Doctor, Doctor tell me what is new

The cell phone in Bailey’s hand fell from his slender fingers, falling to the floor next to his foot. Looking at him April thought he looked like a girl finding out about a happy surprise between the smile that was already on his face and how his jaw slowly hung open from the shock. “By that look I can tell you are excited and I can’t imagine why you wouldn’t be.” April turned the car into the parking lot for a plaza filled with office buildings. She had timed telling Bailey about today’s trip till she was just around the corner just in case he flipped out, but she was more than happy with stunned silence. Bailey just stared at the woman next to him, her words echoing in his mind. You my dear are going to be getting your very own vagina, isn’t that exciting!? Following that was What, How, What? Surgery, was she going to take him to surgery!? He was about to yell at her how she couldn’t do this, but as the words formed he swallowed them down. A good girl is seen and not heard, a good girl doesn’t argue. The doctor couldn’t do anything without him saying so all he had to do was tell the doctor no. Why in the world would she think he would just go along with something crazy like that. Aunt Megan was going to get him free of any wrong doing with her PI and by summer's end he would be free. "Come on, let's get you inside for your appointment.” April said, opening her car door. Her words broke Bailey out of his daze, not realizing the car had stopped. Reluctantly he picked up his cell phone, tucking it into his purse and following inside an office building.

The reception area had a small beige leather and metal two person coach on the far wall, two simple matching chairs across from them, just to the left of the door they walked in and to the right was a door and small window. Behind the window was a brown haired woman in her early fifties Bailey would guess, wearing what he thought to be an old style nurses outfit instead of the modern scrubs. When he looked at her she slid the window open to the side and beckoned the two of them to her. “Welcome, do you have an appointment?” Bailey assumed they must, but didn’t say a word. It would be too much to hope that April wouldn’t have at very least called ahead, the woman could sometimes be the type to let you know you are two minutes late when she had a cramped schedule prepared. “Yes, the appointment is for my charge here, Bailey Ann Best.” The nurse, Bethany according to her name tag pulled out a clipboard with a few sheets of paper on it and a pen, handing them over; she smiled at Bailey. “This is for you sweetheart, fill it out the best you can. If you have any questions I’m sure your guardian or I can assist. And if I do say you look lovely.” Bailey smiled back at her as he took what was offered, wondering what she meant by guardian, April wasn’t in charge of him. The woman had something over him, but she was just a secretary, he wasn’t working now but he had been management, he had practically ran his parents' store. His body language gave nothing away and he smiled back at her sweetly. “Thank you, my sister told me she was mad at me for looking so cute.”

Looking down at the form after sitting down next to April on the couch Bailey bounced his foot after crossing his legs. It was a simple thing, but suddenly he was not sure of what to write and looked to April for confirmation. If this place was supposed to do surgery they had to know he was male, but she had introduced him as Bailey Ann Best. “Ah, how do I fill this out?” Bailey said, holding the clipboard so she could see the questions. “The best you can, this isn’t hard. You know I thought being ditzy was an act before. I will fill out your insurance information, you can do the rest.” She was speaking in a whisper to Bailey, but quickly went back to replying to a work email on her phone. Bailey frowned at her for just a second, she wasn’t of any help at all. So he used the only que he had and wrote out Bailey Ann Best in the girly script he had been practicing in his diary, even putting a little heart over the i in his name. Bailey checked the box for female and went through the small list that boiled down to are you feeling well and left the field for medication blank, not wanting to admit to taking pills to curb his sexual desires, not that he knew the name of the pill. Looking over to April he wanted to ask her about the insurance and what she was going to write down. He knew he hadn’t had medical insurance in a while, he just couldn’t afford to pay for it, but she was typing away on her phone, with her body pivoted away from him. So he sat waiting to see her stop typing before interrupting her, he didn’t want her to just dismiss him like she just had. Bailey was sick and tired of people saying how he wasn’t smart, or how it is a shame he didn’t take after his Mom. “Miss April? I’m done.”

