Failure to launch

Try as I might, I just couldn't get myself to get hard. That is a new kind of shame that I had never felt before in my life. Of all the things that are expected of you as a man, being able to get hard for your wife is one of the key ones. Even if you are a two minute man who can't satisfy her, at least you can get it up for her.

Despite everything I had been through over the last several days, I did still love Susan. I wanted to be able to give her pleasure, and right now that meant getting hard for her. But it wasn't working.

About that time she slid a foot over to my leg and up my thigh until it made contact with my limp cock. Yes , it was completely limp, not even a partial chubby after all of my work. I saw the look that passed over her face, seemingly all at once... sadness, confusion, anger and concern. It fucking broke my heart.

"John... you're not hard," she said softly.

My mind was racing. I wasn't sure how this was going to go.