First of Many

"How do I look?" I asked, staring into my closet mirror. In one glance, I knew how silly that question was. I was fucking hot. A dark green shirt clung to my body, revealing an ample amount of cleavage while showing off toned shoulders. My dark jeans hugged my ass like a second skin. It had a nice balance of looking nice without seeming like I was actively trying.

Plus, it was all stuff that would be easy to take off.

"Alright, I guess," he said, sounding bored. I looked at him through the mirror, eyes narrowing. He chuckled, hands finding their place on my hips. "You look amazing, Erin." I tilted my neck, allowing him to kiss the sensitive flesh there. His hands ran along my legs, then thighs.

"Mm, any more and you'll have to cancel tonight. Something tells me my date tonight wouldn't enjoy sloppy seconds from my 'roommate.'" My words were full of mirth, hiding the anxiousness residing beneath. I was nervous. How could I not be? Another man was coming over with the express purpose of fucking me senseless. The only thing keeping me together right now was the knowledge that Colin would be here. My 'roommate,' according to the messages he'd sent to the guy pretending to be me. The guy, Tyler, didn't seem to mind we wouldn't be alone. All he cared about was that the room was private.

My heart skipped a beat as soon as the doorbell rang. Was it him already? I took in a deep breath and tried to calm my nerves before heading for the front door.

When I opened it up, I felt my chest tighten when I saw him standing before me. He was a tall man about my age. Tanned, muscular, handsome, and, if my instincts were correct, extremely horny. And those eyes… his brown eyes swept across me slowly, stopping on my lips long enough to send shivers down my spine. I licked them nervously.

"Hello." I cleared my throat. "I'm Erin."

"Tyler." His voice was smooth and sexy.

I glanced behind him where his car sat parked out of sight of the house. "Do you want to come inside?" My hand found its way to my lower back as I moved aside.

He stepped inside and looked me over again. I thought he might have been doing it to avoid making eye contact with me, but I was wrong. He kept staring at me, taking in every inch of me until I started fidgeting under his gaze. But then, he seemed to look past me. I followed his gaze to find Colin standing there. His eyes were glued to our visitor, wearing an unreadable expression. It only lasted seconds though as he glanced my way.

"I'll be in my room if you need me." A lie. There was no other room here, at least not a bedroom. A small knot lodged itself in my gut. I'd be fucking this guy on our bed. On top of that, I'd do it knowing my boyfriend was listening from the other room. No idea what emotion the knot in my stomach was attached to.

"Wow. I wasn't expecting your roommate to be so good-looking." I glanced over at him to find him grinning at me. "If I were him, you'd never sleep alone." His hands ran down the side of my body, fingers touching sensitive skin as they went.

I wrinkled my nose as if the idea disgusted me. "Colin is my best friend." A lie Colin had crafted. He had been quite insistent on the aspects he wanted from me, and I’d agreed to all of them. This was for both of us after all.

"Ouch. Friend zoned. Well, his loss is my gain." I was shocked when he pressed his lips against mine and all rationality left me. We stood locked together for several long moments before breaking apart with ragged breaths. Wow. Uh. This was moving fast. I mean, this was why he was here, but... God. My heart hammered away like I just ran a marathon while Tyler stared into my eyes. He grinned, seemingly pleased with my reaction. It encouraged him to kiss me again. My arms hung limply by my sides, almost unable to move because of how strong his hold was around me. Somehow I managed to pull myself out of his grip, turn, and walk through the living room towards the stairs. His footsteps followed me close behind. When we got upstairs, he reached out and spun me around.

Our mouths collided once more, tongues wrestling in each other's mouths as our bodies crashed together. He pulled my shirt over my head and tossed it aside. The wall shook as I was pressed against it, his mouth finding new places to explore as his hands wandered up my torso. I groaned as his lips teased my neck. Oh my god! What was I doing? I shouldn't be letting him do this to me. And yet, there was something about this that felt so right. A man I just met was undressing me right in the fucking hallway and all I could think about was how turned on I was. I let out sweet noises, letting him know how wonderful I felt. None of them were meant for Tyler.