Bailey watched as April filled out the insurance information, she didn’t pull up anything on her phone or pull out a card as she wrote in the insurance number. That impressed him, he was decent at math, but he never even memorized his debit card number let alone the insurance card number. He watched further as she wrote Amanda’s name in the field next to the number and indicated that Bailey was under her insurance and then both wrote and signed her name at the bottom under parent/guardian. “Miss April, why did you sign there and why did the nurse say you were my guardian?” He was eighteen, even if that was just a teenager that was still legally an adult. April handed the clipboard back to Bailey with a sparkle of mischief in her eyes. “Your Mom of course is responsible for you, but I am listed as your guardian if she is unable to take care of you. No paperwork has been filed with the courts saying you are not capable of taking care of yourself, but I imagine we could do that if you proved you were immature enough.” Bailey looked into her dark eyes, she had large eyes that he could get lost in, but they gave away nothing. “Why..?” April gave a small shrug and glanced down at her buzzing phone before answering. “Things had to be done to help with this ruse and it was the best way to get you insurance. You should be thanking me.” Bailey rolled his eyes, but after he noticed she was still holding his gaze like she was insisting. “Thank you for taking care of me, Miss April.” Bailey said as he averted his eyes and looked at his lap. Wanting to be away from her gaze he quickly got to his heeled feet and made his way back up to the nurse. Handing over the clipboard Bailey reached up and twirled his hair trying to think when exactly did April start being intimidating to him. He had checked her out more than once, but hardly gave her much thought and now those beautiful dark eyes seemed to look through him. Aunt Megan’s glare made him feel like he shouldn’t move or she might pounce on him like a predator and it was best to go unnoticed, but with April it was like she saw him to the core of his being and didn’t like what she saw. Both could be frightening, but one made him want to hold as still as possible and the other made him want to flee. “Have a seat and we will call you back shortly.” Bailey looked back to April who was now focused back on her phone. He considered going to sit on one of the chairs across from her, but his purse… When did he start thinking of Mandy’s purse as his own he wondered, it was sitting on the couch where he just was. So Bailey went back to sitting next to her, and his purse.

Pulling the purse into his lap Bailey gave a small smile and did his best to hold in a small laugh at the ridiculousness of how Candi was acting that she wasn’t part of getting the lip filler and eyelash extensions. She didn’t even want them before Bailey had told her how Aunt Megan paid for it all as a gift. “What are you giggling about?” Bailey held his phone up so April could see the photo Candi had sent him. It was of her sticking her tongue out and giving a thumbs down. The image brought a smile to her face, and she patted Bailey’s exposed thigh. “It is good you have friend’s your own age that you get along with so well.” Bailey knew it was meant as a barb, but he smiled down at the image of Candi. She was an honest, good person. Pushy… but he was sure she was the type of friend everyone would be lucky to have in their corner. He gave no thought to April being in Mandy’s corner, helping her through all this.With a warm smile that he felt Bailey gave a little shrug. “I guess you're right.” The moment didn’t last long when the door opened next to the window and a blonde blue eyed woman stepped out in a nurse uniform similar to Bethany. Her voice was soft and sounded like she was about to sing as she called out Bailey’s name with a welcoming smile. Bailey couldn’t help but look her up and down, she had large breasts, a narrow waist. As he walked up to the lovely nurse, her name tag reading Angela, their eyes met and he knew he had been caught eyeing her up. As she escorted Bailey into the back Angela’s smile didn’t fade. “It’s okay to look, with how you look now I imagine when you finish transitioning you will put me to shame.” Bailey wasn’t sure what she meant at first by transitioning, but figured it was a euphemism like saying a girl blossoms as she gets older.

