Earn it, of course

“No. I will not accept a hand out from you. Especially the amount of money that I need.”

“What are you talking about? How can I help you then? You need the money woman!” Alex seemed really confused right then.

Ella began to blush, “I know I need the money,” she said in a quiet voice. “I want to earn it. Like I’ve always done.”

“What the hell are you talking about? How are you supposed…?” Alex trailed off, eyes wide. “You are not seriously saying what I think you’re saying.” She stated in disbelief.

Ella nodded, now looking away. “I want to do some of your… um, ‘other’ work.”

Ella glanced back at and finally took in what Alex was wearing... it wasn't very much. She wore only a a small tanktop, which didn't even cover her bellybutton. And a pair of small boy shorts, which did nothing to hide her _very large _cock that seemed to be growing erect at what Ella was proposing.

“What about one of those big shot companies? You would be perfect for one of them, you’re fucking brilliant!” Alex was grasping at straws, Ella knew it. Alex was a smart woman, she would've known this wouldn't have been Ella's first option, but she had to try it seemed. Noble Alex... Ella only proved her right.

“I’ve already tried. No one is hiring. Even with my degree, and it’s too specialized to be of use anywhere else, no one will look past it. I need your help!” Ella said again.

Alex looked at her, shocked, shaking her head. “I… I can’t El, I can’t do that with you.” Ella's heart tightened in her chest, “No matter how much I want to.” Alex whispered, tears forming.

Ella looked back at Alex, eyes wide, “What?” she asked in a hopeful tone.

“You know what I’m like El, what I like. I want you.” She confessed. “I want you so damn much it hurts sometimes.” Alex had stopped rubbing Ella’s thigh, now gripping it firmly. Ella took notice of that, looking down for a moment.

“I’ve wanted you for so long Ella, but I don’t want to hurt you or scare you away from me. I don’t think I could bear it. I can’t do it.” Alex was so torn, it looked like her heart would burst with the emotion she was exerting, but she remained firm, if only just.