"You're so fucking sexy," he whispered as I felt my bra fall away. He sucked on a nipple before pushing his hand down the front of my pants, dipping into my panties. I moaned as his tongue teased my nipple.

Not content to be the only one undressed, I worked at the front of his pants. I could feel the rock hard cock that waited for me underneath.

More thumping against the walls as we passionately made out, wrestling for dominance as we moved to the bedroom leaving pieces of clothing along the way. I didn't bother closing the door as we passed through the threshold. Colin wanted to hear everything.

I wanted him to hear everything.

It wasn't long until he was naked too. He was kissing and groping every inch of my body. My pussy clenched around his fingers when he used his thumb to rub my clit while sucking on my breasts. My back arched, wanting more. My legs wrapped around his waist as he took my mouth in another passionate kiss while driving his tongue inside with ****. There was no stopping us now—I couldn't have stopped even if I tried.

Taking control, I had him on his back. Kneeling between his thighs I rubbed my face against his thick erection. God it felt good. So hot and hard, begging for me to take it deep inside me. But there would be time for that later. Right now, I wanted to make sure my skills hadn't gotten rusty.

I leaned forward and kissed the tip of it before lowering myself further onto the bed. His hands tangled in my hair as he guided me toward his cock. I moaned as he filled my mouth. I swallowed his length down my throat and licked him up and down the shaft. He was around Colin's size, so it was a size I had plenty of experience with—not that I hadn't dealt with larger.

"Holy shit, you're so good at this." He moaned.

I ran my tongue along his sensitive skin, working my way down his length. I used my hand to stroke the base of his shaft. My lips moved to his balls and I took one in my mouth.

"Oh fuck!" His voice cracked.

I released his ball after some gentle play and crawled back up his length, hand still working the hot member. I licked the head and flicked my tongue over the slit. I pulled my mouth off, giving him a chance to catch his breath.

"God, you are fucking amazing." My hand kept a steady rhythm, as I grinned up at him. Seemed like I hadn't lost my touch.

"You going to cum?" I asked, looking up at him.

"So close."

I stopped jerking him off. "Don't want that."

He groaned. "I recover quick. Please. Let me fill that sexy mouth of yours."

"Or, you could grab that condom over there and I can ride your cock until I come all over it." He smirked and rolled to his side. He grabbed the box from the bedside table and opened it, pulling out a condom. I couldn't believe I'd said those words. In the moment, I felt like a completely different woman. This man had only been here for ten minutes and here I was, sucking his cock and telling him how I was going to fuck him. All this on the bed I shared with my boyfriend—the same boyfriend who was undoubtedly hearing me say all of this.

But there was no stopping this. I had warned Colin about opening this door. A fire was lit inside me, and no amount of effort was going to put it out. I wanted Tyler. I knew I shouldn't. I knew this was wrong, feeling like I did. This wasn't about the sex. I might not have felt so guilty if it was just me being so fucking horny. This feeling raging inside me was something more than that. I wanted to fuck Tyler because Colin would hear it. I wanted my sweet boyfriend to listen to my cries of passion as I enjoyed the touch of another man. It made my heart pound knowing that he was listening, maybe even jerking himself off while imagining what was happening right now. The thought turned my pussy into a throbbing inferno.

Fuck. I was turning into a monster.

Condom in place, Tyler flopped back onto the bed with a grin on his face as I straddled him. His eyes were glued to my body, moving up and down along every curve before locking back on my face. His hand found its way to my thigh. "Fuck you're beautiful."

I reached down between us and gripped his cock, guiding it to my wetness. He watched intently as I took him in slowly until my entire length slipped inside me.

"So big," I moaned. It wasn't anything bigger than I was used to, but it wasn't meant for Tyler. I needed to let my love know what was happening in our shared bed. To let him know he was no longer my only.

That tonight was the first of many.

I bounced on top of him, riding his wonderful dick deep and fast, twisting and shaking around the thick shaft. My nipples scraped against his chest with each hard thrust. Trails of sweat dribbled down our bodies. We were both breathing heavily when I cried out loud enough to send chills through me, not because of what I was feeling, but because of what I was doing. I wanted to make a scene—just like he wanted me to. I wanted Colin to hear how good it felt. That I was fucking another man.

