Girls are nice.

I stand silently, staring at the floor with my whole body on fire from embarrassment. What idiot came up with this plan? Me?! I should know better than to listen to that idiot, she never knows what to do.

The silence is finally broken as she stands up from her bed and walks over to me. I can’t help it, I squeeze my eyes tightly shut but do manage to **** a husky whisper out, “does this help you at all?”

I hear her breathing for a moment, before I feel her hand on my face, gently cupping my chin and running her thumb across my lips. “I think it might, but I feel I need more information…” before she leans down and kisses me.

My blood rushes through me at a pace that drowns out every other noise. I hold perfectly still as she holds her lips to mine. I feel her hand slide down from my face to my back, and her other hand appear on my ass. With out warning she gently broke off the kiss and easily lifted me up and placed me sitting on the edge of her bed. “You’re a beautiful goth princess, you know that right?” Rudely she chooses then to kiss me again, preventing me from sitting in my trademark awkward silence. Her hand on my ass gently groped me as the one on my back slides forward to my breast. Sliding up and underneath my teddy, Clair begins to twist my nipple. I open my mouth in surprise, and she quickly fills it with her tongue. Pure passivity isn’t an option anymore as she gently swirls my tongue around my own mouth.

Her triple **** on my lips, chest and ass pulled unwillingly from me a moan of pleasure as my body blazed with a combination of embarrassment and desire. We stayed that way making out for several minutes, before I felt her hand drift away from my breast to the back of my head. Once there she grabbed me gently by the back of the neck so that I couldn’t turn away from her. She broke the kiss leaving me open mouthed, unsure what to do now that she wasn’t determining the position of my tongue. “Look at me, Princess.” Her husky voice made me aware of my tingling pussy. I opened my eyes and looked up at her gorgeous face. She was flush faced, but smiling cockily. Moving her other hand from my ass to my face, she gently cupped my chin and positioned her thumb on my mouth as before, but this time she slowly inserted her thumb into my mouth and onto my tongue. “Can I make you my Princess?” It was cheesy, but it was perfect. I feel my pussy tighten and my mouth involuntarily close on her thumb as my whole body clenches in pleasure. I try to say something or move my head, but her hands gripping me prevent such an option. Instead I do the only thing I can think of and begin sucking her thumb in furious assent.

She chuckles, confident she understands my answer even if I don’t fully understand her question. I know it makes me giddy with joy down to my stomach so I keep sucking her thumb as the hand holding the back of my head slides down to the bottom of my teddy and begins lifting it up to remove it. Eventually this forces her to remove her thumb from my mouth, causing me to whimper at the loss. I hold my arms up to make it easier to undress me. Rather than continue kissing me, Clair once more picks me up and then carries me on her knees to the center of her bed and lays me down gently. She crawls on top of me and puts her knees between mine and her arms on either side of my head as she stares down at me from above. Her face surrounded by her golden hair, she looks like an angel sent down to protect me, though her expression tells me she has other ideas. She lowers herself down to kiss me, and I feel her body press against mine as she slowly removes her arms from supporting her weight. Her large breasts dwarf my own modest pair and her weight makes it harder to breath, but not dramatically so. Her free hands now find their way down to my lace panties. She pushes my panties down past my waist, but has to break away from the kiss to complete the action. She pulls my legs straight up as she removes my panties completely, leaving me once again wearing nothing but my leather choker, stockings and matching elbow length gloves.

She begins to slide back up my body but stops far too early to kiss me again. “Have you ever been eaten out before, my Princess?” Her voiced dripped with husky seduction. I put both hands over my mouth to prevent my voice from leaking out and embarrassing me, and simply shook my head. She grinned, suspecting correctly that she was going to be having as many of my firsts as she was bold enough to take, already having been my first kiss, make out, grope, and even first hand hold outside of my family. Grabbing me firmly by the hips, she wasted no time with a large lap of her tongue up my pussy slit, ending with my recessed clit. She stopped her tongue there and dug it in a little trying, and succeeding, to stimulate my clit. I screamed in pleasure into my hands, while her hands firmly kept my squirming hips in place. She repeated this process a few times leaving me a mewling mess, before she slipped her tongue fully into my pussy to taste me directly. This after everything else pushed me over the edge and I came. She held me firmly in place as my whole body spasmed in pleasure. Eventually my bliss died down but she kept delving into my depths with her tongue for a while longer, keeping me drowning in pleasure even with my orgasm over.

