Get seriously gay.

Morning comes, and it's pretty typical. I get to work, and work is pretty chill as well. A quiet day, good for me to brew on what's to come.

• "i'm excited" - A
• "i can't wait" - C

After work, I hop into my car and drive over to the club, it's really posh. I get out of my car and lock the doors. Glancing around I see a tall, fit, good looking guy. He's got a dark caramel-skinned appearance with cute, messy hair. I walk over to him, blushing a bit. "What's up my guy?" He wraps his arm around my shoulder. "Hey man." I laugh as he squeezes me with a one arm hug. I can't imagine this getting sexual at all, feels like two guys just hanging out.

That was, until we get into the club. There's male strippers, guys making out, the works. Instantly I realize that this may have been a mistake. I feel incredibly out of place here, and my anxiety starts to grow. We find a table and get some drinks. The atmosphere is intense. I think I can see a guy giving a blowjob in the corner.

"Pretty intense, eh?" Theo chuckles. I nod. "I'm sure it's overwhelming, but don't get anxious, just take it in." He smiles. I can feel the gaze of multiple men, which only makes my anxiety worse. My breathing becomes a bit heavy as I try to focus on my drink. Theo laughs, raising his eyebrows. "You're a real catch, you know. Cute little twinks like you are a rarity." He takes a sip of his drink. "You're just so goddamn pretty."

I blush, rubbing my neck, "I mean, I don't think I'm that much to look at." Theo laughs, "You've got the small frame, wide-ish hips, a nice ass. Dude, you're hot as fuck." I blush and look away, but I do like the compliments. "Smile, cutie. Don't shy away." He laughs. It's honestly a little overwhelming. I kind of get why girls get weird around guys like this now. As much as I appreciate the positive attention, it's-- he's coming on a little strong. Some other guy walks over, sitting down. "Hey Theo. Who's this new one? Another one of your boytoys?"

"This is Alex. He's got a case of the maybegays." Theo chuckles. The man smiles, "Lets hope it turns into the verygays." I chuckle, "I wouldn't be here if it wasn't a little stronger than maybe." Theo chuckles, the other man smiles. "Well, I'll leave Theo to work his magic. Enjoy yourself." A gentle pat on the back. Theo shakes his head, "That's Maxwell, he's a regular like me." I nod, "I see." Still blushing. The anxiety in me is at peak, and I'm worried I might pussy out. Theo takes a deep breath, "Hey, man. Take it easy. This'll only go as far as you want it to. Don't think about what's coming next, enjoy the right now." I look up, and blink a few times. A warm, sweet smile from him. "This whole thing is new and scary, I get that. I was in your shoes too, my friend." He shakes his head, "So don't worry. Just figure yourself out, I'm just here to help." I look down again, and think for a moment. I think about how anxious Cassidy must've been going into this on her end, and how she found it worth to try. The anxiety eases, and I smile. "You're right." I glance around, "I just guess, somehow, I didn't expect..." Theo laughs, "Bruh, it's a gay club." I laugh with him, "That's entirely on me."

A few hours pass, and the atmosphere starts turning my feelings a little more bold. Instead of strange, the guys making out is kind of hot. The blowjobs and male strippers are now catching my eyes and holding their interest. The pounding music becomes less of a distraction and more of an atmosphere. Theo pushes his chair over, closer to me. "Feeling it?" I nod. My voice gets quiet. "Yeah. This is somethin' else." I chuckle.

He places his hand on my chin, and we kiss. I don't fight it. He looks me in my eyes, "Beautiful." We kiss a second time, and a third, and a sixth, and now I can't tell where one kiss begins and another ends. I feel a little hesitation as he pushes his tongue in my mouth, but I let my inhibitions go, and get into it. I'm making out with a guy. Very gay confirmed. A few guys watch intensely at our interaction. My hand slides up Theo's thigh, and he stops me. "Oh, no, not here. Things will get too rowdy for your first time. Let's go finish this at your place."

I nod. I don't see him as a buddy anymore, not just 'one of the guys'. He's big, tall, bold. He's fucking hot. I feel small next to him, his hand his big and warm. We both drive to my place, I have a moment alone in the car to cool down a bit, but my brain is going crazy. We get inside, and the heat gets turned back up, but I decide to take the initiative.

I get on my knees, and unzip his pants. He's surprised, but into it. "So eager!" He smiles. I nod. "Mhm." His cock is nice, the perfect size for me. I kiss the head, and work the shaft. Just like Cassidy did with Daniel, I start kissing the balls as well. I can't hardly fit it in my mouth.

"Hey, record me sucking your dick and send it to me."I say with a mouthful of cock. He laughs, "Want to jerk off to it later?" I nod, "Yes." He does so, and I guzzle his cock down. I'm not very skilled, but I'm eager. I manage to fit a good amount down my throat, which hurts, but also strangely feels good!

Eventually, he pops. My mouth is filled with hot cum. This stuff is hot and fresh, and god-- I love it. I swallow eagerly. Theo speak up, "Damn! First time and he swallows." I smile, "Why waste it?" He pats my head, grinning. "Now bend over." He says. "Yes sir." I comply.

He bends me over the couch. I hear the sound of a condom wrapper being torn open and hitting the ground. A few seconds later, an immense pressure strains against my opening. It takes the breath out of me as he slowly pushes in, he pauses, "Breathe, baby. Don't tense up." I take a deep breath, and he continues. He's much larger than anything I've had thus far, and while it does hurt-- it feels fucking incredible.

He snaps a few pics, and starts moving gently. "You like it baby? Getting what you needed?" He teases. "Yes! Fuck me!" I shout. His pace increases, and the pain fades. A grinding pleasurable pressure starts to well behind my dick, from the inside. He pins me down, and fucks me hard. He's got great endurance, because I cum before he does, squirting my useless little whiteboy stuff all over the couch.

"Wow! You can cum from anal that easily?" He asks while fucking me. "Yeeeeeessssssssss....." I say, words slurring because of how hard I'm being fucked. I still feel the pleasure, so I'm still leaking cum. He finally ejaculates. I feel the condom swell inside me.

He pulls out. "That was fantastic, baby." I push him down on the couch and start kissing him. I'm into this. I love this shit. We make out for a while, and eventually we both end up just on the couch. We're both naked, and I'm laying on top of him.

"Oh, I gotta text Cassidy and let her know you'll be here overnight." I state, Theo nods. I flip out my phone, but there was a text waiting for me anyways.

• "hey i'm staying at daniels anyways lol" - C

I chuckle, "Nevermind."

• "have fun, i know i am <3" - A

I text back.

Theo smiles, "You're a natural at this." He kisses me gently. I blush. "Thanks." I kiss him back. We both eventually fall asleep on the couch. Cute little gay bastards.