Soon Bailey had weight taken and his height checked before being brought back into a patient room. “So like, you know why I’m here?” Bailey asked with some hesitation as he walked into the little room. “Same reason everyone else is coming right now, to help you be the woman you always wanted to be.” She said with a smile that he was sure melted the hearts of many men and could have on him if her words didn’t reveal she knew that he wasn’t a female. “You.. you know I’m a, ah man?” Bailey’s voice was trembling, of course she had to know the truth with what April said the appointment was for. Just the idea of a woman he would want to take to bed seeing and knowing was hard to handle, he didn’t want anyone to think he was some sort of sissy. “I do, but don’t worry you totally pass, not all of us do.” She said with a half whisper like she was speaking of a conspiracy even though it was only the two of them in the room. “Wait.. you are ah…” The pretty blonde woman smiled and nodded. “I am and I’m a little jealous you are able to do this at such a young age. You are incredibly brave, I hadn’t told a soul about even a hint of who I knew I was.” Bailey blinked his large lashed eyes as he looked at Angela again and even knowing what she said, saw no hint that this lovely woman was anything more than just that. “But.. your like beautiful!” That made Angela laugh, it paired well with her voice, the type of sound that could make men fall in love. “I will take that as a compliment I think you intended, but it also makes me think you don’t actually know how pretty you are Miss Bailey. When you look in the mirror you should know the world sees you as you are meant to be.” Any other questions he had about her or what was about to happen left Bailey’s mind. It was not her intention, but her words were a blow to whatever scrap of male ego Bailey had left and had to try repeating to himself that this was all just an act, she was just buying what he was selling. He was a he, not a she. He was a he, not a she. The nurse had said something and the words Good and Girls stood out. “I am a good girl, happy and proud.” He said to her out of reflex. Angela cocked her head to the side and laughed a little. “I’m glad to hear it, but I was saying I needed to measure your bust size and went on as you didn’t answer, breasts, your goods, your girls.” Bailey found himself blushing, something he had done more this last week than his whole life. “I don’t really have any…” He was appalled at the idea of having breasts, his swollen chest would go down soon now that he wasn’t wearing those horrible fake breasts. Stuffing the bra with a little pad was much better. “Aww sweetie, don’t worry I’m sure in time they will come in nice and full. If not, there are otherwise for us to look the way we want, but from the look of what you have now you may not need that. Now come on then, off with your blouse.”

As Bailey pulled the shirt over his head a solid knock came to the door and an elderly man in a white doctors coat came in. He was bald on top and had a band of white hair around his head, unlike some elderly men his eyebrows were not overgrown and bushy and instead looked as if he made sure they were trimmed. On his face he had a well groomed white mustache and while he wore a smile it didn’t look as if it was for anything more than show. “Bailey Ann Best, age eighteen.” He said looking down at his tablet. Well you look healthy enough, says here you are not taking any medications. Is that so?” Bailey saw his eyes move up and down across his body and while he was suddenly aware that he was only wearing a bra over his chest he saw no excitement or much of any interest in the doctor's face. “Ahh no sir.” The doctor tapped something on his screen and looked back at Bailey. “No prescribed or not prescribed hormones or anti-androgens?” Bailey shook his head again. “Okay, nurse carry on while I pull up the presentation.” Looking between the two he watched as the doctor pulled up a power point on his tablet and the nurse unclasped his strapless bra. “I’m sure you looked some of this up or your mother out there told you about what is about to happen, but if you follow along with me you will learn more about your prosthetic. The word prosthetic lifted a huge weight off Bailey’s shoulders, but he didn’t have time to enjoy it as the nurse's hands touched his chest. Her fingers touched his nipples in a way that felt incredible, like a tiny wave of pleasure. “Oh..” Bailey said under his breath as she moved her hands again and started to wrap a measuring tape across his chest. “Oh no..!” Bailey cried out as he felt the sticky tape of the tuck kit give way as he became erect and a very unladylike bulge showed on the front of his white skirt. Angela blushed a little. “That’s okay, happens to me sometimes too.” The nurse whispered to him. The idea the nurse is or was a man really bothered him with how much he was attracted to her. Here he was hard as a rock in panties and a skirt from her touch, all in front of a doctor who had been talking this entire time and pointing at his screen, while he could feel her warm breath as she whispered in his ear with that sultry voice, if she just kept doing that he would cum right here

