Go to his favourite chat room

Even though it wasn't exactly permitted, Felix had been an avid roleplayer not only in the sense of table top roleplaying, but also online and in more explicit forums and chat rooms. Now that he was 18, he created a new account and finally felt free to explore all of his fantasies and kinks while learning about other peoples interests as well. Sadly, now that he had made an account for himself, he didn't seem to have as much luck with anyone as when he was pretending to be his older sister - who of course he didn't have, but at least it got him a lot of interest.

Now, he was just starring at the screen, hoping for responses from the women he tried to chat with, from other people he used to write with - unbeknown to them of course - but there was nothing, not even a response of not being interested. So instead of trying to write in private, he just started adding bits and pieces onto the main chat while at the same time starting to browse other sides, his frustration growing with every time he was ignored. Until the shy nerd finally exploded.

'I am sick of all of you people! I am trying my best to be nice, to be polite, to be articulate. I am not using standardized opening messages like so many of you do, I always reference your profile and let you know why I wrote you and yet I don't even get a no as a response? What am I doing wrong? Feel free to tell me, because when I used a roleplaying account where I pretended to be a girl, all of you people were flooding my inbox and I could do no wrong! This sucks, you suck!'_, _he hit the enter button with an anger and frustration he hasn't felt before. After he did so, Felix leaned back in his chair, closed his eyes and his anger started to turn into sadness. He was sobbing silently and felt his eyes filling with tears. He wanted to lay down and cry, however just as he was about to get up, he heard the private message sound from the website. Before even checking it, Felix scoffed and shook his head. _There is noway that managed to get me some attention, _Felix thought to himself and opened his inbox.