Griffin

Melody stared at Griffin, the man she loved with all of her heart then her eyes drifted over to the Fetlife page that held so much information, information she knew nothing about until now. What could she do? She knew what she truly wanted. Those desires had been flaring inside of her the day she was introduced to all of this, but she had never truly got what she needed. The men she had been with loved to have sex, they loved to be kinky, but to her, this life was more than that, it was more than sex. It involved her heart and her soul.

With a soft and quiet sigh, she slowly sat down on the couch next to Griffin, her eyes lifting to his gaze. She knew what she wanted, but she was having a hard time using those words. Her words seemed to fail her quite a lot in her life. She wanted to say those words, she wanted to scream them out to the heavens while she fell to her knees in submission. Why couldn't she? Why couldn't she say these things? Fear. Fear of rejection. Fear of pain. Fear of being broken once again. Her lips parted to speak, but nothing would come out.

"Baby, give me some time to think about this. I didn't think that this would turn into... well, this. I didn't think you'd find my profile and I sure didn't think that you would have one of your own." Her voice almost trembled.

Griffin seemed to stare at her for the longest, his gaze latched onto hers until he finally nodded with a soft sigh before closing his laptop. "I can respect that Melody. I know sometimes answers aren't immediate."

*****

Later that night, Melody crawled into bed next to Griffin who was on his phone relaxing. She turned on her side to face him, watching him closely. His phone lowered and he turned to look at her, smiling at her beauty. He loved looking at her and every time he did, it seemed to cause his heart to beat just a little faster. It seemed like time stood still in their gaze to one another, completely lost in time. Melody broke that silence by speaking.

"Griffin, I want to be your ****." Her voice sounded strong, sounded confident, but inside she was screaming, inside she was terrified and wanted to run and hide after hearing those words escape her mouth.

"Are you sure Melody? Are you sure you want to be my ****?" Griffin asked quietly, eyeing her closely. His lips were pressed slightly as he waited for her answer.

"Yes. I want to be your ****. I'm sure. Completely." Melody responded with that same confidence. Her heart was beating faster and she felt as if she had hot air blowing in her face, causing her cheeks to flush a deep crimson.

A look of confusion came over Melody's face as Griffin got out of bed and walked around to her side of the bed. What was he doing? Did she say something wrong? She turned over to face him, her heart beating in her chest faster.

"Kneel." Griffin's voice echoed in the room.

This was a voice from him that she hadn't heard before. This voice coming from him was dominant, but not the kind that she had experienced when he switched in bed. This was new like a flame that had erupted from the smallest of sparks. This flame was burning bright inside of him and she could see it. Her immediate action was to comply. How could she resist? How could she deny his command? She couldn't. She wouldn't. Throwing the covers over to the side, she hopped down from the bed and quickly knelt to the floor, looking up at him. Melody was almost panting now, her heart was beating wildly in her chest and for the first time, her mind began to go quiet.

"Tell me what you want Melody. Tell me." Griffin commanded, looking down at her with his hand placed on her head.

"You. I want to be your **** Master. I want to be yours. Please let me be your ****." Melody begged, her voice almost in a whine like a puppy.

Griffin smiled a smile that seemed to mix well with a smirk. His eyes ablaze with love, lust and dominance. The perfect combination. "Good girl." That was his only response before leaning down and their lips crashed onto each other, exciting a whimper from Melody and a pleased groan from Griffin. This was what she had wanted for so long. This right here, in this very moment was something she always dreamed of. This moment had her heart singing, her soul glowing and her body was on fire.