“Ahh.. I’m sorry sir, what was that?” Bailey said to the doctor who looked rather cross at Bailey. “Miss you are going to need to pay attention, I was telling you how to care for this and about the study. You are to keep a journal about how it feels, if you notice any problems and make sure you follow procedure with how to care for it.” The doctor said some more, but when the nurse took the tape measurer away her fingers had touched one of his nipples again, causing both of them to become hard like he had seen Mandy’s so many times before. “Girl.. I say girl are you listening?” Bailey looked back to the older doctor, not even sure if he had said his own name yet or if he had missed it. “Yes, of course I am.” The doctor nodded and put down the tablet. “Good to hear, now you will have to come back every two weeks for us to check on the device and check on your…” The doctor's voice trailed off as he noticed for the first time Bailey had a hard on in his skirt. “Yes, well that. We have to check on your penis, it should be fine suspended in the gel. But that is what testing is for, we have to make sure everything is safe and all that.” Bailey was more than confused at his words. “Gel..? Is this not safe?” The nurse stepped out of the room and the doctor patted Bailey on his exposed thigh. “There, there, everything is fine. We so far haven’t seen any major side effects, but I do have to say I am excited to have someone so young and early in their transition join the study. Now why don’t you take off the rest of your clothes so we can get you fitted.” He didn’t understand the word transition in the context before, but Bailey definitely understood now and felt a little slow to just be understanding this was a study for men that are transitioning to be women.

Sitting on a doctor's table with his legs up in stirrups while the older man stood between his legs was not how he ever expected any day to go. His penis had calmed down with the nurse and her touching gone, though she had come back to make sure he was cleanly shaven in the groin, but now he had an old man’s hands touching him where no man should be touching another man. “Ahhh Doc.. Dr. Fischer, what are you doing?” He hadn’t stopped the man, but he was incredibly uncomfortable as he fit some sort of band around his penis, just under the tip so that it wrapped around the most sensitive part of that anatomy. “Calm down, it is just like I said before. The nurse then held something up, it looked like they had skinned part of a woman and were going to transplant it over to him. The doctor's hand pushed his testicles back up inside his body cavity, still an odd feeling despite having to do it himself with the tuck kit, but he did not like the idea of some sixty something year old man doing it. When the doctor and nurse put on the prosthetic they used a cream or gel from a tube around the edges as they put it on. The oddest part came when they put a thin tube that was attached to a canister inside the thing, right where the last bit had yet to be sealed on. Bailey did not like the idea of the word sealed and was about to ask the doctor how and how soon he could take it off when he felt something incredibly cold around his dick as it became suspended in the substance. “Cold.. cold!” The doctor nodded saying “Yes, yes.” as if it was the most normal thing in the world. It will warm up to your body’s temperature. “Now as I was saying earlier, your new vagina’s’ cavity wall is thin where your penis is, allowing for much feeling to go through. The tip of your penis is connected so that you will have no problem passing your waste. With that and what I told you before, do you have any questions?”

Thousands, Bailey had a thousand questions about this study and why they would have need of something like this. “Yes, when can I take this off?” The doctor glowered down at Bailey in silence for a second or two. Long enough that Bailey wasn’t sure if he was going to answer or if the answer was never. “You were told before, I will remove it when you come back in two weeks and then two weeks after that. Now do you have any more questions that I have not answered already, before we do some testing. Two weeks, this thing would be on for two weeks, what the fuck was April thinking and no way Mommy signed off on this! “What if I need it off sooner?” That question gave the doctor pause and looked over at the nurse. “Has anyone?” She shook her head. “You have nothing to worry about, I’m betting you will be happy as a clam no longer seeing your old male bits down there. OH, I made a joke and didn’t mean to, clam. Yes, that is good.” No longer seeing that he was male, those words did not rest well on Bailey’s mind and he thought about it with dark thoughts before he noticed the doctor holding up something that looked like a purple dildo while still standing between his legs. It caused Bailey to jerk his body, but he moved very little. “What are you doing!?” Looking at Bailey, then to the purple object in his hand and then at the nurse. “I am not so old that I am forgetting things, did I not explain how this needs to be done at least every other day?” He looked confused as he looked at the nurse who laughed lightly. “No doctor you told Bailey, but I think she might be a little distracted with how much this will change her life for the better.” The elderly man nodded a little looking down at the still very naked Bailey who felt rather helpless on his back, legs up in the air. “Yes, yes.. Dear you need to use one of these with the cream we are providing, you put a thin coat on the phallic object and use it till you ejaculate. The cream and your ejaculate will help keep your vaginal canal nice and healthy, no drying out. Now would you like me to do the test or nurse Angela?”

