Gothic Sissy

It isn't all bright colours and smiles. Being a sissy can be tragic at times, full of dark impulses and fear. You can learn to embrace that side of yourself though: wallow in it and reach grim satisfaction.

Whoredrobe:

Monochrome. Lots of black, but white is also acceptable. Get hold of a corset if you can, pull it tight. Lots of jewellery and a choker.

Underneath:

Black lace. Big, heavy boots. Cage yourself and don't you dare take it off. Metal is better.

Tasks:

1. Today is a day of solitude and self-expression. Do not communicate with anyone unless you have to.
2. Go somewhere quiet and reflective. A graveyard or a park with a lake. Take a notebook and a pen. If it rains, all the better. Get wet.
3. Write a poem about how much you crave cock. It doesn’t need to be good, it just needs to be true. Read it back to yourself afterwards.
4. Draw a picture of a great, throbbing phallus. Make it as realistic as you can, focus on every pulsing vein. Once it is finished, stare at it for a while. Take in every detail.
5. Go back home and fuck yourself with a dildo. The biggest you can manage. Let loose all your frustrations with life upon your own asshole.