Finally she pulls away. “Did that make you feel good, Princess?” I nodded enthusiastically, finally removing my hands from my mouth to show my smile. “Good,” and she proceeded to stand up on her knees and unbuckle her pants. I felt a renewed blush across my body as she stripped away her pants and underwear in the same movement, revealing her swollen cock. I don’t know what I was expecting, but I was immediately intimidated by her 8 inch dick, and what I assumed was an appropriately sized ball sack beneath it. I hadn’t really thought this through, and found myself trying to rapidly come to terms with the impending loss of my virginity. Crawling once again between my legs, she grabbed both and easily positioned them above and to the side of me, making me feel like a splayed frog with my pussy on full display. Any thoughts that I looked silly were quickly washed away as she positioned her hips adjacent to mine, letting her cock lay across my hot pussy and stomach. I whimpered at the light touch on my still sensitive pussy. Looking down it was hard to believe she intended to make that much of herself fit inside of me. I had never used a dildo, never had access and was too shy to think about trying to get one. And now the first time I was to be penetrated by something bigger than my pinky (yes, I am a coward, thank you for joining the conversation that is my entire life), it was this monster.

Seeing the fear in my eyes, Clair took both my hands in hers and placed them beside my head on each side, easily holding me down as she leaned in for a gentle kiss. She rocked her hips slowly, rubbing her cock up and down my pussy lips. Then she broke off the kiss to stare deep into my very essence. “Are you sure you’re ready for this, Princess?” Was I? This was a big decision and I had put zero thought into it. It had just kind of happened at Clair’s pace, on her initiative. She had balls so did we need a condom? Did she think I was on birth control? Was I ready to live in a world where sex was, like an actual thing that I did rather than some hazy concept that applied to other people and not me?

I stared back up at her loving eyes and realized I was complicating things as usual. “No, but… please… guide me?” I was uncertain exactly what I meant by that, but I trusted her to know what to do. Never mind that she was probably a virgin too, I couldn’t imagine she didn’t know what she was doing.

“Okay,” she smiled and took my hands and led them down to her cock. Placing it in both my hands, I still couldn’t cover the whole thing. “This is my cock. It’s warm and going to go inside of you.” She spoke calmly, and I couldn’t help but smile at her gentle tone describing something so… dirty. “First I’m going to put just the head in. That’s the squishy part at the top with the hole. Once you’re comfortable with that inside you I’m going to slowly insert my self half way in,” as she described it she moved her hips to position her cock along my belly to illustrate her future position amongst my organs. “Then, I’m going to slowly rock myself back and forth, slowly fucking myself further and further into you until I either bottom out or reach the back of your uterus.” I was hazy with lust at this point but part of me really wanted to go look up if the furthest insertion point of a dick was really in the uterus. It didn’t sound right, but it did sound hot and I realized in this instance that was probably more important than accurate anatomy. I would have to talk to her about it later though. “Then I will keep fucking you, faster and faster, until you climax around my cock. At which point I will fill you up with my jizz to help keep you nice and warm on the inside.”

She then gave me a long, deep kiss before pulling back and aligning her cock with my drenched pussy. She slowly began to insert herself. It went exactly as she said it would… up until she was half way inside of me. I felt a stinging pain and tried to stifle my whimpering, but I couldn’t help but have a few tears fall down. I looked up at what I just now realized was my first crush, my first love, and now my first lover. And when our eyes met I knew she wasn’t going to be able to be gentle like she promised. Sure enough she began to rock her hips faster and faster, quickly abandoning any pretense of a slow and gentle fuck to ease her way in. She hammered down into me again and again, gaining speed with every thrust. I don’t know when or if she ever reached fully inside me, but it certainly felt like she was bursting in past my deepest parts as her ball sack slapped against my ass rhythmically. Her mouth was on mine again as she wrestled my tongue into submission and I continued to whimper and moan with each pounding reverberating through my body and mind.

I tried to hold out. I should have been able to considering I had already orgasmed and she hadn’t. Despite that I felt it creep up on me slowly, only for her to girate her hips to add a slight twisting action that hadn’t been there before, causing her cock to press against new parts of my vaginal tunnel. I felt my whole body convulse in pleasure, my pussy clamping down on her cock. A few more thrusts and she buried herself as deeply as she could before letting out a low husky groan. She was right, it did keep me warm inside.