That I was loving it.

I pushed myself away from his chest. Looking down at him, I found myself smiling. This gorgeous guy laying naked under me while I rode his cock with abandon. I loved the sound of his breaths as they came quicker while he stared up at me. It made me feel powerful knowing he could do nothing but look up at me in awe. That he thought himself the lucky one in the situation—fucking a gorgeous woman while the poor 'friend' had to listen.

He had no idea that he was the replaceable one. That another man would serve his role soon enough, pleasuring me in Colin's place. It was twisted, but I was so fucking turned on by it. Colin, the man I loved more than anything, could have me anytime he wanted yet he chose to have another man fuck me. I needed Colin to know how much I was enjoying this. To show I was ready and willing to fuck any man he wanted me to. That was the key to all this, what allowed me to leap into this with everything I had, what turned me on so damn much.

This man was nothing more than a toy my lovely Colin used to pleasure me.

"Tyler!" I yelled out. A reminder to Colin of who I was fucking. I yelled it again. Over and over as I drove his hard cock into me.

"Fuck! So goddamn tight!" He groaned, grabbing my hips for leverage as I ground my pussy down onto his shaft. My fingers clawed into his skin as our movements became faster and rougher. "Oh, god, you're so hot," Tyler moaned. “So fucking hot."

His words spurred me on to go faster, harder. "You like fucking my pussy?" I called out, resisting the urge to look toward the door.

"Yes," he answered without hesitation before yelping when a wave of pleasure crashed through me. "So damn good."

I grinned at him as I continued riding his cock until both of us were panting. The smell of sex filled the air between us; an intoxicating mix that was making my head spin. A growing need began to grow in me. I wanted to get off. To come all over his dick. That's what this was about after all. Getting myself off while letting my boyfriend hear every thrust, every moan. Hearing his beloved girlfriend call out the name of another man while she climaxed.

It was too much. I couldn't handle it. The thought of being with someone other than my sweet, loving boyfriend was driving me crazy. That Tyler was only the first of many I would experience this with. The emotional and erotic thrill enhancing the rather vanilla physical aspect to new heights.

That feeling... it was stronger than ever before—my love for Colin growing and building inside me. It didn't matter how wrong or disgusting these thoughts might be to others. This is how I felt. How I wanted to feel. It was okay to be a little selfish in life. And right now? Right now, I had no shame in wanting to be fucked by other men because the man I loved most was the one who would ensure I had my fill of them.

My back arched as I cried out his name over and over again, his thick cock still buried deep within me as my orgasm swept through me. His hands clenched my ass as he growled low beneath me. He wasn't going to let me off his dick without coming along with me. He held me there, letting me ride out every wave of ecstasy that hit me before I came down. I could see his expression change as I shook with each of my body's release. There was a look of amazement on his face as he watched me come undone.

He didn't last much longer. My actions on top of him sent him over the edge quickly. With a guttural growl, Tyler dug his fingers into the skin on my hips and jerked himself hard against me until he shouted my name. Loud enough that Colin most certainly heard. I hope he knew what was happening. That the only thing that was protecting his girlfriend from another man's seed was a thin layer of latex.

I collapsed onto the bed beside him, breathing heavily as we both caught our breaths together. My head swam from a potent mix of emotion and physical highs. "Fuck," he breathed beside me.

"Yeah," I whispered, running my hand over my hair trying to calm my nerves. Goddamn, that was hot! This was so fucking wrong but it felt good—so damn good—and I couldn't wait to do it all over again.

Tyler sat up next to me. "That was amazing."

I nodded slowly at him with a smile. "You're not too shabby yourself."

His eyes flared with excitement before looking away. Leaning back on the pillow with his arms crossed behind his head, he had a smug grin on his face. His chest was heaving, his abs flexing as he sucked in deep breaths. It was clear he was just as turned on as I was. I loved the way he looked, feeling like the luckiest guy alive not knowing he had been chosen by my boyfriend to pleasure me.

I settled back in bed too, a grin on my face as I found myself wondering who Colin would pick for me next.