bed, her bespectacled gaze unmoving from her constantly twiddling fingers before she timidly speaks, “I…am worried.”

“Worried?” You question, taking the few short steps to your bed and sitting beside Integra as you speak with a gentle and calm tone, “what is the matter Integra-chan?”

Integra is silent for a good long while, a pregnant pause in conversation weighing heavily upon the room before she speaks once more, “I’ve…sent hundreds of men to their deaths in this war…I’ve killed so many to protect the world from the Major’s insane ‘Grand War’ scheme…but…now I’m actually sending someone…that I’m almost too afraid to lose.” You tilt your head to the side and remain silent as Integra begins to speak faster, her tone becoming one of desperation as she rambles, “I-I mean sure, I care for Alucard, Seras, Waler, Pip…all of them but…I know they’d come back, they always do. But…you…John, I don’t…I don’t know what I’d do if you didn’t come back.”

Integra chuckles with a sour tone, one hands combing through her numerous silken locks as she speaks, “Listen to me…talking like this with a man I haven’t know for more than a few hours as if I’ve known him all my life…but I just can’t stand it…the possibility that you’ll lose…that you’ll die on the field-“

In the midst of her terrified and rapid mutterings a single finger finds her lips, your extended digit gently laying itself upon Integra’s feather soft lips as you speak, “Integra-chan, I can promise you beyond any shadow of a doubt that I will come back.”

As you remove your hand you notice a bright red blush has crossed over Integra’s cheeks, the normally powerful and strikingly willful woman looking down sheepishly as she speaks, “I…I know but…but still…all of the legends that surround your kind…of violent deaths and sacrificing yourself for the betterment of existence…”

You chuckle softly, one arm wrapping around Integra’s shoulder as your pull her close, her slim and slender form almost conforming to your own as you whisper, “This isn’t my time, nowhere near it Integra-chan…trust me.”

“J-John,” Integra whispers, her beautiful spectacled covered ice blue eyes looking up at you with a slightly watering hue, “I…I…”

“I love you Integra-chan,” you say, you deep and rumbling tone causing Integra’s face to darken several shades, “I know we haven’t known each other long but I care for you deeply and I would do anything in my power to make you happy. Because of this, I’ll make you a special promise…when I come back from the battlefield with this mad man’s head on a platter, I’ll give you the biggest and most loving kiss of your entire life…”

Integra gulps slightly, her tongue dancing over her lips as she leans closer to you with a soft whisper, “And…and if I said I’ve never been kissed before?”

A tint of lust enters your eye as you lean down, a soft and seductive smirk on your mouth as you near Integra’s pillow soft and pale pink lips, “then I’d say…I’ll have to top what I’m about to do tonight…”