Four weeks pass by

Over the next four weeks you and Alex continue to grow closer as a couple. After his doctor propose he start exercising again the two of you make a point of going to the gym tre times a week. During these workout it's hard for you not to become very aware of the differences between the two of you. Alex has always been the stronger and more fit of the two of you but now the difference is very clear. Seeing as one of you is a fit man and the other is a pregnant woman you settle for separate routines. However seeing one another working out is usually enough to provide great motivation. Alex even confess at one point that he at some level work extra hard at appearing impressive at the gym. And it works, seeing your strong man working himself sweaty makes your cooch all wet and tingly.

As the gym is walking distance from your apartment you shower at home. After one or two sessions of at home intimate pair exercise and stretching, which the two of you find best done in the nude.

Of course post workout sex is not the only sex you are having. Naturally you continue to administer Alex's sleeping medication as before. Fucking him to rest every night. Then of course there is the usual morning erection that you would be remis not to deal with before you head out for the day. And of course there is the welcome home kiss every afternoon that which usually evolve into a 'i love you' fucking. Then there are the lazy days at the weekends that basically become debauched sexparties between the two of you. One could almost believe that you where two horny teenagers that lived alone together. Which of course is nonsense. You're both 18.

As the time pass you change of course as you slowly head towards the end of your second trimester. Your belly grows rapidly and you find it harder and harder to ignore it, although why would you? Soon your breasts rests on top of your belly at all times. Your nipples excrete a few drops of milk almost daily now as they grow a little bigger still. You also become aware of your hips widening making you realize that your body is taking one more step in preparation of the birth of your baby. Your precious baby, that presses down on your bladder, making you go to the toilet more frequently. Your lovely baby boy, that is making you all hormonal. The latest thing becomes you having a chance of suddenly bursting out in tears whenever you see something cute. You can't help it and it's often embarrassing. Yes the baby make everything swell bigger and more sensitiva. Even your pussy has swollen up. This however you don't mind at all as your pregnant lovehole has been made more sensitive and make you constantly horny. If you where still a guy you would constantly walk around with a semi hard on. And having something inside it feels better than before.

Alex is doing well. The doctors are calling his stress related seizure a one off and he is managing his life a lot better than before. His favorit pastime has of course become spending time with you. Whether it's lovemaking, playing videogames, watching movies or shows or just cuddling he is almost always happy when he is with you. Your baby daddy is also very pleased with how you are developing and loves showing his affection towards your pregnant body. You delight in him regularly groping you however, especially when he rubs your pregnant belly.

You would say that you are doing good as well. You love being pregnant and all that it does to you. You happily indulge your pregnancy cravings and take the discomforts with a smile. However there is a certain thing that you keep bottled upp and suppressed inside you.

The feelings of displacement and anxiety still visit you frequently. Why now and not months ago you have no idea. You wan't to be a happy mother to be. But frequently you feel wrong. You are supposed to be a man and you being a pregnant woman is wrong. Dreadfully wrong. In order to deal with these feelings you usually have sex. Having Alex fucking you usually reaffirms your female disposition very well. When Alex is not available you can usually deal with the feelings by masturbating naked while caressing your pregnant stomach. This however only suppress the feelings rather than expel them. At times especially at school you feel the anxiety becoming almost to much to deal with and you feel yourself almost having a panik attack. You always manage to get home before that however. Luckily no one get's to mad when the pregnant girl needs to go home.

You can't talk with any one about this. You need everyone to think that you want to be a girl, that you want to have your baby. What would Alex think if he knew you have these feelings? He would probably use them as an anchor to drown himself in despair. No you will not put him trough that. Your family? Equally bad idea. You just have to suck up and deal with it. You can manage that. Right?