He was talking about fucking himself in the fake vagina, like he could even get off doing that, like it was perfectly normal. Bailey looked between the old man and the attractive Angela and went with the doctor, knowing the man had no interest in him and Bailey very much had interest in the pretty blonde. The last thing he wanted was for her to ram a dildo into him, for goodness sake he didn’t want anyone doing something like that, but at least the doctor was clinical about it. “You can do it sir.” Bailey said in a soft voice and got a little nod in return. Moments later he felt the dildo enter him, well not exactly felt he couldn’t feel like it was skin. Though he could feel the pressure it caused as it slid inside, he wasn’t sure how far it could go, but he started to actually feel it on his dick. This guy wasn’t kidding earlier when he said the wall was thin enough to feel things, he could feel it press, rub on his own member as it moved in and out gently. Bailey closed his eyes, not wanting to look up to an old man as this happened. This wasn’t him.. That was just fake, but it still felt like being violated and good, much better than he wanted to admit as it rubbed on his trapped member. A spike of pleasure came through Bailey, something was vibrating on his dick.. Right where that band was. Bailey opened his eyes and saw the doctor's other hand touching where a woman’s clitoris would be and every time he touched it the band gave him more and more pleasure. Bailey clenched his jaw not wanting to call out in pleasure and suddenly as it came it stopped for as second as the doctor reached over to his tablet and touched something before using the dildo and touching the fake clitoris again, this time the feeling was even more intense. Still Bailey did not cry out, he couldn’t be getting off to this, he just couldn’t he thought. His dick was incredibly hard and the feeling of the doctor's other hand was so amazing, he couldn’t feel him touching that spot, but whenever he did the band on his cock acted. “There it is, now I can tell you can feel it. We will leave it at that setting for now and recalibrate next sessions.” The elderly man said, leaving the sensitivity on high with how little he saw Bailey reacting to the stimulus at first. “As I’m sure you can feel as you get harder your penis gets thicker like normal and that causes it to press more into your canal, so that if you were to have relations with a man he would feel like you are putting a light squeeze on him. This should allow both of you to enjoy yourselves, though do be careful with relations of any men of abnormal size.

Bailey was breathing heavily, sweat on his body with what just happened, this man had just got him off using a fucking dildo into some fake vagina that locked away his manhood. Closing his eyes tight Bailey tried to wish this away, he was actually back in bed. He was just sleeping, soon the alarm would go off or Candi’s constant texting would wake him from this nightmare. “Just a little pinch now.” Bailey scrunched up his face as he felt a tiny stab of pain and looked up at the doctor who was removing his hand from Bailey’s hip and holding a needle. Sugar that hurt he thought for a second, before thinking it was more of the surprise than the pain. He didn’t know he was getting an injection too. “That should do it, feel free to get dressed. The nurse at the front will give you your next appointment and your medication. Do you also need…” The doctor's voice trailed off as he looked at the purple dildo on the counter. “Do you need an applicator? Remember you must do this at least every other day.” Bailey nodded, not wanting to admit he already had a dildo that Aunt Megan had gotten him. “Yes, yes, good, See you next time.” The man said before exiting the room. “Do you need any assistance Miss Bailey?” Angela asked, seeing Bailey shake her head before she finished the question. “You make sure you take good notes for us okay? I can’t be part of the study working here sadly, but I am so happy to be able to help others.”

By the time Bailey got back to the front of the office April was standing next to the nurses window holding two small bags containing a jar of cream, a dildo, a pamphlet, a bag of disposable needles and a vial of liquid to help get the right hormonal balance the doctor thought the transitioning girl needed. “Now she got an injection with the doctor, make sure she uses it as directed with that and the other medication.” Bethany had finished saying as Bailey came up to her very much ready to go. “Thank you so much for your time, I just know this is going to change Bailey’s life. You know today we are celebrating her birthday, so this was extra special.” Bailey looked to April and then the nurse, just wanting this over with and didn’t like the reminder that there was going to be much more to the day. “Awww happy birthday sweetheart! Here, have a lollipop.” She said holding out a little pink sucker for Bailey to take. “Go on Bailey, what do you say?” Bailey wasn’t going to take it, but at the prodding he automatically took it and replied to her. “Thank you very much for the candy and your kind words.” April smiled at Bailey, there was no visible difference but she did like the idea that his dick was locked away where he would get no use of it or pleasure for a while and it was all because he chose this role and she was going to make sure he stuck to it.